Since Maureen and Joann had been away for the last 2 weeks they didn't know

of Riley yet. There was a predator look on Maureen's face that could only mean

trouble. It had been a long time since Mark had a girlfriend and for one to walk

out of his room only in his shirt called for interrogation. As Riley felt herself

being stared at she self-consciously crossed her arms in fear that some one

would see her shame scars, she was lucky no one had seen them this far but that

was because she was usually wearing Rogers hoodie. She couldn't believe how

lucky she was that Mark hadn't seen them this morning or last night. Lost in her

thoughts she didn't hear her named called so gently Mark tapped her to get her

attention.

" Riley this is Maureen and Joann, Joann and Maureen this is Riley" Mark said

" Nice taste Marky she's a pretty one" Maureen said sauntering over circling

Riley looking at as if she were a piece of meat

" O no it's not what you think Maureen this Rogers sister" Mark said

At this both Maureen and Joann's eyebrows went up because the girl that just

came out of Marks room was Rogers sister, this only could mean one thing…

Mark was DEAD MEAT. Maureen also wanted to pout because since Riley was

Rogers sister she couldn't flirt with her.

" How did you sleep" Angel said braking the silence

" Ok I guess but I'm terrified of thunderstorms" Riley said

Collins was dieing to make a comment but was cut off by the Roger who had

just come in.

" Yup ever since she was little" Roger said walking into the loft with Mimi at his

side

" Yeah" Riley said

" So Roger you never mentioned you had a sister" Maureen said

" Well um…" Roger said blushing the first time the rocker had ever done so

" O its ok I'm only the baby sister no importance" Riley said sarcastically

" Lee…" Roger started

" No" Riley said walking back into Rogers room grabbing her cloths and bag

and heading to the bathroom.

She refused to let him know how much it had hurt her, but then again life was

never fair why should Roger love her enough to be proud. The mental pain was

torture and there was only one way to numb it, numb her whole body. Reaching

into her side pocket she pulled out a knife that she had gotten from the boys

kitchen a few days after she got here. Slowly she pressed the blade to her arm

making a deep zigzag to go with the rest. It took a couple of minuets but finally

the physical pained mixed with the mental and she went numb. For a few

moments she watched as the blood ran into the running sink blissfully numb a

feeling that she hope would last forever . She heard a knock on the door that

brought her out of her daze.

"Just a second" she called

Quickly grabbing stuff to wrap her arm, Riley wrapped it got dressed and after

cleaning the sink out left the bathroom, when she got out every body was

looking at her intently. There was a look of pity in their eyes that she couldn't

stand, so she didn't she walked out the door to get away for a little while.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Mark looked at the poor girl because he knew that Maureen was going to

interrogate her as soon as he entered the kitchen and saw her. Angel and

Collins and identical smirk which couldn't be good and he thanked god that

Roger wasn't there because god know what he would have done to Mark.

Knowing it was better to get it over with Mark introduced them, and almost

laughed when Joann and Maureen's eye brows went up after the mention she

was Rogers sister. Mark could just read their thoughts that mirrored is earlier

ones. Roger could never know that Riley had slept in his bed. For a couple of

minuets every one was in silence then Angel being herself broke it.

" How did you sleep" Angel said braking the silence

" Ok I guess but I'm terrified of thunderstorms" Riley said

Mark could tell that Collins was dying to say something but was stopped when

Roger came into the apartment.

" Yup ever since she was little" Roger said

"Yeah" Riley said

" So Roger you never mentioned you had a sister" Maureen said

" Well um…" Roger said blushing the first time the rocker had ever done so

" O its ok I'm only the baby sister no importance" Riley said sarcastically but

Mark hadn't missed the flicker of pain that had crossed her face

" Lee…" Roger started

" No" Riley said walking back into Rogers room grabbing her cloths and bag

and heading to the bathroom.

Everyone turned and looked ateachother and roger was looking very upset the

most ive seen him the whole 6 years we have been living together. But all I

wanted to do was tell him how much of a fucking asshole he was but I wouldn't

because it wasn't my place. She was in there a good 10 minuets when Angel

finally knocked on the door to make sure that she was ok. Every body heard her

answer that she would be out in a moment. When she walked out she took one

look at every body and walked out of the house, Mark looked at every ones

expression of pity and knew that he would leave too. It took a moment for

everyone to realize what to happen.

"Damnit" Roger said punching the wall beside him quickly regretting it as his

hand began to bleed. Angel quickly grabbed a washcloth to stop it from

bleeding.

" Well what now" Maureen asked

" We go find her, we can't leave her in this city alone" Roger said

" Sure be a protective big brother now" Joann said rolling his eyes

" Fuck you, I have to go find her" Roger said

" That's not such a good ideal honey maybe someone else should" Angel said

" No she's my sister" Roger said snatching his hand away

" Well she's pissed at you do you really think that she would listen to you"

Collins said being the voice of reason

" How bout Mark" Maureen said

I almost glared at her, but for once there was no sick ploy behind her

suggestion, no hint of manipulation. This left me wondering why would she

choose me but then every one else chimed in.

" He's the closest to her minus you and I think she would listen to him" Mimi

said finally saying something

" Fine… Mark" Roger said

" Yeah I'll go get her I said walking out the door but not before grabbing my camera

Looking down at it almost made Mark smile because he had a good ideal were

she was, she was like him why face your feelings when you could hide behind a

camera. His feet took him to a spot he had been many time and had just taken

her a couple of days ago and thats exactly were he found her …