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Summary: Starfire and Robin hook up, but right after her sister Storm comes into the picture…. Robin is totally into Storm, but is Starfire in to him dating her sister when they just broke up? Triangle StarRobStorm maybe a little RaeBB in later chapters… This is a PG-13 because there is some well bad words and some other things….. Oh well, not suitable for children under 13! Ummm, anyways enjoy!
A/N: YOU GUYS I AM SOOOOO SORRY THAT I DIDN'T UPDATE SOONER! I had so much on my mind! I was getting ready for school and I didn't even have an idea for what this chapter would be about until I got an idea in Math class about this. LOL! Hope you like this chapter!
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Chapter 12: I Ran
(Starfire's POV)
I was completely still when I heard Robin's voice call to me. Derek had a confused look on his face and Storm was smiling. He couldn't stop looking for me, could he? I mean really! Hadn't he caused enough pain? Enough suffering? The only thoughts going through my mind was that I screwed up, badly.
"Starfire? Are you alright?" It was Derek. I snapped out of my trance to look at him.
"Yes. I'm alright Derek. Thank you."
"You want me to walk you home?"
"No, I need to talk to somebody." I said softly and Derek nodded, getting the message that it was time for him to leave.
"I'll call you." Derek whispered as he got up and left. I looked at him as he walked out the door. What was happiness anyways?
"I'll be waiting over there Robin." Storm said, knowing that I only wanted to talk to Robin. Robin sat down where Derek had just sat a couple minutes ago.
"Star-"
"Why can't you leave me alone Robin? I mean seriously! Why do you have to keep following me?"
"I wasn't following you! I was just shocked to see you kiss somebody else."
"But I am allowed to kiss somebody else Robin! You are married!" I spat out bitterly and I knew that hit him hard.
"I'm just worried about you." WHAT? Was all that was going through my mind.
"About me?" I questioned and Robin nodded.
"I don't trust him."
"What? Who says I need to listen to you to find out who I can and can't date?"
"He's just… Suspicious." I laughed; it wasn't a happy laugh, but a hollow, bitter laugh.
"Derek is the best thing that has ever happened to me, Robin."
"He's just not right for you."
"Stop it Robin! You can't decide for me who I can date! You are not my friend nor are you my brother! So shut up!" I snapped and Robin's whole face went blank.
And then there was nothing else to do but run.
And so that's what I did.
TITANS TOWER- STARFIRE'S ROOM
A couple hours later, I was curled up in a ball on my bed, tears streaming down my face, not knowing what to do anymore. I mean I had told Robin off and it made me feel good about myself. He deserved it, more then he would ever know.
The phone rang; I snapped up and got it. It was Derek. I was so happy to hear from him.
"Hey Star!" His voice sounded happy.
"Hey Derek."
"Did that guy Robin hurt you?"
"No Derek, I'm fine." I lied and wiped away my tears.
"Do you want to do something tomorrow?" Not really… I thought to myself, I didn't really want to do anything after this whole dramatic thing tonight.
"Not really Derek, I'm not up to it."
"It's ok, are you sure you're ok?"
"Yes. What made you think I wasn't ok?"
"I don't know, you just sounded very sad."
"It's ok, I'm alright now."
"I'll call you later… Ok?"
"Yes."
"I love you." WHAT THE HELL? He couldn't love me! He didn't even know me!
"Bye." I hung up as fast as I could. Robin was right, he couldn't be trusted. He loved me, but he barely knew who I was.
I needed to talk to somebody… Fast…
TITANS TOWER- RAVEN'S ROOM
I knocked on the door once.
No answer.
Once more.
Nothing.
Another time-
"Please leave! I'm not in the mood for talking right now." Raven sounded upset, what had happened to her?
"Raven? It is me Starfire. I wish to talk to you."
I heard foot steps walk towards the door, but the door did not open.
"I'm really not in the mood for talking Starfire."
"Please Raven; I really need to talk to you."
The door slid open and Raven quickly waved me into her room. The lights were dim; I could see she was trying to meditate. I looked at Raven and gasped for my friend. Tears streaked her pale face.
"Raven… What happened?"
"I don't really want to talk about it Star." She sat down on the bed, and buried her face in her hands.
I ran over and comforted my friend, gently placing an arm around her to show that I was there for her.
"You will feel better if you talk about it."
"I don't want too." Raven was always so stubborn, I smiled softly.
"But this afternoon Raven, you really wanted to talk to me. I'm sorry for not listening to you, I was just so caught up with Derek that I wasn't thinking about anything else."
