Chapter 6

The Fight Continues

Once we reached the Stewart's house, the boys got out of their cars and started right there in the driveway.

I leaned against Jackson's car and watched them fight. 'This is so stupid." I said to myself and Miley, Jake, and walked toward me also leaning on Jackson's car.

"What the hell happened Lilly? Here we are going back to the car and then Oliver yells something about feelings. The car ride here, he didn't want to talk about it, so what is going on?" Miley asked me and I shrugged.

"I don't know." I frowned.

"I cant believe you Jackson! I even told you I liked her a few days ago and then you're off making out with her! That's low." Oliver shouted at Jackson and pushed him.

I could feel Miley, Paige, and Jake staring at me, but I paid no attention to it. 'Can they be loud enough? Tell the whole freaking world!' I shook my head and continued on watching them.

"You think you're always so cool and funny, well you're not! I didn't know making out with single cute girls was illegal and you have a freaking girlfriend, how many times do I have to say that to you?" Jackson calmly said to Oliver looking like he's been in fights like this before.

He called me cute! Dammit Lilly, you're not supposed to be thinking about this during a fight! But I've never experienced two guys liking me and fighting over me haha.. Oh god, I'm losing it!' I thought to myself and slapped my forehead.

"I don't freaking care anymore dammit! You kissed her and now I hate you."

"Oh wow you hate me, big whoop. Ahh I'm scared now!" Jackson threw his hands in the air and pretended to be scared.

"Take me seriously dammit." With that Oliver shoved Jackson making him fall on the ground.

"You know what Oken, I'm getting tired of this. You don't even know the half of it okay." Jackson stood up and walked over to Oliver. "You have no right getting mad at me just for kissing her. It's your lost and I don't give a shit anymore, yeah I kissed her, but how can I help myself? Shes a beautiful fun girl that knows how to have fun. Shes funny and sweet and you had your chance with her and you didn't take it. Instead, you get a girlfriend, who is my cousin and you screw around with her! That's freaking low."

Oliver looked confused and he was breathing heavily. I guess he came into realization that maybe what he did was wrong and he could've told me.

Oliver just shook his head. "I… UGH! You ass!" Oliver pushed Jackson on the ground and started punching him.

"OLIVER STOP!" We rushed to them and Jake pulled Oliver back. He kept on trying to shake Jake off so he could continue on hitting Jackson, but Jake held a tight grip on Oliver.

"You're so lucky you're my sisters friend, if not I would've kicked your ass." Jackson said as he stood up.

"Stay a-freaking-way from Lilly." Oliver snapped at Jackson.

I never saw Oliver this pissed off at someone before and it was kind of scary. Who knew that Oliver could get serious? I couldn't handle it anymore. I hated that they were fighting over me.

"Why should I? You don't own her." Jackson snapped back.

"You're such a freaking jackass." Oliver shouted.

"Ohh, you think I'm a jackass now? Smarrrt." Jackson said and walked closer to Oliver.

Oliver spit at Jackson's face and Jackson wiped it away. "You…" Jackson started and pulled his hand back ready to punch Oliver.

"Jackson wait!" I said and held his arm back before he punched Oliver. I just knew right now I had to say something before they kill each other.

"You guys are such asses! Its my choice on who I like and right now I don't like you two anymore. Oliver, its my freaking life and its my choice on who I want to hang out with, kiss, do whatever with. Yeah, you had so much chances to tell me that you like me, but instead you get a girlfriend. Oliver, you make it like you never kissed me! You now what, I don't care if the whole world knows. I liked the both of you, okay? Then the both of you kissed me yesterday which makes this even more complicated for me. This is too much for me, I'm leaving, you boys are stupid and I never want to talk to you again." I said and ran away from here heading home.

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"Lilly, is that you?" I hear my mom say once I closed the front door.

"Yeah mom, it is." I called back and was about to head upstairs when my mom popped up from the entrance to the living room.

"What are you doing home so early?" She asked.

I turned around and frowned. "Mom, why do boys have to be so stupid?"

"I don't know honey, is a boy bothering you, is that why you came home early?"

"Maybe…"

"Aww, my little girl is finally noticing boys." Mom said in a loving way.

"Ugh, mom!" I whined. "I've always noticed boys, but this time boys are noticing me!" I accidentally slipped out and covered my mouth. "I'm going upstairs. If anyone comes over or calls for me, I'm not home." I said and turned around and started to walk up the stairs to my room.

Now she knows that I like boys and now she knows that boys like me. Can this get any more worse?

"Okay, but before you do anything, I want you to change. With you wearing all those clothes, your cuts wont heal so change into something that will let your cuts dry. I want you to take out the bandage so that they could dry." She called after me.

I guess mom knew right then to shut up about the boys. I laughed to myself still walking up to my room.

Once I reached my room, I locked my door. I went in my closet and took out a spaghetti strap I hardly ever wore and I walked to my dresser and pulled out shorts. I put them on and looked at myself in my full mirror.

'I look so… gross. My legs were too skinny and my body just wasn't full enough. I look like a slut. I twisted and turned around in front of my mirror. I never wear this outside because I look so… ugly. I'd rather wear my undies than this crap. If Miley wore them, she'd match. She matches in everything and I'm so jealous of her. Her body is full and perfect to wear things like this.

I walked to my bed looked at my knees. Slowly, I peeled the bandage off and soon my moist cuts were showing.

I lay down on my bed and stared at my ceiling.

'Dude, today is just messed up.' I thought to myself thinking about what happened today. Jackson and Oliver fighting over me, Jackson and me kissing at the theater, everything… It was just so new to me. It's usually Miley who gets all the attention, but now that it's me, it just feels so weird. I'm usually entertained by the boys fighting, but it felt awkward.

I heard a knock on my window which brought me out of my thoughts. I stood up and walked to my window. I lifted the curtains and found…

A/N Who do you think it is??? LOL hope you liked this… I wrote this like with my eyes closed lol. I was falling asleep.