A/N: Sorry it took so long to update. I've been sick and my internet has been down. But it is fixed now and I will continue to update on a more regualr basis. Thank you for your reviews!
Disclaimer: I don't own Fruba, I will never own Fruba, no matter how much I wish for it to be so.
Chapter 3- Natural Cleansing
The graying clouds above me put me in a melancholy-like state. My skin is still aflame with the warmth of Ayame, his scent still upon my skin. The various buckles on my boots jingle free in sync with the thud of my feet pounding the ground with each step. I hadn't bothered with fastening them in my haste to leave. It wasn't that I needed to be away from Ayame, per se, but that I needed to be away from everybody, everything. I always feel so soiled after sex. I pull the fur collar of my coat around my neck and look for shelter as I feel the fall of the first raindrop. The next one falls on my cheek, reminding me of the tears I shed earlier and would most likely shed tonight in my lonely bed. I lift my head towards the sky. My face is covered with the heaven's tears, which seem to make mine seem insignificant. My arms rise up, almost on their own, until my body resembles the cross around my neck. And I stand there, wishing that the rain would wash it all away...standing there, thinking of all the wrong things that I wanted, needed to happen for my true happiness...standing there wishing for a release, yet relishing in my pain, the one thing that was constant in my life...standing there getting soaked from the rain that soaked to my bone, yet didn't take anything away from me. The light drizzle had grown to a downpour. I could feel the raindrops all over, trying to purify my sin, my guilt, my love...
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