A/N: Ok, so not as soon as I said, but still better than what I have been doing. Please review and let me know what you guys think. I think you'll be pleased with where this is going. I've been doing a lot of plot planning and I think I know where I want to end this monster of genius. (Sorry, a little bit of conceitedness ) Anywho, enjoy and review!!
Chapter 19: Breaking Point
"Oh my gosh, Haru!. . .How're you feeling? You look pretty bad. But I probably shouldn't have said that, huh? Sorry, my bedside manner needs some work, obviously."
Her voice hurts my head and her smile is sickening. How can someone be that naïve and ignorant of the pain around her?
"So, umm,. . .I just came by to see how you were doing. Yuki told me that you were hurt and I wanted to see if there was anything that I could do. He wanted to be here, but he wasn't able to make it. Something to do with Akito."
I want to shut her up. She's making it worst. Why can't she just leave me alone? And the darkness builds up almost to breaking point. The last thing I need is for her to be sitting there, all happy and fucking sunshine when I'm miserable and aching and fucking beat within an inch of my life.
"Anyways, I brought you some strawberries from his garden, they should make you feel little better. Whenever, I get hurt I always-"
CRACK!
"OH, SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! What the fuck are you EVEN doing here? You barely even know me. I would think you take advantage of this time and go after him, just like you always wanted to! God, you are SO disgusting!!! You think you can come into this family and make everything better, don't you?!?! Well, I'm sorry to burst your fucking bubble, little girl, but that is not how things work in the real world! The real world is full of torture, and not just the physical, oh, no that would be too nice. The thing that really fucks you up is when they invade your soul and suck it dry. You don't have any idea of what that's like! YOU'VE HAD A BRUSH AGAINST PAIN COMPARED TO WHAT THEI PIECE OF SHIT WORLD HAS DEALT ME! YOU'RE JUST A STUPID LITTLE DELUDED GIRL!!!"
The world is a blur of red and black. I don't know what's going on. I just know I heard myself snap. I had never felt this before. This rage, this pain, it had built up too much. I didn't even have control. I just knew that I was running. Running away from her, from what I had done, and from what the world.
A/N: Intense, and yes, I know, it is pretty short, but this chapter had to be. Review and let me know what you think. Oh yah, by the way. I already know I'm evil; you don't have to tell me.