Disclaimer: I don't own SEED/Destiny kies?
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Lunamaria- Pain
She joined ZAFT to protect her homeland.
And to protect her younger sister.
The training was hard and tough,
The instructors were harsh.
Losing some of loved ones during the war, the pain was unbearable.
But Lunamaria Hawke was not one to just weep and cry all the time.
No matter how painful it was.
The only sense of comfort was that,
She had good friends she could rely on.
Rey, Meyrin, Vino, Youlan…and Shinn.
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You lost so many things at a tender age.
But you still keep the gifts I gave you.
You have good friends and a kind personality.
Use these gifts well,
For I can just remove them in a blink of an eye.
Pain is a gift.
So use it well.
For every time I dislike your making of choices,
I will remove you of the gifts granted.
Because I can take back more than I give out.
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She was not a good aimer, but she relied on her instincts to do thing well.
She believed in her faith and everything she did.
And so she honed herself to the very best in her Gunner ZAKU warrior.
In the ZAKU, she first aided the Impulse and the Minerva when Armory One was raided.
In ZAKU, she met Athrun Zala and developed a crush on him.
In ZAKU, she watched as Junius Seven was dropped on Earth.
In ZAKU, she took part in the operation to stop Junius Seven from colliding with Earth.
In ZAKU, she watched as Orb turned against them.
In ZAKU, she faced Abyss who dodged her every attack effortlessly.
In ZAKU, she watched as Abyss blew half of her ZAKU, damaging it badly.
In ZAKU, in her next battle, she failed to stop the missiles from hitting the Minerva and her ZAKU. Her ZAKU was then badly damaged.
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Lunamaria's POV
I don't believe this.
I know I was a poor aimer, but for my ZAKU…!
How am I going to protect my sister?
What kind of pilot am I?
I am a ZAFT elite!
I was piloting one of the newest technologies ZAFT had to offer!
A Gunner ZAKU warrior!
If I can't even aim well let alone fight well,
To rely on others to ensure that at least I survive…
What kind of elite am I!
I'm not even fit to be one!
What kind of sister am I!
What kind of person am I who simply can't do anything well!
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Later, she was granted the Impulse Gundam to make up for the loss of her ZAKU.
Impulse…it seemed to suit her well.
After all, which pilot wasn't impulsive on the battlefield?
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In Impulse, she, Shinn and Rey took part in an operation to totally wipe out Heaven's Base.
In Impulse, she successfully destroyed many of the EA forces, proving once more she was indeed a elite.
In Impulse, she failed her very first mission in killing Djibril as he escaped from Orb.
In Impulse, she flew inside the heart of the Requiem and destroyed the control center.
In Impulse, she flew straight to the Eternal, ready to fire on it…until…
"Onee- chan! Please stop!"
What?
"Meyrin? On the Eternal?"
"Why are you fighting? Why are you fighting? Why can't you tell which one the real Lacus- sama is?"
Then, in Impulse, she then faced off against the DOM troopers.
In Impulse, she tried to stop Shinn from destroying Athrun and the Justice.
But Shinn never heard her pleas.
She watched as the Destiny drew nearer and nearer…
For the first time in her life, Lunamaria Hawke felt the pain.
The pain of a loved one turning against you.
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A/N: Yess! Finished at last! Yes, I know that they had a happy ending in the final plus, but I wanted to stop here, as it was most angsty… anyway, I know I promised to put up the nxt chap on Rey, but I needed more time to plan his as his will be quite angsty…, so I decided to start with Luna first! Sorry about that, guys! I promise nxt up will be Rey!
And I'll like to thank these pl for their reviews:
Kageharu Kaco: Yup, I love the StellarXShinn pairing…but poor Stellar…actually, that was a nice suggestion about Cagalli slapping Shinn, but I think I'll leave the slapping business to Athrun instead…XD, and yes, although there are more girls than guys, I'll most likely jump about…but thxs for telling me anyway!
Darkmoon Fleur: Yup, here you have it! Luna…like I said, I'm really sorry I cant write on Rey yet…but its mostly due to more schwrk…sigh but I promise, nxt one will be Rey! As for Kira…well…since I'm starting with ZAFT 1st…I'm afraid you'll have to wait…''…sorry abt that!
i Mel-chan i: Thanks! True, Shinn is an angsty brat…but like all humans, natural or coordinator, he has a part of him that is worth respecting. For me, what I respect about him is his determination to protect the things he loves.
So, hope you'll continue to enjoy this story!