Taku: Um I would just like to say that I'm so glad I got so many reviews for the last chapter. I'm also sorry this came out a few days late. I broke down today. Yup, I finally cried. After getting into a fight with my dad, punching a hole in my livingroom wall, staying two days with a friend, and getting into another shouting match with Bob (my...ahem..."father") I cried on my bedroom floor. The friend I stayed with can't come over anymore because he's "changing" my personality or some shit. I'm back to seeing my mom, but only every other weekend. It's just so fucking much. I cut almost. I wanted to so bad. To a point where I couldn't recover. I shouldn't be complaining about my life, because I know how bad others have it. But it's just so much. I want to scream until I pass out, I want to run away, I want to die, I want him to die. I want everything to be normal. But what is normal? What is death? Ok, I'm so out of it right now. You all shouldn't listen to me and my shit. I'm very sorry that you all had to read that, if you read it at all. Um...this chapter is kinda a diss to all of the fangirls that chase after Sasuke, I'm sorry about that too. Not a very good chapter, at least I don't think it is. Sasuke and Naruto are uh...how do I say...still "away" at the moment.

WARNING: Fanclub diss and utter lame chapter.

Chapter 5- The Only Difference

My mind is blank. Words try and force their way out of my mouth, but nothing comes out. That sick pervert was listening to me the whole time. I feel so violated and I can't stop twitching. Silence rules out everything that could have been heard exactly a minute ago. It's...he's so mind-boggling even Iruka must feel like this sometimes.

"So are you gonna stand there or give me a hug?" he asks teasingly.

"FUCK YOU, YOU DIRTY PERV!" I yell, finally getting my voice back, and slam the door in his face.

Through the door I hear him laugh slightly while walking away. Slowly, very slowly I open the door and poke my head out. Sighing in utter relief, I hurriedly dash to the bathroom. After closing and locking the door I turn the water on for the shower. When if ind the right heat I hop in and begin to wash my body off. All the while trying to rid my mind of everything that had just happened.

I know that Kakashi is seriously going to ask about Naruto. No doubt he'll tell Iruka, which means I can't do shit in school. Why is it that I don't want to tell people that I'm gay? Those stupid fangirls need a wake-up call and I'd love to see the guys try and start shit with me.

Inside my head a plan is formed. Tomorrow everyone I know is getting one hell of a reality check. But first I need to get out of the shower and head to the school to meet...who did Iruka say our Jonin was? Oh well, I'll find out soon. I get out of the shower and turn the water off.

Grabbing a towel, I wrap it around my hips after drying myself off, and unlock the door. In the hall Kakashi is nowhere in sight. He's probably downstairs or something. In my room I quickly get dressed. The clock says that it's two-twenty.

"I'll wander around town for a bit..." I say to myself slipping on a new shirt.

I'm wearing the usual outfit, but different clothes. My previous ones reside in my laundry basket at the moment. Downstairs there is no Kakashi. Maybe he went to see Iruka for a while? As I walk outside and lock the front door I shake it off. Honestly, I don't know why I care. I'm still mad for the whole masturbation thing.

Not sixty seconds go by before I hear an almost deafening: "It's Sasuke-Kun!" Followed by a hoard of Kunochi, running towards me. For once I stand still and turn around in the direction said screech came from. They all put their heels to the dirt to halt themselves a few inches in front of me. Heh, they know something's up cause I'm still here. Sadly... -Inward sigh- I might as well tell them now.

"Sasuke-Kun, you're...not running away? Oh m god everyone, he's made a decision! SASUKE-KUN KNOWS WHO HE WANTS TO BE WITH!" a blonde haired ninja shouts. Ino..ugh how vile.

"It's me, isn't it Sasuke-Kun?" Sakura asks, coming from the back of the mob somehow.

Random shouts of 'No, it's me.' 'Die bitch, it's me!' and so on can be heard.

"Uzumaki..." I whisper, trying to keep my voice quiet.

"Who?" Everyone asks, obviously not hearing what I previously said.

"...Uzumaki is the one I want." I say quite a bit louder so that they can all hear.

"NARUTO?" A few of the female nin shout out.

"You want Naruto. The guy?" Sakura and Ino ask in unison, obviously trying to remain calm.

"Yes, Naruto. The male. To put it simply for you highly...retarded-for lack of a better word- girls, I'm gay. And I love Naruto." I say with a smirk and narrowed eyes.

They all are completely silent. For once...Their faces have a hurt look and most are bawling their eyes out and walking away. Sakura and Ino are fuming with steam blowing out of their ears. Totally pissed off in other words.

"What does that dumbass have that we don't?" Ino asks, tapping her foot impatiently.

"Passion, endurance, strength, beautiful features, hot body, tight ass, a brain, however small it may be, and he knows me." I reply almost instantly as I knew that would come.

"So you choose that brat over-" Sakura begins before I cut her off.

"You will not speak of Naruto like that! Not in my presence at least. And if any-and I mean any of you hurt him...blood will be spilled." I hiss t them with the meanest glare I can. If my eyes were lasers then they'd all have holes right now.

I turn on my heels and stride away to the academy. Sakura will be there, but at least she'll not speak to me. Suddenly the ground starts to rumble. My head turns to see all of my fanclub back and running full force at me. But no it anger or sadness, not with kunai or shuriken. No, with smiles and banners saying 'SasuNaru Yaoi Supporters'.

