Disclaimer: Will never own gundam seed.

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Auel- Okasan

Auel Neider was special.

In what way?

He had his genes altered,

In a way that he would be able to pilot mobile suits,

And fight like the Coordinators.

To put it in simple terms,

He was an Extended.

To be used by the EAF for their own purposes.

He was just a weapon.

But he wasn't taught that way.

He was,

Like Stellar,

Born from mother's womb,

And bred to become a weapon.

While he could do things that would make normal adults hurl,

And he could withstand it,

For he wasn't weak,

Like the Naturals.

He was an Extended,

Trained to kill,

Not trained to weep just at the slightest failure.

He was an Extended,

Trained to fulfill their missions,

Not trained to fail in it.

Because,

As he was taught in his young age,

Only the fittest survived,

The weakest would be eliminated.

Because in the EAF,

If you were strong,

They would keep you,

Until you reached your limit.

Once you had reached your limit,

They would dispose of you.

The near destruction of the Archangel had already proved that point.

But for Auel Neider,

What he needed to know was that in war,

Either you killed or be killed,

Because in war,

There was no such thing known as failure.

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He later then came to know,

And meet,

Two other Extended.

Stellar Loussier and Sting Oakley.

They were just like him,

Trained to be used in battle.

Stellar was chosen for her ability to kill,

Her ability to enjoy the bloodshed she caused.

Sting was chosen because of his ability to shoot perfectly,

As well as his cool- headedness.

He also came to regard Neo as a father,

The father he could not have as a young child.

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They were gathered at PLANTS.

Waiting for the time,

The signal.

He watched as Stellar danced to her hearts content.

He had always thought that she was stupid and dumb,

But he had grown to care for the innocent Stellar.

Because he knew that,

Whatever he and Sting were taught,

Stellar would not absorb it,

Only taking interest in what life was about.

She wasn't like them,

Able to act matured and strong.

But they knew that her counterpart had total disregard for life.

While she herself was only concerned for her dancing,

And her life.

So they would watch over her,

Protect her like a nii- san would.

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The disguised ZAFT soldiers let them in.

They took the weapons that they favored.

He and Sting took the guns,

For they were well- trained in it.

Stellar took the daggers.

Upon seeing her expression change,

They realized that her counterpart had awakened.

They then moved out,

And Sting was sharp with his shooting.

Stellar used the daggers and repelled the bullets,

Slicing the person and watching with satisfaction as their lifeblood flowed out of them.

It was a cruel way of killing,

But they had no choice.

After killing all of them who were in the room,

Sting went the Chaos,

He went to the Abyss,

And Stellar to Gaia.

They entered the data,

And started up the gundams.

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After the mass murder,

They made their way to the other hangars and destroyed the rest of Armory One.

Then, all of a sudden,

A new gundam appeared.

The Impulse.

As his and Sting's gundam froze momentarily on the spot,

Not aware that there had been a third gundam,

Stellar moved in for the kill.

Never would they realize that the pilot of the Impulse gundam,

Would soon play an important part in their lives,

As well as their fate.

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As Stellar held her own against the Impulse,

He and Sting finished off the DINNs that had decided to sneak on Stellar and attack her.

The Gaia was losing, and the Abyss and the Chaos joined her.

They forced the Impulse to back off from Stellar,

And combined their strength to force him down.

Stellar rammed into the Impulse,

And he swept in for the killing blow.

However,

Athrun rammed into him,

And forced him away from the Impulse.

He attacked the ZAKU warrior,

Blowing away the arm and the shield,

Forcing Athrun to retreat.

The fight became more intense as two more ZAKUs joined the fight.

Sting then ordered for them to retreat,

The situation wasn't in their favour.

But Stellar refused,

Wanting to take the Impulse down.

Auel decided to play a little joke.

"Yeah, you can go and die! I'll say goodbye to Neo for you!"

A panicked Stellar immediately retreated.

Neo launched in his Exass to buy them time to escape.

The Impulse didn't give up,

Throwing beam boomerangs at Stellar,

With Auel shooting them down.

Sting then destroyed the Impulse's swords,

Only to have the Impulse dock with the Force Silhouette pack.

The Impulse then rammed into the Abyss and attacked the Chaos.

Auel fired his cannons at the Impulse,

Only to blow a hole in PLANTs wall.

However, this was an opportunity for them to escape,

With the Impulse and ZAKU phantom in pursuit.

Help came in the form of Neo in his Exass.

As they retreated to the Girty Lue,

They went to the regeneration chambers,

And slept as their memories were erased,

And their strengths replenished.

So that they would be ready for the next battle.

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3 times they fought,

3 times they failed to take down the Impulse.

But enough was enough.

Failure wasn't an option;

The time wasn't right yet.

But when the time was right,

They would destroy the Impulse.

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The meaning of Abyss: A very deep hole in the ground; or a frightening or threatening situation.

That was what his Abyss meant.

He, Auel Neider, as the pilot of the Abyss,

Would dig a large pit for the Impulse gundam.

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He saw Stellar looking out to the ocean as usual.

But being the gullible and innocent person she was,

She didn't even know.

Stellar could be normal.

But Fate had played a very cruel game,

And now she, him and Sting danced like a puppet with strings attached,

The person controlling them being Neo.

But Neo seemed to be very lax on them,

Never getting angry with them even when they failed.