Raven lifted her head and smiled slightly. "It's ok Star."
"No it's not ok Raven! I should have listened to you, you are my best friend. I would pick you over Derek any day."
"Thanks Star."
"Now please tell me." I suggested and I felt Raven sigh.
"It all started this morning when you went for a walk. I wanted to go with you, but I decided to stay home. Beast Boy-"
"So this is about Beast Boy?" Raven nodded.
"Beast Boy decided to ask me what I was going to do all day and I said that I was going to read and do some other stuff and I told him that I was going to read and talk to you. So I finished reading this morning and I talked to you this afternoon and I was really upset about how cold you were to me."
"I'm sorry Raven."
"I told you Star, its ok now." Raven paused.
"Go on please, I wish to help you."
"So I walked into the tower and Beast Boy came up to me and asked if I was ok. So I told him I was and I just wanted to be alone, and he asked me if I needed a friend and I said: 'Who said I needed a friend anyways?' I just feel so bad Star."
She was crying, harder then I had ever seen her cry. I gently rubbed her back, trying to soothe her pain, I knew she needed me as much as I needed her.
"It's ok Raven, I know you guys will work out something."
"I just feel so bad Star, I mean how could I be so cold to the person that I love so much?"
"We all make mistakes; it's going to be ok."
"You think so Star?"
"Of course! Soon you guys will be so happy."
"Thank you Star."
"It was nothing compared to what you do for me." Raven smiled brightly. I loved it when she smiled; it made her look so wonderful. So happy…. So happy to be on this planet.
"Was there something you needed to tell me Star?" I looked towards the ground, debating on whether I should tell Raven or not.
"It's about Derek."
"You mean your boyfriend?"
"Well not really a boyfriend."
"But today you said-"
"I was mad, we barely even know each other."
"Did something happen?" I nodded sadly.
"What happened Star?"
"I let him kiss me." Raven gasped at this, I could tell she felt partly betrayed at what I had done.
"I was just so mad Raven, I was so mad at Robin and Storm for getting married. And I was mad about me and Robin having a fight."
"It's ok Star."
"He told me he loved me." I confessed and looked up at Raven. She looked confused.
"Who did?"
"Both of them."
"Robin and Derek?"
"Yes. They both told me they loved me."
"Do you believe them?" I shook my head 'no'. Raven placed a finger to her lip, lightly tapping it. She was thinking of something to say.
"Why don't you believe them?" I struggled for the right words.
"I don't believe Derek because he barely knows me and I don't believe Robin because he's still married to Storm." Raven nodded.
There was silence. I decided to break the silence.
"I told him, he wasn't my friend."
"Robin." I nodded.
"Why Star?"
"Because he was telling me who I could and couldn't date Raven! It was so annoying!"
"Why didn't you tell him to stop?"
"I did, but he wouldn't stop. He kept telling me not to trust Derek and not to do anything with him and he was surprised that I kissed him."
"You know Robin's just trying to protect you."
"He's jealous is what you mean."
Raven hesitated, "Yes."
"That's exactly what I thought."
Raven laughed softly and my laughter joined hers. It felt good to finally laugh again.
"So what should I do Raven?"
"Let Robin burn in hell?"
"Haha, yea right."
"Ok, this time for real: What should I do?"
"I think you should let him be jealous, I mean really look at all the things he's done to you."
I thought about that for a second. Raven was right. He had broken me. I was perfect, I was happy, and then he came and ruined my world. My perfect world.
"I guess you are right Raven."
"I know."
"But I don't love Derek."
"But you could use Derek as just somebody to make him jealous."
"But that would be using Derek to get to Robin. And then what will happen to Derek?"
"Do you like Derek?" Raven questioned and I shook my head.
"Not really."
"Then why did you let him kiss you in the first place?"
"Because he reminded me of Robin." Raven stayed silent for a moment.
"Well then you just have to use Derek to make Robin see that he loves you. It's too bad about what happened to Derek." Raven concluded and we laughed again.
We fell back against the bed laughing and teasing each other about Robin, or Beast Boy, or even Derek.
We had a plan, and we were going to make sure it was going to work.
End of Chapter 12
A/N: Ok! That's the end of Chapter 12! I know if it sucks then please tell me. Sometimes I get the feeling that my reviewers do not like my story! Some reviewers were all... BITTER! It made me sad... Anyways please review and tell me what you thought! Thanks!
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