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Stellar- Death
She wasn't a Coordinator.
She wasn't a Natural either.
Instead, she was a living CPU.
A biological CPU.
Born from mother's womb,
Trained to be a killer,
Fed with drugs to live.
Fed with drugs to fight.
She was nothing but a weapon.
But did she know that?
No.
Stellar Loussier had no proper identity of her own,
No family save for a deceased brother,
No friends,
No father figure save for Neo,
Nobody to be close with save for Sting and Auel.
That was her life.
Stellar Loussier's life as a biological CPU.
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Anyone would think she was an innocent little angel,
Dancing and singing to her hearts content.
Some would say she had no sense of shame,
Some would say she could have a promising future.
Some would think what she was doing was just a waste of time.
But Stellar didn't care,
She found every little thing fascinating,
Because she had been enclosed in a lab for a long time.
Auel would snub her and shake his head in exasperation,
While Sting would just sit by and smile.
Because they knew they were not normal.
But Stellar didn't know that,
She was not taught that way.
And Auel and Sting saw no need to tell her.
They were her older "brothers",
And they would look after the naïve yet carefree and innocent Stellar.
She had yet to learn about the horrors of life,
Of battles,
Of war.
What people saw and thought of Stellar was based on her outside appearance.
But what they didn't know was the cold and trained murderer lurking within.
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She danced as if her life depended on it.
And that was where she would soon meet the boy she would love dearly,
Shinn Asuka.
But their meeting was ill- fated,
For he groped her breasts by accident while catching her after she collided into him.
She was embarrassed,
At the same time thinking he was a pervert.
She sent a chilling glare in his direction,
Then ran away.
But as it was said,
Their meeting was ill- fated,
Because it would ultimately result in,
A doomed love between an Extended and a Coordinator.
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They were sent on a mission.
To get their hands on ZAFT's newest gundams.
Abyss, Chaos and Gaia.
EAF soldiers dressed as ZAFT soldiers gave them access.
But the gundams would be well protected,
So they had to kill the people in there.
Stellar watched as Auel and Sting picked up their respective weapons.
She picked up the daggers and unsheathed it.
She looked curiously at it,
All of a sudden,
The angel people saw and knew disappeared.
It was replaced by a cold, determined and practiced murderer.
Stellar Loussier would never know death,
And could only fear it,
But her counterpart knew death,
For she was death herself.
Because she killed without knowing why,
All she knew was the desire to see blood.
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They ran towards the soldiers and technicians.
Sting cleared a path for them,
His aim accurate and true.
Soldiers died without a chance to strike back.
Auel neatly dodged all of their attacks and killed easily,
His aim sharp and practiced.
A gun was always a perfect murder tool.
But to Stellar Loussier,
A dagger would do fine.
She did not want to see spurts of blood.
What she wanted,
Was to see a river of blood.
A river of the people's lifeblood flowing out.
She used her dagger to repel the bullets thrown her way.
And she watched in cold satisfaction as the life spilled out of them.
Sting then threw a grenade that killed the remaining people in there.
She then threw down her daggers,
Horrified at the gory scene before her.
Her counterpart had satiated itself,
But for now.
She then watched as Sting jumped into the Chaos gundam,
Auel in Abyss,
So she leapt onboard the Gaia.
Auel and Sting waited as she typed in commands,
As the Gaia stood up,
The three gundams stood up,
Phase Shift activated.
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They blasted the doors open.
Sting told them to destroy the hangars containing the other mobile suits.
She then switched the Gaia to its quadrupled mode,
And destroyed one hangar containing the GuAIZ R suits.
While fighting, she blocked the escape route of Athrun and Cagalli.
She destroyed a DINN,
And soon found herself being attacked.
Her beam rifle down,
She attacked with the beam saber.
Athrun then attacked with the beam axe.
She was soon in trouble,
Thankfully, Sting came to her rescue,
However, there was more trouble to come as they soon found themselves attacked by the Impulse gundam.
What they didn't know was that,
The pilot of the Impulse,
Would be the person Stellar would come to love.
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The Impulse and Gaia raced towards each other.
The Abyss and Chaos could only watched in shock and surprise,
Not aware that there had been another gundam.
Meanwhile,
Stellar was losing.
Trying to fight Impulse and DINNs at the same time.
Auel aided her by picking off the DINNs,
As she continued to attack the Impulse.
She rammed into the Impulse and moved,
Giving Auel the chance to bring in the killing blow.
However,
Athrun rammed into the Abyss,
And the Impulse took the opportunity to escape.
They were supposed to escape when the spaceport exploded.
The fight became more intense,
And Stellar was told to retreat.
