Dragon: Ok, Wonnykins could not type this chapter so she gave it to me to do it. Sorry it took me so long to type this up but I am really busy. I will be busy for a while so it will be slow updates since I have to type this stuff up in bits and pieces.

Wonnykis: Well type faster, faster, FASTER!

Dragon: I cant do it any faster then my brain and fingers can (and folks that is not very fast)

Satoshi: This is going to be one of the most depressing chapters that you will read in this story.

Shigeru: I would miss Sato-chan sooo much if this really happened.

Wonnykins: Good so far, no flames just yet. But if I do get one I will be very happy because I have been wanted to roast these marshmallows for ages.

Dragon: . . .

Shigeru: no comment. If I say something she will just make something out of it.

Wonnykins: Well, whatever. I am going to do the disclaimer this time. OK, I do not own Pokemon, Shigeru, or Satoshi. If I did you would sorely get some rated R Shi-Shi action in the series.

Dragon: … no comment

Wonnykins: Well, I hope you like this chapter be reashe there is more to come. I have done some of the next chapter already. So here a go.

"(Gulp) I…I…."

I searched his eyes and I saw hope, love and nervousness.

I looked down at my hands and finally uttered a one-word reply;

"Yes."

There was 2 seconds of silence. Thinking he hadn't heard me, I repeated it, raising my voice a little hysterically. "Yes, yes! I love you, shimata! Are you happy now? You'll probably go back and tell everyone just like you always do won't----." I gulped, tears spilling over my eyes.

"Won't you?" I finished, crying it out. I then began to sob.

I wasn't sure why I was crying. I felt despair running through me. I was so sure he'd break his promise. Everyone'd shun me. No one could know I loved a boy.

I hiccupped, reaching up to wipe my eyes.

"I gatta go back…" I stopped before I could say, 'to the Poke' center," the reason being that someone was wiping away my tears.

And it wasn't me.

I hadn't raised my eyes yet, and I did so at this point. Shigeru looked at me with a mixed look of hurt and concern on his face. He was still holding my face in his hands, brushing my tears away with his thumbs. I sniffled, a few more tears steaming down my cheeks.

"Satoshi-kun…" His voice is so clear, even now; soft and low; full of concern, "Satoshi-kin……please…" His hands slid from my face and around my back, pulling me closer to him; "….Please don't cry…..I love you too. Au shitteru, Sato-kun. Don't cry…"

I could feel his heart beating hast beneath his sweater. I slid my arms around him as well. I couldn't take it in at first. After a few seconds I was hit with it. Shigeru loved me. I sighed, closing my eyes. You tire out after a good cry. And he was so warm under my body. So warm and close…

He tilted my face up to his. Just inches apart. I wasn't ashamed to face him now. Now, I knew, he cared for me, and would always be there for me. We dew closer, until I could feel his breath on my lips. "Au shitteru, Shigeru-kun.." I whispered. I merely closed the gap between us as a replay.

That was my first kiss.

End Falshback (Dragon: Finally!)

I was only fifteen (My sixteenth birthday just passed, recently). We began dating soon after that. About a month after that, we started taking it a step further. I'd never had sex , but I liked it, all the same. The thing was, though, that we had to be careful. I'm not very ordinary.

You see, I have a condition that has only been recorded in the history of humans twice. It's a common condition in some types of amphibians and fish. I can change my sex. Now on my command; whether I want to or now, it happens every two week. I have wet dreams, like most boys, but I get a period. Needless to say, the condition is something I'd love to get rid of.

I, however, didn't care about that at the time. I had Shigeru; I loved him, and he me. I was to wrapped up in our relationship to worry about it unless I had my period. So ordinary life for us went on.

About a week after we starting having sex, when I was due to change back, I stayed a girl. (The only was you can tell is look below my waist) We were both a little worried, but I figured I was just a little late. Not so.

I was pregnant.

It's unheard of; a boy having a baby. So I panicked. I didn't tell Shigeru. When I had morning sickness, I told him it was a stomach bug. Gaining a little weight? Stuffing myself.

Then, of course, about a month into my pregnancy I was kidnapped. No one knew I was going to have a baby. I don't remember very well what happened when I was taken. I only know that I was with Shigeru at a restaurant. I wasn't feeling to hot, so I went back to the bathroom t see it I wasn't going to be sick. When I entered the bathroom, someone hit me and I woke up here. I was here for four months after, convinced I was going to be rescued before my baby came. Around that time, my hopes changed.

Flashback

I woke up to the sound of my prison door being whapped against the wall. "Up!" I was dragged, half asleep, to my feet. My stomach was pretting big then. My captor sneered at me. Everyone seemed to thing I was ever weight, so I didn't have a whole lot to worry about.

He held me against the wall. I closed my eyes, ready for him to stike my face.

He punched my stomach instead.

My eyes snapped open, shocked. He lift right after. To this day I still don't know if his knew about the baby inside of me.

I drew my knees up to my chest as best as I could. "It's okay. The pain'll go away. It'll be alright…" But the pain just kept getting worse and worse. By this point, I had managed to get upon to the pathetic little cot. The crotch of my pants became soaked with blood. All that ran thought my mind was 'I can't give birth now' I finally stripped of the clothing covering my bottom half, ready to a certain point.

No matter my condition, my hips were still a boy's so giving birth was pretty hard on me, even though the baby was only five months developed. And all that proved to be fore nothing. The baby girl I'd gave to wasn't breathing.

She had her father's hair and his eyes as well. She looked almost like Shigeru. Her heart gave one, pathetic beat and she was gone. Even dead, she looked beautiful. But she would never open those gorgeous green eyes.

I was so shocked. I had pulled off my vest off to keep her warm and dry her often and as I sat there with it in my arms, I blinked. I felt nothing at first. I just sat there covered in blood, weak, sore, and exhausted.

When it finally sunk in that my baby would be able to see her mother, me or, if I even was rescued, her father. I cried out in despair. I cried myself to sleep, my baby lifeless body in my arms. During the night, someone must have taken her, because she and my vest were gone the next morning.

End flashback

So, now, I don't have any hope left that I will be rescued. I cough. Blood flecks cover the palm of my hand. I hope I'm dying. I don't care anymore about like anymore now. I just want to stop the pain and misery.

I close my eyes, two tears rolling sown my cheeks. My baby is dead, Shigeru is gone, and I'm in pain. I just want to get away. And if death is an option right now,. I'll take it.

As I close my mind for the last time, I see Shigeru in from of me. His warmth under me and his hands whipping away my tears….

"Please don't cry, Satoshi-kun, Au Shitteru…"

Dragon: I am sooo sorry that took so long to type up. I have actually had this for about 2 or 3 weeks but I have been too busy until now to type it up. I don't have as much time on my hands as I used to anymore, I wish I did though. There would be soo much up. But whatever, I am doing the best I can.

Wonnykins: That is ok Dragon, everyone gets busy sometimes. But, owell. I hope you liked this chapter! Please R and R! Member if you flame me I will get to roast these marshmallows that I have been saving!

Dragon; O and Wonny has dont some of the next chapter all ready, and OMG it is like sooooooo good! I was like OMG I want more! So just wait, it gets better! XD