Disclaimers are in previous chapters.
June 12, 2006
Dear Diary,
They broke up.
Sara and Grissom broke up.
She denies that it has anything to do with me – us – but I don't know.
Grissom's been looking at me differently.
A part of me is jumping for joy; Sara's free to be with me.
But another part of me is so unsure.
I know she still loves him. She always has.
The sadness in her eyes is so evident since the breakup, and it makes me wonder.
Wonder if maybe I should wait a while to make my move.
Or wait for her to make a move on me.
Yeah. Like that'll happen.
Ha.
I'm just afraid.
Afraid that she'll just use me as her "rebound" guy.
And that's not what I want.
I want her to be with me because she wants to be with me.
Not because she can't be with Grissom.
So, I'll wait as long as I have to for her.
I'll wait my whole life if that's how long it takes.
For Sara Sidle, I would do ANYTHING.
XOXO
Greg