Curingangelx3: Okay, hey you guys! I edited chapter 2! Like I said the plot is still the same, I'm jus editing it to make it a better piece. I used to write everything by pov (point of view), but I decided to use a different method. I hope you enjoy it better. As soon as I edit all 8 chapters of the original "Not loving me" I will be posting up the 9th chapter as soon as possible. And if you didn't read the first chapter that was edited, then please go back and read it, thank you!

Authors note: Just in case you guys didn't read the chapter before this, you should know that all the italics here are Ulrich's pov. The next chapter, the italics are Yumi's pov, then ulrich's…then yada..yada.yada. The story format will be continue like that, unless I say otherwise.

Disclaimer: I do not own Code Lyoko, but I do own "Not loving me" plot.


Chapter 2 – Never Meant To Be

I don't know why I do these things, keeping us far apart. I just can't control myself, it's like I am possessed. But why am I not trying to fight back? Is it true that I had never loved you? Maybe this is the true me, and that I had never thought about you, even for a minute. But why am I thinking about you now? What was that emotion that bonded me to you?

"Hey, Ulrich!"

"Oh hey, Sissi," Ulrich said with guilt. The pain in his heart, he was confused why he felt that way…

You don't understand, Sissi means nothing to me, not now and not ever. But it pained me when you had left me. Do I want revenge because of those lonely days?

(Flashback)

"Ulrich, remember Theo!" Yumi gleefully reintroduced her friend.

"Hi," Theo friendly tried to shake hands with Ulrich. Ulrich shoved it away, already knowing that he was trouble; at least to him anyway.

"Ulrich!" Yumi yelled with embarrassment, "He came back to Kadiac, you should at least welcome him," Ulrich didn't answer her. "What's your problem anyway?"

"My problem Yumi, is you!" he yelled without thinking.

"Whats wrong with me?" she asked with anger, "Are you sure you're just blaming me, because your mad?"

"SHUT THE HELL!" Ulrich screamed and then started to walk away.

"Hey, that's no way to talk to a lady." Theo nervously told Ulrich.

"WHO ASKED YOU? Besides, why aren't you going back to dating Sissi?"

"That's none of your business," Yumi answered for Theo, "Forget about sitting next to me during lunch today!"

"Who ever said I ever wanted to?" Before Yumi could say another word, Ulrich disappeared from her view.

I guess my childish anger got a hold of me. During those unforgettable lonely days, I realized that I had a great amount of jealousy and regret…I still have regrets. I can't believe a year has already past since then. Those days, when you held Theo's hand lasted forever and haunted me every second.

As Yumi and Theo began to become closer, Ulrich had no one to share his time with. Odd was always busy taking care of his dog, kiwi, and Jeremie was busy talking to Aielita. His schedule went like this: Go to classes, eat lunch, avoid Sissi, watch Theo and Yumi together, and then sit by the swings by himself. However, after a few days later, Ulrich saw Yumi crying on a bench near the park.

The crisp air carried her cries into an echo, which only Ulrich would care for. Forgetting his hatred for Theo and Yumi, he came to her, "Hey…Yumi? He asked, "You okay?"

When I saw you crying, my heart fell. Where you alright? Had anyone hurt you? Can I die rather then seeing you cry?

"Ulrich…" she tried to stop crying, "I didn't see you there," she brushed her tears away, "I'm fine," she fell into a puddle of tears, exploding in every direction.

"You don't look okay," Ulrich looked into her eyes filled with compassion and concern, "You can tell me what happened, everything. I promise it'll be okay."

"Theo…he…never liked me, he only played around with me…because he wanted to get his girlfriend to get jealous and come back to him...he went back to his hometown!" Yumi cried, "I feel so stupid."

"Don't say that!" Ulrich took her hand and started to walk into town, "Come on, I want to show you something." The two of them walked for several minutes, until Ulrich stopped at a flower shop. "Wait here," he ordered her.

"Uhm, why are we here?"

"It's a secret, you'll see." He told her mysteriously. After a few purchases, he held 12 beautiful red roses, and handed them to Yumi.

"Oh my gosh, thank you!" Yumi looked at him, "Why are you giving me these roses?"

"I thought you could use them, maybe they would cheer you up or something."

I couldn't tell you the truth…that I really loved you. I will love you till the last rose dies…one rose…will keep my love forever…one of the 12 roses…is fake. In reality now…we aren't meant to be…in reality…I am stuck with the one I despise…yet why am still with her…Sissi, when I long to be with you, Yumi…

(End Flashback)

"Are you busy?" Sissi asked, hoping that he would say no.

"No not really, why?" he wondered.

"Would, you like to go to the park with me?"

"Sure…"

"Okay then" Sissi smiled, "I'll see you there."

"Alright," Ulrich told her, as she walked away.

I thought about you on the way to the park, hoping that you'd forgive me of pushing you; for I did not mean to toy with your heart. Just forget my harsh words, just look towards the future. We might not be together right now, but crying does not solve anything, it just emphasizes how much we have been hurting. I do not believe you love me as much as the way I used to; maybe you just need someone to be there for you. Sometimes I think that it would be better if we just stay as friends…

"Hey, you made it!" Sissi exclaimed, "And you didn't bring that bitch with you."

"Yep, anything for you," he said and kissed her.

As the closer Sissi and Ulrich became together, the more Yumi faded from from Ulrich's heart, yet Yumi's love for him grew. After Jeremie had told her that Ulrich was with Sissi, Yumi looked for Ulrich, hoping that Jeremie had lied to her, but as she spotted both of them, kissing with passion, she was torn.

"Hey, why is Yumi coming towards us?" Sissi asked in disgust, as she looked up.

When you saw me this morning you were smiling at me, and I thought your smile was here to stay forever. I was definitely wrong. At that moment when I was kissing Sissi, you looked like you were ready to die. However much selfishness and jealousy you hold, you should control your anger. If you hide your self in this madness, how will I know the truth about you, when you conceal your true feelings? …Do you really hate me that much?

"Oh my gosh, Yumi! You're so mean; you interrupted my date with Ulrich dear!" Sissi told her in a snobby way.

"I didn't come to see you; I came to tell Ulrich something, ok?" Yumi asked her.

"No way, you already wasted enough time for us," Sissi said, as she turned towards Ulrich again.

"I'm busy, bother me later!" Ulrich interrupted Yumi.

With a surprised face, Yumi was petrified. Then she her eyes looked down, facing the ground, and thought for a moment. All of a sudden, in a hasty way she yelled, "Fine! I HATE YOU!", and ran away.

You ran away from me. Far away, as I called out to you, but you would not return to me, instead you ran faster. I went back to Sissi as she laughed and grabbed my arm. I should have waited for you, but I had forgotten everything about you. I had spent all my days with Sissi and not you. I didn't think of how you'd be devastated after what I had done. Even though no one can replace you, you were not in my thoughts at that moment. To me you're just a torn faded picture on a dusty shelf that I would never look at again. I was just completely focused on something new in my life, Sissi.

I guess we were just never meant to be…


Curingangelx3: Hopefully you guys will like this version better; however I am opened to any criticism, concerns, ideas, complaints, compliments, etc. I also am changing the rating of this fic to T instead of K, just in case. If this version is not "like-able" to you, please tell me and I will correct anything, as well as make another edited chapter. Otherwise, this is the "official" 2nd chapter of "Not loving me".