lools...no actually not lools...i am so embarrassed...okay...so people don't actually say 'go to college' ...hehehehe...i admit i'm an idiot...but thanks for the correction...and about the timing...ahem ahem...his father had umm...arranged evrything? (let's just pretend, please? it won;t happen again though...i mean i'm not applying for college yet so i have no idea...and my sense of timing is serously messed up.) but about them falling in love so fast, don't gape, trust me i've seen it with my own eyes...they fell in love within three days (it wasn't even three days, they would see each other for around 8 hours a day, which would actually mean after spending 24 hours with each other they decided they were in love) and what is worse, hunny, is that they claimed they wanted to get married at the end of the week, so help me god i was ballistic...but anyway...at least Seifer and Squall had a little sense of decency and took not less than a week, right?

and yeah English is my second language, but gimme some credit here...i'm not that bad...(innocent big gogo eyes)

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27

Seifer's jade eyes shone as he turned and stood there, staring at his beloved.

There was a long silent moment, not awkward, but rather just empty.

Caine rearranged his clothing and walked over to take the car keys from Squall, "This time, you guys are on your own. It should have been like that from the start, but I was a fool and I thought I could help. I'm going to your place, Seifer...you sort it out and come later...when you're ready...or when it's over."

Squall tensed as Caine walked out of the apartment and softly shut the door. Seifer turned to look out the window in shame, there was nothing he could say to redeem himself.

Squall walked past Seifer and sat on the couch. His knees had been shaky since he had walked into the apartment and spotted the blonde and he needed to sit so much and spare him the embarrassment that would take place if he just collapsed.

The sound of Caine's care engine echoed in the silence and Seifer walked to sit in front of Squall.

The brunet snorted softly, "I...accept you, you know...it is just a question if you accept me..."

Seifer smiled sadly, "I"

"My father told you, about Brad and me...about my cowardice in court."

Seifer longed to take the brunet into his arms, but resisted that urge and instead, looking hard and deep into Squall's silver eyes, "You did what you had to do...you were a child."

"I knew what would happen if I didn't testify that I was raped. Now Denzel is dead and Brad will be eligible for parole to leave prison and roam a free man...all because of me...everything always turns out bad when I'm around..."

Seifer shook his head, "You...you're my angel...when I'm with you, I'm truly happy inside...I have someone to impress and tease..."

Squall smiled slightly, "I am so tired, Seifer...I don't want to run anymore...I can't...my legs won't support me even if I tried...I hate my life...I always mess up...I'm never good at anything."

Squall stood up and turned to walk away but Seifer caught his wrist, "Then where are you going? You said you're not gong to run, but where do you think you're going now? I'm not finished, nor started for that matter."

Squall stiffened, "I'm going back to my father's place."

"Fine, I'll come with you, I already bought a ticket."

"Don't be retarded...this is no time to practice your stupidity skills on me."

"I'm not practicing anything and I'm not fooling around either, I'm going to follow you wherever you go, not matter where, when and how...unlike you I have no fear of planes, so there's nothing to hold me back."

Squall's heart was being squeezed and his eyes softened, "I'm a coward and I'm always sulking...you on the other hand is always cheerful and smiling."

"On the outside I'm smiling, angel, but on the inside I'm dying...if you go and leave me I will surely perish...I will fade away to nothingness...and die of solitude...I will never smile or joke around I swear...and I won't have sex either...you know what?"

"What?" Squall whispered, no longer tugging on his hand, which was still in Seifer's warm grasp.

"I only fucked them cuz I imagined they were you...when I would call out it would be your name...it's all about you...I love you Squall...let me make it alright...please stay with me and give me a chance..."

The brunet tried in vain to swallow the lump in his throat, moving to stand an inch away from the blonde, sagging against Seifer's strong chest, letting those strong arms that had caught him on the first day they met, rescue him again, wrapping around his leaner torso, offering the solace that he had endlessly been searching for.

Seifer sighed and hugged Squall tighter, pulling him closer till their curves met nicely.

He wasn't going to go fast anymore...Squall was his already...he pressed a kiss to the boy's head, inhaling the sweet scent of the brunet's hair.

Squall exhaled and buried his face in the crook of the blonde's neck. He wasn't hugging Seifer back, but deep down the blonde knew Squall cared and had deep feelings for him...all he needed was time.

Seifer bent and put his arm behind Squall's knees, effortlessly carrying him to Caine's room, "You know what I want now more than anything?"

Squall frowned, his usual frown that hid a grin, "Don't go around carrying me like a bride whenever you feel like it, Macho..."

The blonde laughed, his shoulders unsettling the younger brunet, "I wanna sleep."

"Yeah? Well I don't! Just cuz you want to doesn't mean" the rest of the sentence was overridden with a gasp as Seifer carelessly dumped him on the bed.

"For God's sake! Do I look like a bag of darn feed to you!"

"No, actually you look like an angel sent to watch over me...an angel that is mine and mine alone."

Squall had nothing to say to that and a blush took over his cheeks.

"But you know what?"

"Aha?"

"I just realized you're an angel in disguise, you little devil."

Squall's eyes flashed as Seifer burst out laughing. "Get lost you freak! At least I bother to disguise myself instead of walking around just begging people to notice that I'm a retarded, mule-headed, idiotic, good-for-nothing blonde!"

Seifer was laughing so hard as he collapsed back on the bed, resting his head on Squall's laps.

Squall snorted, a smile on his face as the blonde's laughter warmed his heart. The blonde sat up after his bout of laughter ebbed away, "You owe me hours and hours of sleep, angel...I was looking all over for you...I can't even remember where I parked and left my car."

Squall chuckled, "You deserve it. I would say we are even."

"I'm sorry..." Seifer looked sad and thoughtful.

Squall frowned, seeing Seifer unhappy unsettled him and acting on impulse, he splayed his hand on one smooth cheek, turning Seifer to face him, his mouth claiming Seifer's pouting ones in a gentle kiss that was far from demanding but that healed any wounds in the blonde's soul...

Seifer's hands grasped Squall's shoulders, caressing them, his hands moving to Squall's lower back the brunet against his torso, settling Squall on his laps, taking over the sweet kiss to gently nibble on Squall's bottom lip, his tongue dueling with Squall's fueling the fire that hadn't been stoked for three years now.

Squall whimpered slightly, his hands flattened against Seifer's strong chest.

The blonde finally pulled away, a small smile on his face, "You taste better than I had ever fantasized."

Squall's face heated and he shrugged, shifting off the blonde's laps and moving to give the blonde some room to lay back and rest on.

Seifer pulled off his shirt and pants, deciding to sleep with his boxer shorts. Squall closed his eyes and sighed, turning to give his back to the blonde, his heart was still racing from the kiss and he didn't want Seifer to notice it.

The blonde moaned low in his throat and turned to his side, pulling the brunet back against him, resting his chin on Squall's head, his arm wrapped snugly against the brunet's lean waist.

Squall snorted but offered no resistance as Seifer pressed himself to him, draping a leg over his, warming his body and sending a shiver down his spine, but Seifer was oblivious to the brunet's condition...he had already closed his eyes and sunk into his bliss, letting his dreams take over...

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Flo and i...cuddle into our beds, already asleep...

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looooooools...thanks for the funny review...it was fun to read and fun to imitate...