Do You Really Love Me Robin
Summary: Starfire and Robin hook up, but right after her sister Storm comes into the picture…. Robin is totally into Storm, but is Starfire in to him dating her sister when they just broke up? Triangle StarRobStorm maybe a little RaeBB in later chapters…
Authors Note: It's finally the end of this story and I know that you all are so happy about it. I'm going to make an alternate ending so if you don't like this one, then you'll like the next one. Please don't flame, it's maybe not what you wanted, but it's what I wanted for this story.
If you want an alternate ending, I will put one up for you so just tell me! Don't flame! I'm just warning you but this isn't what you expected.
Enjoy and thank you all for supporting me and sticking with me through-out this whole story! I love you all!
I do not own Teen Titans or 'Your Guardian Angel' by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
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Chapter 19: The End
(Star's POV)
I was complete surprised and I didn't know what to say or do.
"Storm…" I whispered slightly and she turned her head to the side. She shook her head sadly and then turned and grabbed her bags that had been already packed. She floated out of the door and then she was gone.
"I'll send the papers when I get them." Those were Storm's last words to us. The team looked around in shock and horror.
"What… What was that? Do you think that she's really gone?" Beast Boy questioned and looked around at the rest of the team. He had a grin on his face. "I don't get it, why'd she do it?"
"I don't know…" Robin said and stared at me and I just shrugged. I was in just as much shock as everybody else. I shook my head and then looked down at the ground. Storm was finally gone and I should have been jumping for joy and screaming and flying around in circles and just being all happy. But the funny fact was that…
I wasn't happy at all.
I thought that my life would be better without Derek and Storm, all I needed was Robin to make me happy and I guess now it looked like nothing. Robin didn't really mean anything to me… Or did he? I had no idea anymore, I wasn't sure what was happening anymore and I didn't want to believe that Storm was really gone. I was so mixed up, that I stood up and walked out of the room.
Nobody followed, just as I expected. I walked into my room and threw myself down on my bed and I started crying. Everything went wrong, I shouldn't have black-mailed Storm when I really wasn't sure of what I wanted. Storm had been happy and I was just a loser that took away everything from everybody who loved something. I stood up and walked to the window. I saw Storm sitting outside of the tower waiting. What was she waiting for? I saw something in the sky come and pick her up. My mother and father. She had called them and she didn't even tell anyone that she was leaving. I wondered where they were going and if I should go after them. I stood where I was as they disappeared into the sky. I could visit them any other time. The inside of me wanted to fly after them and tell Storm that I was sorry about everything I had done and that she shouldn't leave. I turned around as the door opened.
Raven stood in the open door.
"Starfire… Are you alright?"
I shook my head slightly and turned my head towards the window, waiting for my parents and Storm to come back, "I'm not alright Raven."
"Well then tell me what's wrong."
"You saw what happened, I screwed up my sister's life. I black-mailed her to get her to break up with Robin for myself. Why did I do it?" I didn't wait for her to answer, "Because I loved him and now I'm just not sure."
"Star…"
" Rae, I really just want to be alone."
"Just let me help you… I'm a good listener." She tried and I shook my head.
"I don't want to talk."
"Then I'll talk." Raven suggested and she didn't wait for me to respond. She sat down on the bed and sighed, "I'm pregnant Star."
"You're what?"
"I'm pregnant, I tried to tell you but you were busy… I don't know what to do Star."
"Does Beast Boy know?"
"Yes, he knows and he wants to keep it. But if we keep it then how will I be able to fight anymore?"
I sighed and sat down next to her, "Maybe it's time to retire Raven, we're getting old."
"But Star – how can you say that? We've been fighting for too long."
"It's time to give up our position and give it to some people younger then us. We can't do this forever."
"I know – I know, but it'll be hard."
"We have to do it… We just have too."
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It had been two hours since Storm had left and the shock was dying down. I finally knew what I was going to do. Robin walked into my room and sat down on my bed and smiled at me.
