All Riley wanted to do rite now was to be numb and forget the pain that came with Roger not
loving her. Then again he never really had or else why would he leave her all alone. Not really
knowing were to go Riley headed to the park Mark had taken her a couple of days ago. It was
beautiful and would be the perfect place to clear her head and collect herself, so she could go back
to the loft with a smile and pretend like nothing was wrong. She felt naked, before these last two
weeks Riley had always had her camera to hide behind but now she didn't. Since she didn't have a
camera she turned to the best alternative, pulling out a note pad she started to finish the song she
had started.
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Come Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you
Come Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am
Come Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down
What if I wanted to break...?
(30 seconds to Mars)
As she put her note book away she immersed herself into linking of the music that could go with
these lyrics and didn't hear the person come behind her.
" Well aren't you a pretty little thing" A voice said behind her
Riley turned to see a very big man with ripped jeans and smiling at her maliciously, she went to
move away from him but he roughly grabbed her arm.
" Please I don't have any money , I have nothing you want let me go" Riley pleaded
" O its not money I'm after" His smile even more malicious
This time her fight to get away was more fierce but he was just to powerful, as she looked around
for help Riley's heart sank as she couldn't see anyone. Roughly he began to remove her cloths,
ripping her hoodie and shirt off and roughly taking her pants off leaving her in her underwear. Riley
fought as hard as she could hitting and kicking him, finally fed up of her the man hit her so hard all
that was heard was the sickening thud that was heard as her head hit the ground. Riley tried to keep
consciousness at the world started to go black, she could feel as his dirty hands be gain to explore
her body. When he was done playing the man started to unzipped his pants and let her go for a
second to do it. With all her strength Riley got up and bolted as fast as she could which wasn't very
fast so it didn't take long for the man to catch her, and she was once again on the ground. He ripped
of her underwear the final barrier between them and harshly holding her hands above her head he
pried her legs apart with his. Riley closed her eyes hoping it would be over soon, but that hard
painful thrust never came and a second later a heaver weight fell on her. Riley opened her eyes to
see Mark rage in his eyes and a large tree branch in his hand. When he saw her his eye's quickly
softened . He pulled the man off of her and then gently helped her back into her pants which had
many rips but were at least something. Then he gently helped her with the hoodie but not before he
saw the opened gashes on her arms bleeding.
" Jesus Riley" he said.
Finally Mark took of his Jacket and his shirt leaving him in an undershirt. Quietly he began to tear
his shirt into cloth pieces and gently wrapped each one and with some random in pulse he kissed
each wound as he went. After he had put his jacket back on he held his hand out to Riley almost
excepting her to declined still looking scared to death, but then she gently grabbed it.
" Why don't we get you back to the loft and cleaned up" Mark said
"Ok" Riley said
Mark chanced a look at the girl and winced at the bruise that was beginning to form on her left
cheek. Before she had been clothed he saw that there where many more bruises forming on her
body. She didn't deserve this and he hoped the motherfucker was dead. When Mark had finally
gotten to the Park the sight that he saw made his heart stop, he saw Riley be grabbed by a very large
man and forced on the ground. Knowing that there was no way he could get man off by himself he
looked for something to hit the man with just to stun him. Thank god he found the huge tree branch
which the only reason he could pick it up was because of the adrenalin rush he was having rite now.
Quickly running to were Riley and the thug was he hit the man with all his strength knocking the
man down, Mark had never been violent but he hoped that the man died for what he did to Riley. It
was a slow process but soon they were climbing the stairs to the loft the door was opened by Angel
but she quickly moved out of the way. Roger quickly came to meet them and as soon as he saw
Riley he grabbed her from Mark not even noticing the whimper she made because he had grabbed
her arms.
" Fuck what happened to you" Roger said tightening his grip on her arm but quickly let go as he felt
a warm substance on his hand he looked down and his face went pale as he saw blood. He once
again grabbed her arm and began to lift up the sleeve.
" Roger don't" she pleased quietly …
But he didn't listen and quickly gasped and dropped her arms when he saw the bandages beneath the
Hoodie, all the images of April came back to him.
" How could you" He said his temper getting the better of him
"WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CARE" Riley screamed
" Because I love you" Roger said
" Liar" Riley shot back
She headed into the bathroom quickly followed by Mark which made her a little happy because at
the moment he was the only one who cared. Quietly he shut the door behind her.
" He really does…" Mark started but was stopped by Riley's finger on his lips
Riley took off her hoodie because it was full of blood and she was getting a little woozy from all
the blood loss and knew that she had to stop it. Mark thinking the same thing grabbed some clean
towels and ripped them making make shift tunicates. Not having any Alcohol he gently washed out
the cuts with soap and water, Riley never made a noise only winced every once in a while. When
they were done he opened the medicane Cabinat to get some addvile to help the pain a little. When
he did Riley spotted a bottle and on it in big letters it said AZT. Riley had learned about it but only
people with HIV or AIDS took it, she couldn't help but wonder who it was.
" Mark who's AZT is that" Riley asked
" Rogers" Mark said
That was the last straw in Rileys mind after everything she finally snapped. Before Mark could even
react Riley had grabbed the AZT and stormed out of the bathroom into the living room. There
everyone stood shell shock because not only was the girl in front of them in her bra but she also
looked like she was Going to kill someone.
" HOW COULD I" Riley screamed throwing the AZT bottle at Roger hitting him in the head
" Lee…" Roger started
" DON'T YOU WERE JUST GONNA FUCKING DIE AND NEVER TELL ANYONE OF US.
YOU REALLY DON'T FUCKING CARE" Riley yelled
" Riley I was going to tell you so please calm down everything is going to be ok" Roger said
walking toward her.
"NO IT NOT NOTHING WILL EVER BE OK" Riley screamed pushing the table over that had a
vase full of flowers on it. Before she could get anything else Roger had grabbed her and she tried to
fight him. They both dropped to the ground Riley in Rogers lap.
" Lee calm down please" Roger said rocking her back and forth
" Let me go, you don't love me you have never cared let me go please" Riley said finally breaking
down
" I love you more then anything in this world and don't you forget it" Roger said and began to kiss
every one of Riley's bandages
" No please stop let me go" Riley said struggling even harder
" Never" Roger said
Everyone who had watched simply sat there in tears at the young girl who had been through so
much refusing her brothers help. Finally she gave in to tierd to fight anymore, she sat there limp not
moving just staring into space. No one really new what to do , Roger started humming hoping to
lull her into sleep like he had when they were little. Finally she fell asleep and Roger gently got up
and layed Riley in his room. When he got out he looked at everyone and saw the sadness in their
eyes that matched his own. He prayed that everything would be ok now that Riley had people to
love her besides him self. Then he met the filmmakers eyes that shown the most love of all.
" What happened to her Mark" Roger said quietly.
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