A/N: YAY! Sorry, i havent written since the 3rd! and its the...uhhh...16th! and 16 minus 3 equals...ummm, 13! SO I HAVENT WRITTEN IN 13 DAYS! Wow, seemed more than that! lol

Disclaimer: Im going to make this as quick as possible so that you can read the story, i know u want to! wait- this is just making it longer, lol. DONT OWN IT! there! read on, unless ive already bored u to death!

hiro's POV

"Hey..." I said to him, awaiting his reply, longing to hear his beautiful voice.

"Why, hello, Nakano-san!" Sakano said, causing me to flinch from such a formal name. How the hell was I supposed to imagine we were lovers if he called me "Nakano-san"!

"Please, Sakano, call me Hiro!" I pleaded.

"Okay...Hiro..." Sakano breathed out.

"There! See? Wasn't hard, right? I mean, we work together for crying out loud, you're my producer!" I was frusturated. Frusturated it was so hard for him to say my first fucking name. Frusturated he wouldn't look me in the eye. Frusturated he wasn't mine...

"G-gomen, Nak- I mean, Hiro. Im just so used to formalities," Sakano stuttered.

Great, now i made him scared. Just the opposite of what I wanted to do. I wanteed to hold him, confort him, carress his body like the god he is...

"Hi-hiro? Are you okay?" Sakano asked, genuinly worried. The tone of his voice was enough the make my heart skip two beats.

"Hai, gomen, I'm a bit spaced out, you know, from us teaming with THE Nittle Grasper and all..." I lied. I really didn't give a shit about that. As long as I was playing, as long as Sakano was there, everything is great.

"Oh, I see, yes, that is a pretty big suprise, I, myself, was baffled by such an idea!" Sakano smiled. That smile...so unknowing, so innocent, so caring, so beautiful...

The next thing I new I was leaning into him, our faces just inches apart. I opened my eyes and jumped back.

"GAH! Oh, gosh, gomen, gomen, gomen! I was just day-dreaming, I..." Embarrassed, i just fell to my knees. I wish it wasn't this embarrassing to get so close to what I want. I wish that I could just kiss him, and we would both be filled with bliss, not me having to run away. I loved his face that close, it was where it was supposed to be, or so it felt.

"Naka- I mean, Hiro, it's quite fine, your just spaced out from work, really! Don't be like that!" Sakano paniced.

Tears started to form in my eyes, not yet dropping. It shouldn't be like this. Not when I love him. He should love me too, he should see that I love him.

I looked up into his eyes, tears still in mine. /please dont fall/ I thought, commanding myself to not let them drop. Not in front of Sakano, not in front of the cause of my pain. Not in front of my love.

"Sakano...I" My tears fell. I ruined it. I got up off my feet and ran, ran out of the room, ran as fast as I could, ran away from my troubles, my worry, my depression, ran away from my love.

A/N Sooo? wutcha think? Im kinda on a roll right now, I already have an idea of what to write next, so all's u gotta do is review!