Ok for all u ppl who do not get it, this is the END. The next chaper is called The meaning of life in death and it is another story, meaning u have to go to my info and find it. it will not be connected as another chapter to this one. ok u ppl keep telling me to update, this is the 4th chapter, so just look for it it is already out. sorry for being rude but its pissing me off, really it is.

But I'm gonna be nice to you and give you a preview though

CCS: part two:The meaning of life

Resentment

resent v.t. to consider as an injury or affront; to take ill; to be angry at. -ment n. deep sense of affront; indignation.

Sakura sat there in the hospital bed gazing out the window. Her dull green eyes followed the clouds as they passed by her. Life was passing her by, leaving her behind once more. The news was out in the village of what she did, her friends had come to her say that she was stupid for trying that, that is was a selfish thing to do. She guessed Gaara didn't repeat everything she had said.

People would look at her when they came to change the water or bed sheets, but they would look at her with shame. Everyone tried so hard to make her feel bad but she didn't feel guilty about what she had tried to do. Naruto and Sasuke couldn't look her in the eyes. Tsunade her teacher had said that is was a momentary lapse in judgment and Sakura had just felt pity and was irrational.

Sakura knew what she was doing and she knew she would again, nothing could stop her from her thirst for death. Kakashi had told her that Gaara had stopped by to se if she lived of not but he never stopped in to see her.

Sakura sat there quietly in her thoughts when someone walked in the room. He stood before her just looking at her and made no move to say anything, nor did she her eyes trained on the sky beyond the walls of her prison ward.

"Don't be so stiff and say something. If not then leave I don't need pity or sympathy." Her scratchy voice said.

"You got it wrong that's not why I'm here."

"Then speak already."

"I just came to see how your mental state is coming. Your perverted sensei told me you asked about me."

"Yes I wanted to see where you hid after you brought me here. Sabaku no Gaara." She snapped to look him in the eyes sternly. "Even though I'm the one who is here I pity you the most. I resent you Gaara of the desert. I will never forgive you for this; I will never forgive you for making me stay in this world. You should have let me die like I wanted. You shouldn't have tried to be the hero; it's not in your personality to save someone. After killing all those innocent people who only wanted to live you save one who wished to die? You are insane, and every bit the monster they call you, demon or no demon you are a monster to me."

"Such words from such a frail little girl."

"I'm under house arrest because of this. Because of you my life has become a hell, the very place you will be. I swear Gaara I will get my revenge on you for this, make you live with the fact that not killing someone was your down fall." She sneered out her emerald eyes flickered with flames of anger.

"I'm not afraid of some women, Haruno."

"No but if I attack you, you can't kill me." She grinned triumphantly at him. "That would be granting my wish, both of them. You would be blamed with my death and I will be dead with no resentment or guilt."

"You little…"