It's Just so Hard to Walk Away.

A/N- This is my first boy on boy scene so be gentle! On with chapter 7!

"Come on Shuichi, you can't tell me you haven't missed me." His hand slid beneath his boxers. "You can't tell me you haven't missed this. Remember how good it was? If it's better with her tell me." His fingers took a firm hold of Shuichis erection. "Tell me now that you don't want it, and I will stop." Shuichis body tensedup and is eyes caught Yukis.

"I .." A small squeeze from Yuki, and his head fell back, another needy moan escaping his lips.

"Well?"

"I-I don't want you .. to stop." The words brought a smile to Yukis lips. He had won.

"Okay, so tell me what you want me to do." This was exactly how they were two years ago. Shuichi was the slave to Yukis master, and both of them loved their roles. Shuichi had tried taking control a few times in the beginning, but after a while he just accepted the fact he was better at being submissive.

"I-I want you to .."

"Yeah?"

"I want you. I want you to .."

"You've got to say it if you want it to happen."

"God, Yuki! I want you to fuck me!" Shuichi cried out completely defeated by the longing he had for Yuki. Before he had always begged Yuki to be gentle with him, but tonight he enjoyed the rough way he handled him. The way he flipped him onto his stomach. The way he practically ripped off the last article of clothing that seperated him from what he wanted.

After little warning, Yuki was buried completely inside of the smaller man. His nails dug along Shuichis back, and the mix of pleasure and pain in his moans only drove him to be more rough. Although during their seperation Yuki had been with a number of women, he knew noone compared to Shuichi.

He submitted to every demand, didn't object to any of Yukis 'bedroom experiments'. He did everything in his power to make sure he was happy. He snapped out of his thoughts with one of Shuichis familiar cries.

"Yuki .. I'm gonna .." He watched as Shuichis hands tightened into fists against the sofas dark cushions. "I don't think I can-"

"Come on Shu, just a little bit longer for me." Shuichi buried his face into the coushin, muffeling the wonderful sounds coming from his mouth. Yuki felt his body trembeling, and just knew he had come. He smiled, giving a few more hard thrusts before joining his partner in the pleasant climax.

Shuichi found the strength to turn onto his back, and pulled Yuki into a tight embrace. He knew what had just happened was wrong, and he knew the feelings Yuki so easily made him feel once again were wrong, but he didn't care. His eyes slid closed, and he wasn't sure if what he heard before falling asleep was real or his imagination.

"Just stay with me. I need you .."

When he awoke several hours later he tried to convince himself what happened was a dream, but the strong arm draped over his chest didn't help any. His eyes moved to the red numbers on Yukis digital clock.

"Damn." He slid off of the couch, trying his best not to wake Yuki. He didn't do a very good job.

"Where are you going?" Shuichi searched the room for his clothing.

"Where do you think?" After gathering all of his clothing, he quickly got dressed.

"Leave her. Stay with me."

"She's my fiance. It's not that easy."

"Who gives a fuck. I thought you were all about your feelings and doing anything to be true to them. You can't tell me you don't still love me."

"I was stupid when I said that. I was a stupid kid. I think a little differently now." He opened the door only to have it slammed shut once again. "The way I feel now doesn't really have anything to do with it. I have something that needs to be taken care of."

"You know you are a coward? You ran away from me two years ago, and now you are trying to do it again."

"You don't understand!" He turned to face Yuki, his back against the door. Once again, he was trapped.

"Well, tell me. Make me understand." Their eyes met, and Yuki had to admit to himself he had never seen Shuichi so serious.

"She's pregnant."

This is the result of another 12 hour work day with nothing to do. Woo! I'm proud of myself, but embarassed too. Sorry if the 'scene' was corny, I'm not used to it. Oh yeah, Final Fantasy 12 the shit. Just to let you guys know. Thanks for the reviews! I love you guys!