Party party party chapter 7.

Raven falls on her bed. "Finally, I get some rest." She looks at the clock on the wall. "I wonder what they are doing now." She shrugs and turns around. She looks at the picture at her desk. Six girls are showed. Swan, who is posing like a ballerina. Phoenicia, who is standing there like she is break dancing. Then you have cute and little Black-bird, who has her fingers in a peace sign and is smiling brightly. Next to Black-bird is Eagle standing, with fist ready to strike but her face is smiling. Then their most pressured member.

A tear slowly finds its way down Raven's cheek.

"I still cannot believe it. Asutoriddo…why?" The girl on the picture, with brown hair and blonde locks. That girl, the girl who is standing next to Raven herself. "I just can't believe that you are gone.

Raven bends her head. She softly cries her heart out.

"Why? I hate it, I hate it!" her fist waves trough the air. "I hate Bennwert! I hate it!" She turns around and now faces her closet.

FLASHBACK

"Raven where are you? Come out, play time is over!" A young women walks over to her little daughter. "But I want to play with Asutoriddo!" A young Raven looks around. "Sorry chibi, but she isn't here." "Then where is she?" Her mother sights, thinking about how to tell her. "She is going to Bennwert." "Isn't that a place for really smart children?" Her mother nods. "Am I smart mum?" Her mother smiles. "If there is a guy like knocked on Asutoriddo's door yesterday, then you are." But deep inside, she doesn't want her little Raven to leave. And especially not to Bennwert. The place for spies and so on.

Flashback ending.

She sights. "And then I went to Eisweiss. I was trained to be the best. The best in everything that was what I was. And what I still am." She shifts. "But do I really want to be that? I know I can easily defeat Tyson in a battle. Can I?" She shakes her head. "Maybe I don't want to know."

"I don't get it."

FLASHBACK

"Raven! We have a new member." Mr. Lipides walks into the training room. Raven, the leader of the fresh formed team FB, stands up. "I already have enough members. Count, Swan, Phoenicia, Eagle, Black-bird and me."

"So you don't want me in your team?"

A soft voice. A voice that brings memories back.

Raven turns around. With a face made of steel she watches a girl walking towards her.

"It's me Raven. Asutoriddo…"

The expressions on Raven's face changes. "Asutoriddo…" She whispers. The brown haired girl nods. "That my name. I am glad you remembered."

The girls look at each other. The world around them disappears.

"Where were you?"

Flashback ending.

Raven stands up and walks to her bathroom.

"That moment, it was perfect. It was perfect for me, but you didn't realize it. You just used me!"

A brush is thrown out of the window and lands on someone's head. Raven doesn't care.

"You where differently taught. They told you to murder every one who was in your way. The said…I was the one in … your…way." Soft sobs are heart.

"Your mission was killing me. You didn't come back to me for me…you only came back to get rid of me…" Raven shakes her head. "You just followed orders from that pink and black haired girl. Morfine, on your name I spit!"

Raven shakes her head. "I still don't believe it. And I don't understand."

She thinks back.

"You had your change…you could kill me…I wonder…what was the reason you didn't…"

FLASHBACK

The room grows silent.

"Raven, I am not who you think I am. I changed. You changed. We both did. You cannot blame me for being me." Asutoriddo slowly walks towards a bruised Raven.

"I didn't mean to do it this way. But there is no other way, that's what I realize."

She grabs Raven's head.

"You are still the strongest person I have ever seen. There is truly no one stronger than you. But I can't…I can't live with that fact."

Raven breaks free. "I don't believe it! I don't believe you Asutoriddo!"

"You should try and believe people on their words instead of trusting on other things."

"Why are you doing this?"

"You should now. You are the one who can predict everything."

"Is that you reason?"

"No, my reason is my mission. I am here to kill you."

Raven walks back in shock.

"Kill me? Asutoriddo…why? I don't understand…"

"You will never understand my reasons, even if it is you who caused them."

Raven blinks. 'I caused them? I never did anything?'

Asutoriddo darts forwards with in her hand something black. Raven runs to the side and watches as Asutoriddo runs into the wall.

'If this wasn't serious I would laugh.'

Asutoriddo runs after her again, the black thing in her hand grows and becomes a long stick.

'I recognize it! It's a Saturé!' Raven has one as well.

The girls start fighting. They attack and dodge each other like they are beyblades. "You can't escape your fate!"

They are standing. Nothing else, just standing.

"Why Asutoriddo? Why are you doing this? What is wrong?"

"You treat me like a member, someone who can trust you. But I can't! You are the strongest person alive, and I can't live with that!"

Raven wakes up in the hospital. "Where is Asutoriddo?" She asks everyone inside her room. "She left yesterday. What happened to you two? Did someone else come in? The cameras did show us anything. Why did she left Raven? She took you to this hospital and said to us to take good care of you."

Raven shakes her head. "I can't remember."

Flashback ending.

"But I did remember. And I till do. What did I do?" Raven sights. Then she hears the doorbell ring. "Who can that be?"

Akaatje: Sorry for the cliff, Gomen nasai….

Kai: Why did you do that?

Akaatje: Why did I do what?

Kai: Put sow many flashbacks in here and stop right there!

Akaatje: This is an explanation about Raven and how she came almost as cold as Kai….sort of.

Tyson: Please review!

Akaatje: Yes, please do!