Curingangelx3: I am so sorry! As you can see I haven't been updating. I was trying to update every 2 weeks, but it ended up like once a month. I'll try my best to update as fast as possible.

Special announcement

This chapter is dedicated to Tea/Anzufan, she was not feeling well and I really think that this should be my get well present to her. To make her feel better please email her. (You can find her email on her profile) Also please see her website where she has continued her fanfics. (The link is on her profile too)

On her website there is also a link to her forum, where I have posted a new lyoko fic. You have to join to read, review and of coarse to see it!

Anyway here is my 7th chapter of not loving me!

Not loving me

Chapter 7 I hate you

Dedicated to Tea/Anzufan as a get well present

Comment to her: Get well soon!

Yumi's Pov

Why? Why do you have to do this to me? Why did I ever love you? What did I ever see in you? You were just a soccer freak to some people, why couldn't you be that person when I had met you? You weren't even kind or helpful. You weren't my type of guy, but what was it that made me see something different through you?

I admit it meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love was beyond my control. Look I don't know what had got into me; loving you? No way! You never cared for me, instead you had hurt me. You treated Sissi like a princess, did I want that? No!

It's my fault; I chose the wrong path for me, so I'll choose the right one this time. I'll destroy you before you lay a hand on me.

You said I was never in your life….well you were not in mine either! Look the fire of my heart blew out and I tried to save the flame, but it was no use for your harsh words blew to strong against it. My heart is now empty ebony; no one is it and especially not you.

This is my question to you: Why didn't you say you had hated me all this time? If you did my life would be easier than this complex mess.

I never told you that I loved you, but whenever I asked if you liked me you always said no, so why do should I say that I love you? If you want the truth, I really like you because I just hate you so much. Everything about you makes me bitter, but love was irresistible.

You thought I was lower then dirt, lower then garbage, I was nothing to you. I was just a hidden shadow that you just never noticed. You were always ignoring me even if I needed you desperately. You never saw what was inside of me, deep inside. Now my feelings for you will be locked and will disappear or rot, while anger fills me.

My plan is setting forward, while you fall into my mist. Your demise will start as soon as it fades. I am ready now, to take you on to the battlefield, and be the one to vanquish you, once and for all. Why? For I hate you Ulrich!

Curingangelx3: This has to be the shortest chapter I have written, and it didn't exactly turn out that good….I still hope you all liked it! (To Tea/Anzufan: you might not like this chapter, but I still wish you will accept this present!) This chapter wasn't going to be written, but I decided to write a chapter showing how Yumi feels about Ulrich now and how it changed from the beginning.

I am very sorry that I haven't updated, I will try to update during the winter break, as a Christmas present for someone. Whoever is the 160th reviewer for this fic, the next chapter will be dedicated to them.

Ok then, you guys keep up your work and look out for my reviews!