Garra wandered down the cold street in the same clothes he left the house in 1 month 2days 3 hours 26 minutes ad 30 seconds past since he left he knows because he counted. "Lee I am sorry only if you could here me, I am so…so sorry said garra. As the dark sky stormed matching garra's dark mood he walked looking finding himself at the place he wanted to be but didn't want to be the most. He walks up to the…his apartment and walks in to find no one. Then garra falls onto the floor and lee comes out of the kitchen knife in hand taking a knife and stabbing at his entrance. Garra wants to scream but something caught his voice but suddenly everything goes black but still feels lee's knife entering him. His eyes flutter open to see a man on top of him entering him in the dark alley he kicks the guy off with the little strength he has puts his clothes on and begins to walk just like his dream to where he doesn't belong.
Lee is back at the STD free testing doctor. "Mr. Rock may I please have the name of your 'cough' lover, so I may see if he is on record as an HIV or aids patient said doctor Stevenson. " his name is garra momomochi" said lee with a sound of remorse in his voice that the doctor could clearly here. "What's wrong son is something wrong" said the doctor.
Lee explained in detail what happened since he met garra until now and the doctor listened and nodded sending indications of listening. " I am sorry mister rock but garra was a dry tester our machine was out of order when we tested him we gave him wrong results we couldn't contact him because their was no contact numbers or addresses we are sorry for the mista………… the doctor couldn't finish because his jewels were almost shattered with lee's kick. "Garra I'll find you one way or another" said lee
Garra walked into the house like in his dream to find Naruto on the couch reading. Naruto looks up from his book to find garra." Ga…ga…garra" Naruto says with enthusiasm. Naruto jump's and hugs garra I can't believe your back you look terrible come on garra lets get you cleaned" Naruto said." Sasuke!!!!!!!!!! Come garra's back help me out you lazy bum!!!" said Naruto loudly. Sasuke walked slowly down the stairs eyes clothes. Sasuke get over here or….or….or….no sex ever said Naruto with a smirk. Sasuke jumps down the stairs almost breaking an ankle. Before Sasuke can get their garra falls." Garra!!!!!" They screamed in unison.
Lee walks through the door and says guys I'm….. GARRA!!!!! He sees garra on the floor bleeding from his entrance all over the rug, Naruto and Sasuke near his body. Lee runs over to garra but garra gets up all of a sudden and arms wrap around him he pushes the arms away in a delirious state." he seems still asleep "says Sasuke. Lee Naruto get back he isn't himself right now said Sasuke with a stern look. Garra runs to the kitchen and grabs a knife keeping it in front of him. Naruto goes toward garra and the knife swings but misses Naruto by inches Sasuke then makes the jump for the knife but he jumps back when garra swings with a quick slice cutting some of his hair. Lee takes a deep breath and dashes at garra, he swings his knife missing lee but then swings again cutting lee's cheek just slightly a trickle of blood came out but, lee took the chance to hug garra snapping him out of his trance. Lee feels garra's hot tears run down his face " it's ok garra I'm here now it's ok" says lee. Garra drops the knife "no, it's not ok" he pushes lee off and runs out the door lee notices theirs a trail of blood after garra and quickly follows.
Garra sat down in the snow with his back up against the trunk of the old cedar; this had been his place of hiding ever since he could remember. It was far enough away that no one would even think to follow, and close enough to where he didn't feel quite as banished.
He felt sick of running away, it seemed that it was the only thing he could ever do. Simply keep on running until you find the answers you are looking for, but what if they never come, and you are on an eternal journey that never seems to fade. It would seem that as of late he wasn't even sure what he was running from, weather it was those around him, or was it himself. There was no one in the world that understood him, and if there was, they sure as hell were taking their time in making themselves known.
Garra watched silently as the snow fell around him. The frozen crystals so symbolic of what he felt he was. They were cold and unfeeling, yet so very fragile. His thoughts were soon interrupted by the sound of footsteps in the distance. A dark figure was walking rather slowly through the brush; apparently someone else had a rough day too. The figure obviously didn't know he was there, for it was not heading in his exact direction. Garra hadn't seen anyone around here in a while, so naturally this intrusion made him curious. He got up from his current position only to realize that his pants were now soaked all over the place from the snow, but at the moment he didn't really bother to care. He made his way through the trees as quietly as possible to gain a better visual on the figure. Garra watched as it stopped by a small and half frozen stream, it was a sudden movement that puzzled him. That is, until he realized that the figure had already known he was there.
"Why are you following me?" said garra in a harsh, but rather familiar tone. Lee blinked a few times in sheer confusion. "Because garra I am sorry and kicking you out was wrong I didn't mean to be so harsh I just was mad I don't know forgive me please garra said lee". "Ok I forgive u bye said garra in a childish voice" bye what do you mean………………………….GARRAA! As garra collapsed on the ground the snow all soaked in a red liquid that lee knew was blood.
"Naruto are you ok I know you are probably much traumatized about what happen says Sasuke"." No I am fine said Naruto with a smile". I admire that about you. How you can just turn around and deal with everything that goes on in your life. You think that it's not a big deal, and you don't say anything to anyone. You don't like to draw attention to yourself. Unlike me, I could trip and fall on my ass and people would make a shrine out of It." Naruto didn't expect to get a reaction out of the raven beside him, but apparently he did as he heard a slight chuckle emerge from him.
"Sasuke you know we will be together forever no matter what tries to break us apart like lee and garra know secrets we been through our troubled times but I think it is time for us to look toward the future says Naruto". "Sasuke says yea……"with guilt in his eyes. //Damn it how do I tell Naruto he will probably over react but he will have a reason to because I just got the letter that might change all out lives forever 18 or not we still have childhood problems to take care of. Damn it why do things always got to get wrong when things finally get right damn it I can't take it anymore why don't I just die. Shit but Naruto could know I saw the letter ripped open was he the one who opened he letter from orochimarau. Naruto will have to go back to him and his new husband itachi uchia//. Naruto kisses Sasuke on the cheek and heads to the bathroom where he looks at himself in the mirror the pulls out the razor blade in his pocket and cuts his forearm he feels pain then relief as the pain slides down his wrists. He examines the other marks all over his arm as the blood pores but he quickly cleans the cut out and pulls down his sleeve and run out back to sasuke his boyfriend and lee and garra his friends and thinks how long will this last.