A/N: OMG! I have been gone for like ever!! Sorry!! It's been like writers block and everything!! And then all the vacations and school shopping! I just got mixed up in time!! Anyways onto the chapter!! Oh and yes won for both of them, so enjoy!!
Chapter 5: I Love You
[Starfire's POV]
I did love Robin didn't I? I wander inside the T tower. I didn't like to be alone. Everybody was gone somewhere and I was stuck at home. Robin and Storm were out to dinner, Raven went to her favorite depressing place, Cyborg and Beast Boy went to the mall to do some 'things.' I hadn't the least idea of what Cyborg and Beast Boy were doing. I was sitting on the couch minding my own business when the doors fling open and Robin and Storm were there. I got up and turned away from them.
"Hey Star, what are you doing back?" Robin asked and I had forgotten that I hadn't seen him yet.
"Just visiting for a while" I said and walked upstairs to my room. I heard voices downstairs and then I heard more voices. That must have meant Raven, Cyborg, and Beast Boy had come home. I heard raised voices and surprise in all their voices. What were they talking about? I creep out of my room and to the stairs.
"What is Star doing back?" I heard Robin ask.
"She came to visit, what's wrong with that?" Raven asked
"Nothing I'm just really surprised she came back after that note she left" Robin said
"Oh come on, she's my sister! We should be happy she's back Robin!!" Storm said
"I am happy, I'm just surprised like I said" Robin said and I walked into the kitchen pretending I heard nothing.
"Hello friends, how is everybody 'doing'?" I asked and everybody just stood there doing nothing.
"Got it, not the greatest time to come in...." I started but trailed off. I didn't want them to know I was dying from their silence, it felt like they didn't want me there anymore. They were 'surprised' as they said, but I knew they were sort mad that I had suddenly just came back into their lives. Storm was probably scared I was going to take Robin away and she was right, I was going to do everything I could to get Robin back. They probably heard the sadness in my voice and the unwanted feeling they were getting from me.
"Hey Star, we didn't mean it that way" Beast Boy said and I stared at him. He stared back at me. I looked away finally. My beautiful green eyes looked glassy and I knew it. That always happened when I was feeling down and unwanted.
"No it's fine, I know you guys were having a private talk and I'll just go and feel unwanted" I muttered out the last part so nobody could hear me. Raven must had heard what I had said because she was staring at me.
"What is it Raven?" Storm asked and I turned to look at Storm. Her eyes were soft and welcoming and she had a small smile on her face. I glared at her. I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs and then run away again. I always had this feeling of running away again and I've always had this question on why I was staying on Earth.... Everybody let my thoughts sink in.... I looked down at the floor thinking to myself. I had no idea what was coming next. Raven cleared her throat and then I looked up and everybody was looking at her.
"Starfire, you're not unwanted" Raven started
"What?!" The others asked, but Raven's eyes were still place on me. They didn't move at all to look at the rest of the team. I was thinking to myself on how Raven had heard me out of all this! I turned away from her and started to walk up the stairs.
"Starfire whenever you need me, my doors always open! I just want to help you in your time of need" Raven said. Oh my god Raven was in my head.
"How did you get in here Raven?" I asked
"It's hard to explain" Raven said
"Of course! I will come see you tomorrow night if I feel up to it...." I said. And then I blocked her out of my mind. I finished walking up the stairs and quickly ran into my room where the doors shut behind me. I laid down on my bed and grabbed a pillow. I didn't know why I had talked back to Raven in my head?! It was sort of weird. I picked up a picture of me and Robin. It was ripped in half. I grabbed some tape and tape it back together.
"We'll be together, you just wait and see...." I said to myself and quickly pulled out my diary from my pocket. I picked up a pen and started to write:
Dear Diary,
I am back on Earth and I am very happy, well sort of.... I feel unwanted and hurt still. It still feels like I was just rejected! I don't know if I can stay on this planet any longer!! But I have too, because I want Robin still and I would do anything for him!! Let us see if my plan works out or not.....
Love,
Starfire
I quickly shut my diary close and flopped on my bed. God why was I doing this to myself? I knew I wasn't going to win over Robin! I mean he was married. I fell asleep...
The next night....
[Normal POV]
"Hey everybody Raven, Cyborg, Storm, and me are going out for the night! Do Robin or Starfire want to come?" Beast Boy called
"NO!!" Came two voices. Robin's and Starfire's.
"Oh well Beast Boy, we'll leave them to catch up on some things." Storm said and the four walked out together. Starfire flew down the stairs humming to herself.
"Nothing's ever going to be right again!!" Starfire sang to herself as Robin came down the stairs.
"Good-morning friend Robin!!" Starfire said cheerfully even though she was burning up on the inside. She wanted to hold him again and she wanted him to tell her everything was going to be alright again.
"Hey Star" Robin said in his usually voice.
"Where did the others say they were going?" Starfire asked Robin and turned away from him.
"Ummm.... Just out for the night I guess" Robin said and Starfire smiled to herself. This was her chance.
"So you want to do some 'catching up'?" Starfire asked and Robin nodded.
"I guess it would be alright" Robin said and they sat down on the couch....
A couple hours later....
Starfire and Robin were kissing deeply. Starfire wondered if this would destroy her future with her sister. Like she cared, so what she was playing around with a married man. Robin broke of the kiss.
"I thought you still cared for me Robin" Starfire said
"I do" Robin said
"More then Storm?" Starfire asked
"Of course...." Robin said
"Them prove it to me" Starfire said as Robin kissed her neck and Starfire was lost in her own thoughts. This time she knew she had won Robin once and for all....
In the morning....
Starfire found herself laying on Robin's bed, naked! NAKED?!?! What the heck happened last night? Her head hurt and she couldn't remember anything for the moment. Then everything came back to her. Last night, confessions, everything.... Starfire grabbed the sheet from under the blanket and got up without waking Robin. She quickly tied it around her like a dress and giggled to herself.
"Oh man is Storm going to be so mad!!" Starfire said to herself and quickly looked in the mirror. Of course she wasn't going to tell Storm! This was Robin and hers secret love life and it was going to remain that way until Robin had the nerve to tell Storm off. That would be the day. Starfire took one last look at Robin and quickly ran out the doors. Nobody was home yet. Starfire slipped into her room and changed. She sighed as she entered the kitchen. She heard footsteps come behind her.
"Sleep well?" Starfire asked
"Of course" Robin said and Starfire turned around, gave him a quick kiss and disappeared from the main room.....
A/N: Did you like it? Hmmm, if you have any suggestions, you can tell them to me because I'm always open for ideas!! Anyways please review and tell me how it was!!
