Diclaimer: I don't own Fruba, I will never own Fruba, nor will that ever change. How much does that suck?
Chapter 6- Escape
My room seems more like a cell than place of sanctuary. The darkness smothers me...I'm drowning in black...I feel the change coming on before I even realize it. It's getting harder to sense it now. I don't know exactly how to describe it, the change I mean. The closest thing I can think of isn't even my own words. I was watching TV once and they were interviewing this guy who had murdered his wife. He was talking about the rush the kill had given him. He said, "It was like all the weights that had been holding me back from doing what I wanted to do were lifted. I was free to do whatever my heart desired without even considering the consequences...that's what it really came down to, I knew there were going to be consequences for my actions, but I really didn't give a damn."
He ended up getting away with temporary insanity and was sent to an institution. Heh, maybe that's where I belong.
Black Haru's winning inside my head...he'll be here in a minute. I can typically hold him back pretty easily, around typical situations, but lately, I'm losing what little control I had.
But I never really had control of anything. There's only one person that I feel right with, that I feel like me. Not White Haru, or Black Haru, but just Haru.
I'm so fucking sick of sitting around waiting for him to acknowledge my existence. I know he sees me as his friend but it's hard for even his friends to crack the wall he's built around himself. It's because of Akito, the fucking bastard. He doesn't want anyone to touch his "precious Yuki." Well, I'm tired of just sitting back in the shadows! Fuck Akito and his mind games! I'm not going to hide and wait anymore! I will not just watch from a corner as he takes Yuki away!
As I left the main house, I didn't even look behind me. All I could focus on was my destination and the satisfaction I was certain to receive.
I'm so evil. what happens next? Well, I guess you'll just have to wait and see! Mwahahahahaha!