But she refused,
Wanting to take on the Impulse.
Until Auel triggered her blockword.
Die.
She then quickly retreated,
The word still ringing in her ears.
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Still the gundam attacked.
Neo quickly launched in his Exass to buy them time.
Meanwhile,
The Impulse unleashed two beam boomerangs on the Gaia.
Abyss shot them down,
And along with Chaos,
Attacked the Impulse,
Drawing it away from the Gaia.
A hole in PLANTS wall made by the Abyss,
They quickly made their escape.
Rey and Shinn continued their pursuit,
But they were interrupted when the Exass and the Girty Lue made their appearance.
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Upon arrival on the Girty Lue,
They made their way to the regeneration chambers.
They then changed into their pilot gear,
And launched,
Laying in wait for their prey.
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Their prey appeared earlier than they thought.
As they saw the Impulse approaching,
They swore to take it down.
As their enemy neared,
They appeared from their hiding place,
And attacked the Minerva.
While Auel and Sting attacked the GuAIZ units and the Impulse,
She faced off against Lunamaria.
As their attacks grew fiercer,
She accidentally foiled Auel and Sting's plan of trapping the Impulse.
The Impulse then fired at her,
And Stellar quickly dodged.
The battle grew longer,
And soon,
The Impulse and the ZAKU were ordered to retreat.
But the three of them ambushed the two mobile suits,
And the battle was renewed.
Sting and Auel attacked them furiously.
But then,
They saw the signal that made it clear that they had to return.
Thoroughly pissed that they had failed to take down the Impulse again,
They returned back to the ship.
But they were soon deployed again,
And this time,
They would take down the Impulse,
Because failure wasn't an option.
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The war was starting again.
Just because,
Some Coordinators caused Junius Seven to move,
Because they had supported Patrick Zala's way of thinking.
His way of thinking that only the coordinators should survive,
And that all Naturals ought to be exterminated.
They attacked the Minerva.
Determined to bring it down.
But when the Minerva made a request for them to back down,
So that they could prevent Junius Seven from colliding with Earth,
Neo pondered over their request.
He soon recalled for them,
And orders were orders,
So the trio had to retreat again.
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They floated near the observatory window,
And glanced at the fragments of Junius Seven as they moved around Earth.
Stellar watched as the fragments fell on Earth and caused destruction.
Are we going to die?
Are we?
She asked as she watched,
Fear and horror clear in her fuchsia eyes.
To her question,
Sting and Auel couldn't answer them.
Because they themselves would never know,
When they would leave this world anytime.
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She sat on the deck.
Looking out at the sea.
Why was the sea so calm?
Why was it blue?
Why can't Stellar go there?
She wondered.
The sea looked inviting,
So peaceful.
She never noticed that lecherous looks were being sent her way.
Auel came to her rescue,
And the look of disappointment that washed over her face,
When he told her Neo was looking for them,
Did not miss his sight.
Although he felt regretful,
He had to remind himself,
As well as herself,
That no matter what,
They were still tools to be deployed in the war.
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Neo had spotted the Minerva.
This meant that they would face off the Impulse again.
But as the Gaia was a land- based gundam,
They could not deploy Stellar.
Stellar was furious.
She wanted to help!
She did not want Auel or Sting or Neo to fight without her.
She wanted to help them.
Stellar, calm down.
Why don't you look at the oceans while waiting for us?
Stellar, I had hoped you could fight with us…
Its regrettable we can't bring you out…
Sting and Neo pacified her,
Assuring her she could still help out in the battle.
She watched,
A bit upset,
As the Chaos, Abyss and Windam took off.
Launching in her Gaia,
She watched as the battle raged on,
Feeling furious unable to help.
But when the Impulse chased after Neo,
She pounced on it,
Resuming in their old fight.
Beam saber met beam saber.
But Impulse soon got away.
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They kept a low profile.
As they watched the concert by Lacus (Meer),
When it was over,
They left.
While Sting and Auel chatted about the Minerva and Neo's thinking,
Stellar watched the azure oceans.
She did not pay attention to what they were talking.
But Sting's final sentence rang clear in her head.
The question is whether to die…or not.
Phantom Pain cannot fail. We cannot fail.
Because they knew,
If they failed,
Djibril would never let Neo off.
And they would protect Neo,
Who had been a father to them.
Even if it cost them their lives.
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She played near the sea,
Feeling the water wash over her legs.
She later then danced and sang on the cliff.
Singing to her hearts content.
She did not realize that there was a spectator watching.
As she danced and sang.
Unwittingly,
She suddenly fell into the water,
Death seemed to playing with its prey.