My jaw drops in shock, before I realize they've almost reached me. Taking off as fast as I can, I run and turn a corner. There's no way I'll lead them into the classroom near Naruto. I don't want him to know yet. They stay on my tail for a long time before I jump onto roofs.

This is when I lose them all after a few more jumps. Stopping briefly, I catch my breath before walking back towards the academy. As I walk into room 2-B I get hit with an imaginable brick to the face. WHAT IF THEY SPILL TO NARUTO ON THE STREETS! My mind screams. Right as I see Naruto my mind goes wild.

He's not even doing anything. Just sitting and looking around eagerly. God he's so fucking hot! I need to find Sakura, the fanclub ringleader, and tell her to stay quiet before someone spills to Naruto I love him. She gloomily walks in the room a few minutes after me. Me, still standing and taking in some oxygen grab her and lead her away from the dobe. At seeing me she instantly perks up. She must have been upset that they lost site of me on the roofs.

"Sakura, Naruto can't know." I whisper pleadingly. Something I NEVER do.

Thankfully she senses the urgency in my voice. "Don't worry, I'll tell the others to stay quiet. But can we help get you together?" she whispers back with gleam.

"Um...no. This is something I wanna do-oi! What the fuck are you doing Usuratonkachi!" I shout at spotting a moving Naruto.

Said blonde beauty is standing on a chair holding a chalk eraser in place above he door. Once it stays o it's own he jumps down and goes to sit down, pulling the chair with him.

"It's his fault for being late!" I loot at the clock on the wall. It's three-fifteen, he is indeed late.

I got here late too though. Cause of those damn Kunochi. Sakura and I go to sit down next to Naruto. The door opens and a 'poof' is head as the eraser lands on the intruders head. Once all the chalky smoke disappears we all gape at the man before us.

"Ka...Kakashi!" I cry out in shock.

"Oi, Sasuke did you get cleaned up fully?" he asks on purpose, making me blush deeply.

Naruto and Sakura just look at me. Of course I say nothing and glare. Strong and silent, he better not fuck with me. Cause this is all I'll be if he does.

"So...Kakashi-Sensei, what are we doing first?" Naruto asks with eagerness and a gleam in his ready eyes.

"Well, I thought we'd get to know each other, but seeing as you three are on my team, it looks as if we all already know each other," Sadly I've gotten around Konoha with Kakashi by my side. My "friends" saw me and came rushing by. Introductions were made countless times. So basically everyone knows my pervy guardian. "So tomorrow will be a test. In the field." He lazily replies to Naruto while taking ou his stupid Icha Icha Violence book.

"What kind of test?" Sakura asks timidly.

"It has a sixty-six percent failure ratio. It is very difficult. I wouldn't eat breakfast if I were you either. Unless of course...you want to throw up?" Kakashi asks rhetorically and with suspense.

We all gulp. I can't decide if he's serious or not. Whatever, I'll figure it out at the house. For everything he's put me through today he better tell me.

"Why were you late?" I ask suspiciously.

"There was a meeting in the library with a fellow Jonin and it got out late. Sorry for he wait. In fact, I left some papers in there. Sasuke, would you mind going to get them?" Kakashi-Sensei asks ever-so politely. Meaning something is up.

"Sure...if you can tell me what part of the building it's in."I seriously don't know. I just use the public one.

"I can! I have some studying to do anyways. Come on Sasuke." Naruto beckons me while heading to the door.

We walk around half the place before we stop in front of an oak door. He opens it and walk sin, followed by me. Who is completely baffled on the inside. I never even knew this place had a library! Huh...and yet Naruto did. But...he's still such a dobe! How does this work?

"Hey, I think those are the papers over on that table." Naruto points to a table in the far corner.

I walk towards it while Naruto walks in a different direction down one of the aisles. Picking up the papers I leave and run back to Kakashi. After telling him I'll be home later he wink sat me before I walk back out and towards the library. Does he know I'm gonna try and make a move?

Inside the room Naruto is at a table reading. Every few seconds he writes something down on a piece of paper next to the book he's reading. Quietly I move my way around the room. Inbetween aisles of books, all so I can get close to him. As I start to approach him, close range- about five feet away- he stands up. Book in hand and pen on the table he turns and starts to walk.

Taku: Yeah not a whole lot in this chapter. But it sorta leads up to a few big events in the next one.

Naruto: Sasuke actually kept it in his pants!

Taku: O.O when the fuck did you get here?

Naruto: We were here the whole time! You were too busy spacing out to notice.

Taku: Oh. Yeah, I knew you two were here the whole time. Just-hey, wait. Sasuke? Have you seen Kiba anywhere?

Sasuke: -Picks up book by bed and opens it with back turned to me- Um...on our way back from my place I think I saw him run off towards the mini-mart. Why?

Taku: -Shoots out of chair and out of the house-

Naruto: Poor Kiba.

Sasuke: No, poor Taku. Kiba's gonna ravish him.

Naruto: You mean like you did to me?

Sasuke: -blush- probably...yeah. Kiba's kinky like that.

Naruto: And you would know this how Sasuke-Kun?

Sasuke: ...Don't forget to review for Taku-San. He'd really appreciate it. Especially with everything he's been going threw. -Closes book-

Naruto: -grabs book from Sasuke's hands and reads cover- Sasuke! That's his journal!

Sasuke: I know...deep shit in here.

Naruto: -chases Sasuke around to hit him- You don't evade peoples privacy! How would you feel if I read your journal?

Sasuke: You read my journal?