Although he wished that Neo would stop smirking to himself sometimes.

But it made no difference.

To him,

They were all family.

Seeing somebody attempting something on Stellar,

His "brother" instincts kicked in,

And he stopped the two pervert soldiers who had been eyeing Stellar all this while.

As he passed on Neo's message,

He could not help but feel guilt as he watched her crest fallen face.

But what was he to do?

They were toys to be ordered around, until they had outlived their usefulness.

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The Minerva had been spotted.

Neo was going to send them out again.

But Stellar had to stay behind,

And she had thrown a big fuss.

Sting told her to look to the ocean,

And Neo had expressed his grief on not able to bring her along.

Today,

The Impulse, the Minerva…

He would crush them.

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It had been another long battle.

Stellar got her chance to fight when the Impulse came too close,

But she had failed to kill him.

Neo, Sting and himself weren't any better.

What was the use of killing a dumb ship and a few useless mobile suits?

Damn the Minerva.

At the rate they were going, it would not be long when Djibril disposed of them.

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Neo had allowed them on a break.

Stellar of course, headed for the sea and started dancing away.

Sting sat in front of his laptop and typed away busily.

Auel walked out to the balcony,

Admiring the view as well as watching over his imoto.

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Stellar had disappeared.

One moment she was dancing away, the next moment she had disappeared from his view.

Sting and him rushed towards the jeep.

They had to find Stellar.

For if the ZAFT found her…

There was no telling what could happen.

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Stellar was saved.

She had fallen off a cliff while dancing, and a ZAFT guy had rescued her.

Vaguely he and Sting remembered the boy whom they had first encounter.

Auel was rude, disliking the guy,

Sting gave him a warning look to shut him up.

Stellar liked the guy,

After all, he was her savior,

But it seemed to them he liked her too.

A relationship was impossible…

For there was no telling when they would fall victim to the war.

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Evidently, what he was thinking earlier had come true.

Stellar threw another fuss.

Silently he cursed the guy.

Why did he have such a big impact on Stellar?

Was it merely pity,

Or the useless emotion called love?

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Another battle.

This time they had allied with the Orb forces.

Their commander was relatively stupid.

Neo looked furious as he shouted at the commander.

But never mind that,

He had a prey to kill.

The Impulse was once more within their reach.

Stellar had engaged a new enemy,

Freedom.

However, she was unsuccessful in killing him,

As in her rage she failed to be more cautious.

Killing the pilot of the GOUF had only served to warn the Freedom,

And she had taken a nasty hit.

The Archangel and the Freedom then retreated.

They had lost another battle,

And gained another enemy.

The future battles were going to be harder.

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The never seeming ending battle had taken its toll on them.

While having a shouting match with Sting,

He had yelled out his own blockword.

He had also yelled out Stellar's blockword.

He did not know the consequences that happened next.

He did not know he would never see her nor remember her again.

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He had been right.

Neo, after realizing Stellar was as good as dead,

Had given orders for all of Sting and Auel's memories of Stellar to be erased.

Only Neo himself would remember her now.

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They had moved over to Orb ship and had a game of basketball,

While Neo was in a conference with Djibril.

They were later sent out to battle again.

With strict orders to destroy the Minerva for good.

As he got ready,

He turned his head,

And saw the gap where the Gaia gundam once proudly stood.

So what was exactly missing,

And why did he feel a deep loss within him?

As he conversed with Sting later,

Both felt the same thing…

Something very important was lost to them.

Never again would he remember the girl who loved the sea and danced within its waves so much.

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Another battle,

Auel straight ambushed the Impulse,

And it was forced to dodge.

The battle became fiercer.

Time after time he headed for the Impulse,

And Death had him at last.

As the Impulse smart ejected its pack to avoid being hit,

The beam javelin flew through.

Auel was in shock.

He felt something stab through the cockpit.

He saw electricity everywhere.

He saw a weird substance flowing from his body as the Abyss fell into the sea.

The Abyss gundam had fallen to its own abyss long last…

As it exploded in the sea…

The sea,

Whom the person he would never remember ever had loved so much.

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I gave you no chance.

Call me unfair,

For I loved the girl more.

You had to die first.

You were so important in her life.

You,

Pilot of the Abyss,

Had created your own abyss as you created doubt within your mind.

She will remember you,

But you'll never see her again.

I promised her a death without pain,

But never for you.

But I gave you a gift.

You'll see your mother again?

No?

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A/N: OMG!! Its like how long since I updated? Months or a year ago I think…TT…I'm really sorry, guys! Homework and exams had been taking its toll on me, plus I recently started a new story…for those who are interested, its under the anime "Angel Sanctuary". I've a story there too, so do check it out if u really wish to. Anyway, to thank my faithful reviewers!

Mew Tatsu: Yep, how true. As I watched GSD, I wonder why the director had to kill off so many of the developing characters…anyway, thanks for reviewing!

Sharon Apple: Sure go ahead! I don't mind…thanks for reviewing too…

Athyra: Thanks so much for the vote of support…TT…according to a website I read, it was believed that Stellar had a deceased brother. Wish I could give you the website name, but I had lost it after my com crashed on me…TT…thanks for reviewing! By the way, nice user name…

Thanks again to all my reviewers, I can't promise future updates, but I'll try my best! So…next character up…Sting Oakley!