Just as she was falling for Death's trap.
Shinn snatched her away from its grasp.
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He tended to her wounds,
After saving her.
Stellar suddenly felt so safe,
And she also felt happy,
Because he was there.
And because,
He would protect her…
Mamoru…
Death could not touch her,
For the meantime.
Because,
When she got back to the chambers…
Mamoru would be no more.
But like tradition dictated,
They would once more meet on the battlefield.
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Her face contorted in pain.
He had just found out that she was the pilot of Gaia.
But she had attacked the ZAFT forces,
So Auel could find his okasan.
But in doing so,
He had triggered her blockword,
Die.
He watched as she could only thrash about,
Calling out for Neo.
Shinn…you promised…you promised…to protect…me…
He had watched her,
Life slipping away.
Fate was giving him one last chance.
And he would make good use of it.
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Shinn returned her to Neo.
Happy as she was to be by Neo's side again,
She felt foreboding as Shinn went off.
But the sakura shell she had given him was given back to her,
And she clutched tightly to it.
Shinn…
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Neo broke his promise.
His promise to Shinn.
His promise he would return Stellar to a safe world, away from mobile suits and war.
But he hadn't a choice.
It was either Stellar piloted the Destroy,
Or everyone on the ship would die.
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Stellar, this is your new unit.
Stellar's…new?
Yes. You must pilot this.
But Stellar... scared…
Stellar must use this to fight…or else scary things will come and kill us…
Kill us…? Kill Neo?
Yes.
No! Stellar…don't want Neo…
Then you must pilot this and protect. Kill all the scary things.
Believing him,
She piloted the Destroy,
And nearly wiped out three cities,
Without any thought for the innocent life calling out below.
Everything that scares me…
Stellar will kill all scary things!
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She continued her rampage,
Until the Archangel and the Freedom intervened.
The Freedom fired,
But the Phase Shift armor protected her.
Until Neo got hit by the Freedom and went down.
She was afraid...
She didn't want to die…
Stellar!
Its okay!
You won't die!
Because I'll protect you!
Protect…?
That's right! I'll protect you!
So Stellar, stop!
Shinn!
She saw him at long last.
Mamoru.
Shinn would protect her right?
He wouldn't let her die…
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Stellar's POV
Shinn…
Its Shinn…
He wouldn't hurt Stellar…
Because,
He'll protect Stellar!
He'll protect…because he promised…
He promised…
To protect me…
Stellar…not afraid anymore….
Because…Shinn…will protect…
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All was going well,
Until she saw the Freedom,
Who had taken down Neo.
She suddenly was seized with fear.
The Freedom would kill her!
No!
She didn't want to die!
She fired at the Freedom.
But the shot never fired,
Because the Freedom had backfired the shot,
By stabbing into the chest cannon.
The cockpit was blowing up.
And the Destroy finally sank to its knees,
Defeated long last.
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She was dying.
Shinn was there.
He had hoped that he could save her.
But he had failed.
Stellar opened her eyes.
Shinn…you…promised to…protect…
Tears flowed down her cheeks…
Stellar…
Shinn…suki…
Stellar Loussier's hand slipped out of his grasp
Stellar!
STELLAR!
AWARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGG!
Shinn let out a scream.
Stellar Loussier was no more in this world.
All he could do was,
To set her in the water…
No more scary things will hurt you anymore,
So please…
Just rest here…
In peace.
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You promised to protect her.
But you didn't.
She died in the end,
Didn't she?
Because you were naïve…
That's why she died.
Stellar Loussier died because of you.
Shinn Asuka.
She died because you failed to protect her,
Like you promised.
While you have a tomorrow,
She has no more tomorrow to see,
As she lies in the safety of the sea.
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A/N: YAY! UPDATED AT LONG LAST! Sorry for being overreactive, but that's me…haha. Sorry I didn't update in this long, but my com decided to crash on me while I was doing my work. And best of all, I was due to go for a trip in 3 more days! But now I'm back at least, and I can update at last! # cries #... anyway, I'll like to thank the following people for reviewing!
Kiheada: Thanks for reviewing! Glad you enjoyed reading my story!
Sharon apple: Glad you like it! But…erm…I don't really understand the request you made…sorry…
Mew Tatsu: That's okay, you can keep up by searching the net! I'm confident you'll catch up with the Destiny series soon!
Kageharu Kaco: Yup, I'm glad there are many others who LOVE the Steshinn pairing! And thanks, I wasn't hopeful I'll do Meer that well…
Well, that's Stellar for you guys! Hope you enjoyed reading! Next up…Auel!
Well, cya on the next chap soon! And pls R&R!