"So Starfire… Now that Storm is gone…"
" Robin what are you suggesting?" I questioned and sat down next to him, he smiled at me sadly and then shook his head.
"I don't know."
"You want to be together?"
"Maybe."
"But… Storm just left! Aren't you sad or shocked or something?"
"Not really, I saw it coming and I knew that Storm wasn't pregnant, she didn't even look pregnant."
I sighed and inhaled, " Robin we can't be together."
"What… What – Star…? What?"
"I don't want to be with you anymore. I never wanted to be your second choice and that's what I am… That's what I've always been, there's too much going on for both of us to just go straight into another relationship… Don't you see Robin? We weren't meant to be."
"You cannot be serious."
I looked around and then found myself starring at the ground, "I don't think that we should be together right now. Maybe in a different life we would remain friends forever."
"Starfire…"
"I'm sorry Robin; I didn't mean to hurt you."
"It's okay… I think, I'll be okay. Just promise me that you'll think about it."
"I'll think about it I swear Robin, but not now. It's too much and Storm just left and I just think that you should think about it before you really make up your mind. I don't want you to make a bad decision and regret it forever. Think it over... The best kind of love is the love that awakens the soul and puts fire in our hearts and tears to our faces when that person is away from us. I want you to think if I give you that or you're just imagining it. I don't want to be just another girl Robin; I want to be the girl. I want to be the only girl in your life. I don't want you to just go for our relationship when we are not. We need to think and put our friendship back together. So think Robin and don't do anything that I wouldn't want you to do."
"Star…"
"Just go, I cannot talk to you anymore." Robin turned around and walked out the door. I breathed out and looked around my room one last time. I shook my head and turned and grabbed my bag. I floated out of my window. I would be back, I would be back someday, just maybe not soon. I wouldn't be able to look around this place and ever see it the same way that I did a long time ago. I turned my head and looked away from that awful place where the pain had started and then ended. Sure it was a place that I would remember forever as home, I would remember all the friends and make sure that they would know about why I left, why I left so abruptly.
Maybe not anytime soon though. Maybe a new life, new people would help me. I would need something to make me feel better. Robin would contact me one day and he would try to get me back not noticing that he had lost me long ago and I was somebody new. Raven would have her twins and she would tell them about me and about how I was their god-mother and their aunt. Raven and Beast Boy would get married the next year after the twins came and they would live happily ever after and they would be a fairytale forever. I would be so happy for them that I would forget all about our problems and about the whole fight with Storm.
Cyborg and Storm would get married ten years after the break-up of the team, bringing the team back together one last time. The awkward glances that I would get from everybody didn't bother me when I entered the room. I was happy for my sister even though our relationship would never be mended and we would never be friends again, we would always be sisters and that's what bonded us. Storm was happy and I was happy for her. She had finally gotten what she really wanted.
As for me, I would never be happy in one place, so I spent most of my time wandering around. I couldn't settle down with anybody and I was too young to just go off to a different planet. I never kept contact with my friends, it was better to leave things as they had ended the last time I saw them. At Storm and Cyborg's wedding. They had all been so happy and I didn't want anything less for them. I only wanted them to be happy. Ten years after that Robin would find somebody who kept him company more then me. Her name was Scarlet and I was happy for him. I was happy for all of them. I would never be really happy myself, but I was glad that my friends were happy.
So I looked at the tower and I looked at myself and then I remembered everything that had happened. My life wasn't the fairytale that I had wanted for it. It was much better, everybody ended up just as they had wanted it. They were all happy and I was happy. As happy as I could be. The question that still rings in my head whenever I see Robin's face is:
Do you really love me Robin
I never knew the answer until now. He never really loved me, he only loved me because he made himself. Love is not something that you force yourself into. It has to come to you in ways that are unexplainable and un-describable. We cannot put love as a feeling because it goes without words. I don't know if I ever loved Robin, I guess it did because my heart only beats for him still. I don't regret my decision and I don't think I ever will. I never loved after Robin and that was fine for me. I was sure that I was going to be fine by myself and I was right.
I could make it on my own.
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one...
-The End-
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