34. The Evil Inside Me
I now struggle everyday to fight it. Everyday to keep it from getting away. It killed Paulina. It nearly killed Sam. Tucker now avoids me. And I feel like my powers are nuclear weapons right in the palms of my hands.
Life is more stressful. It sometimes seems like a total waste. But if I kill myself I can't guarantee that the evil won't escape. I have horrible dreams. I have a dreadful life. The evil inside me has made me afraid to live and even more afraid to die.