Curingangelx3: I am back with a new chapter; I didn't make you wait as long as last time right? I know I do not update as soon as most people but I try. OMG, I am taking the sshat this Saturday! I am really panicking so; I'll try to calm my self by writing this chapter. I am so happy that you guys are actually reading this, when it needs to be so much better, I mean all the fics I have been reading are so good and mine is ok, I guess. Ok, I am boring you guys to death so I'll move on to the 6th chapter of "Not loving me"!

Disclaimer: Omg, It's not fair I do not own Code Lyoko! But one day I will create an anime that is so good! (Not exactly possible, but a girl could dream, right?)

Chapter 6 the reason

The moment I arrived in this land we call Lyoko; I was already imagining you as my angel. For no human can be as pure as you. Your ebony flowing hair and your shimmering midnight eyes that is only one sense that will agree that you are an angel. Your sweet voice ringing into my ears, or your gentle touch that holds my hand, it just proves that you are one.

Knowing that you were in grave danger and were thought to be already in death, I did not wait for you but instead I ran to rescue you. These were the first words I said in Lyoko just to say my goal out loud, "Yumi, I will make sure I will kill Xana. Just don't worry, for I am coming!"

The fierce air was blowing in the mysterious region I was in. I wasn't paying attention to anything the climate, the warnings, or the creations of Xana, I was just thinking about you. When I am not with you, I am always thinking about you. Of coarse, you would not believe me if I told you, but it is the truth. Trust, it is even an important in love and it was not only relating to friendship. I lost that and I also had lost my listening ears opened for you. I have lost everything, the whole world to me! My world is you.

Several days ago, I had a dream, a vivid dream that I had never discussed. I saw you against the waves of a sea, and I tried to embrace you into my arms. Then the waves started to wash you away and the only thing I saw was your reflection. I tried to touch this reflection, for it seemed as if you were right there beside me. Just as I touched the illusion, my hand just fell into emptiness because I knew I could never see you again.

I will not let this nightmare come true, for you will always be there even if you are physically gone. Your spirit will always live in me or at least my love for you.

Your smile is something you can just sink into, but I haven't seen you smile. Your happiness melted away, because of me, but won't you smile for me one last time? Your smile is priceless. It is worth more than gold and it is more precious than diamond, because your smile is a part of you.

I will repeat of how much I love you over Sissi, because I am thinking about your pain. Look, Sissi is just no more for she is worthless for me, but you are priceless. She's just someone I thought I had liked, but love is far more than jus liked. I am not just saying this because I do not want to lose this relationship with you; it is because of this strange feeling or some chain that connects me to you.

After all I had just said it led me to realize that my love to you is eternal. I don't have some middle school crush on you; I just simply but complexly and passionately love you.

The reason I have been acting so strange towards you, is because I could wait for you to say that you loved me. My impatient ness overtook me and I am so sorry for this act. You do not have to forgive me if you wish because forgiveness is just too much to ask with just excuses.

I now know the reason why you can not love a person like me or even like me for that matter. I have been so blinded by my anger and impatient ness that I haven't been easily realized this reason. It is because I have never noticed of how kindly you acted towards me. You were always shining brightly as if you had actually loved me, but I just waited impatiently for you to say something that did not have to be said. Not only was I impatient, I made you cry, I made my precious girl cry! Your tears were because of me. Listen, The one who makes you cry is not worth your tears, the one that is worth your tears would never make you cry. I can't tell you to stop crying, but I really am not worth your tears. Before you even conceal your tears I will show you how much love I have for you, even if I can not receive your love back, I just want to see you smile brightly again, just one last time.

This is all I ask for I will destroy Xana and bring him to his dreadful doom. For what he did to you he can never be forgiven. My anger is now burning as if flames were actually spreading, but its purpose is not there to scare you, it is there because the power of love formed inside me.

After the rumor I had heard from Jeremie about your death, I still kept you in my heart and believe you were still there. Also Xana could have tricked us and deleted her status to break down my love. No one can destroy this opened door of my heart, no one not even Xana.

I am so close to where you stand; Jeremie predicament was that you were here in this region of high mountains. Our loyal friend, Odd followed as I sliced through hornets and other creations of Xana. I was really near you, for I could feel your warmth already. I was so close, yet so far away.

I ran faster and Odd could not keep up. "Ulrich, wait!" he yelled. But I would not look back or turn back, instead I went even faster. Just then bombs had burst towards me as I blocked each one, but the unexpected blows lifted me but I was not hurt. The waves of smoke spread through me as I coughed and tried to call your name.

Finally the mist of smoke started to fade following a shadow against it. The form of the vivid shadow was human and I had a bit of anxiousness to see who it was. Was it Xana?

As the mist cleared away into the dust, the shadow revealed it self as.....

Curingangelx3: Ok I am finally done with this chapter and yes I left you hanging. (I am so sorry, but that is how fics are)

Here are some reviewers that I either have to thank or answer a question(or jusr say something):

Unknownyumi: I thank you're for your idea, but I already made my whole plot sorry! But your idea, gave me an idea similar to it. I hope you don't mind if I include something like that but during the middle of this fic. Also this chapter was is pretty long. (I hope)

Empathize: You were deeply touched by writing of yumi's emotion? Are you sure you are not joking? Because I am still working really hard to capture both Ulrich and Yumi's emotions. Thank you for saying that, but I really don't think I deserve that kind of a compliment when I have such more work to be improved. Anyway I hope you will make that fanfic that you said you would create!

Tea/Anzufan: Yup you were right, just read the second paragraph again if you missed it.

Trillinka: I am in progress of reading your fanfic "Behind closed hearts" and all I got to say to it is : Omg sooo good! hehe and keep up the good work!

dark16angel: You really like the plot? Omg, thank you, your fanfic "The new kids" is really interesting as well.

Thanks to everyone else who reviewed, you guys rock!

Also thanks to Disappearing mist (my friend) who edited this for me because of this habit of having bad grammar or spelling errors.

Anyway thanks for reading now do the second part, review to tell me what you think about this chapter!