Chapter 5
Noodle's diary
8th November
Dear diary,
I'm pregnant.
After yesterdays discussion with Russel-san he thought it would be best to get me check out. We got back this morning. I don't know whether to be happy or sad. Everywhere I look I'm reminded of that night. It could be HIS baby. It's not that likely though. Russel-san thinks its 2-D' kid. We did get a bit carried away on my birthday- we didn't use protection. None of them know I was raped. They think I was drunk or drugged up, but I'm not that stupid.
We've got to break the news to Murdoc and 2-D-san yet. I'm worried what Murdoc will say. 2-D will be happy and glad for me but I don't know about Murdoc. I want to keep it. I couldn't stand the emotions of an abortion, neither could 2-D. We'd also have the press on our backs constantly for months. I can't stand them. We're gonna tell them later. I'll get Russel-san to help me. I'm going to need a lot of support. I keep been sick and its making me down.
2-D can cheer me up.
I'm going to tell Russel-san I'm ready to break the news.
Sayonara
Noodle
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