My feelings for you
Konnichiwa!!!! My kawaii tomodachis!!!! I'm back with the fourth chappy yeah!!! Oh yeah!!! (Sorry about that Tehehe… XD! ) Well as you already know, in this chapter our wonderful Sakura is going to forget that she loves Syaoran…. (Author starts to cry …) gomene it's just… well you'll fin out what I'm talking about reading the story…. Ok last time on my feelings for you….
This is it – Sakura thought feeling a little nervous – I'm going to tell Syaoran how I feel …. I'm going to tell him… that I love him… - She smiled, they were getting closer to the shrine, but none of them noticed a certain black haired boy that had been following them… ever since they left the school….
DISCLAIMER: I don't own CCS characters, they belong to the wonderful world of CLAMP, I only own Yuzuki and his crazy master….u.u….
Chapter 4
Forgotten love and a new one?!
Our favorite couple was already at the Tsukimine Shrine, just watching the beautiful night sky… Sakura was resting her head on Syaoran´s shoulder. None of them said anything in the last minutes because they were so absorbed in that moment, it seems like they want to memorize it forever…. Sakura felt that this was the perfect moment, to confess her feelings….
- Syao…. – She started – Syao… I want to tell you something - She blushed cutely – Something that it's very important to me…
- What is it Saku? – Syaoran said looking at her with all the love in his heart
They were happy feeling each others love, of course they didn't know that it was LOVE… but oh gosh…. They were happier than ever…
Watching every move they made, hiding behind the cherry blossom tree that belongs to the Tsukimine Shrine, was the black haired boy smiling evilly, the moment of vengeance had come for him…He started to recite a spell merely whispering and when he finished, he had on his hands a strange artifact, like a crystal sphere, two of them to be exact… - First part of the job done – He said – Then he put one of those spheres right on his heart and recite another spell – Gods of the universe and this world, fill this sphere with the love I own – The sphere started to fill with a creepy dark blue glow and when it finished the boy put it safely on his pocket…
He went to watch what was happening with our kawaii couple, he saw that she started to say her confession so he said the second part of his plan, a ritual – Gods of the past present and future, hear my prayer, stop the time at this very moment, so I can do what I have to do… - He repeated this ritual two more times and the time stopped… (A/n Yeah I know I suck at spells and that shit tehehe so bear with me fellows ;)
Back with S and S
They were looking deeply and with such love….how sweet….
- Syao….
- Hai….
- Syao… I just want….
- …
- I just want to tell you…
- …
- I just want to tell you that I lov….
The time stopped, both of them were paralyzed because of the ritual the black haired boy had just made…
He approached to the place they were talking, to him the scene he had in front of his eyes was so funny that he started to laugh hysterically and said in a sarcastic teasing voice – Awww, poor of you, it looks like you are never going to hear what she wanted to tell you, but hey!!, you have good taste and she is so hot!!!, by the way only for you to know… she is going to be only mine…
He turned to look at Sakura, he searched for a minute in his pocket and took out the two crystal spheres and put them on Sakura´s heart, and again he recite the spell, the same he had used before but a little bit different – Gods of the universe, gods of the world, replace the feelings in this woman heart, make her forget the one she cares, and put my feelings on her instead….( a/n geeeezzz…. I suck at spells told ya! I think I'm just going to leave this magic stuff to J K Rowling X.x… ok on with the story…)
This is how Sakura forgot she love Syaoran, at the time a pink glow left Sakura´s heart, the creepy blue one entered on it, on of those balls contains now the feelings of Sakura, the gaki then put the spheres again in his pocket, he turned again to look at Syaoran with an assassin gaze – Prepare to suffer Li Syaoran, you are going to regret the day you were born… - Saying those words he disappeared and the time went back to normal….
- What do you want to tell me Saku? - Syaoran asked with excitement on his voice – The moment is finally here!!! – He thought
- Ahhhhh…. – She was confused – I don't remember what I want to tell him – She thought – Why is he looking me like that? I know he confess his feelings for me, but… I don't like him the way he likes me…I only like him like a FRIEND… Am I wrong? – I…. – She spoke again – I don't remember Syao ehehehe… gomene – She blurted out looking in another direction.
- Ok… - He said very disappointed – Let me walk you home…
- Sure lets go…
This is how an opportunity got lost with her feelings for Syaoran on it…
One month had passed, and Sakura had changed a lot, she prefer to spent her time with that Miyamoto boy than her friends, she also treat Syaoran very different now, well not that different, she kept treating him only like a FRIEND and NOTHING else…
Tomoyo and Eriol had been worried about Sakura´s drastic change of attitude, but they were more worried about Syaoran… They could see the pain on his amber eyes every time he saw Sakura talking, giggling and drooling about that guy… They honestly didn't know what to do, even Eriol didn't know what was going to happen next, but they did know something… Syaoran was getting depressed more every day…
One day, Syaoran decided to take an opportunity, one of the last for him…
- A…. Anno… Sakura-chan? – He said to her nervously, he had decided that he would do anything to get Sakura´s heart back again
- Nani Syaoran-kun? (a/n notice that treat each other now with the kun and chan…) – She was giggling because of that Miyamoto gaki, he was talking to her you know, so she wasn't paying to much attention on whatever Syaoran was telling to her…
- I was just wondering… maybe If you are not to busy, can you spent the next Friday with me? – He trembled maybe she was going to reject him but to his delight she accepted
- Sure – And she returned to continue talking with Miyamoto
- Arigato Sakura-chan!!! – He said happily to her, but she didn't hear him
The week passed quickly and Friday finally arrived, Syaoran had been excited all the week, he looked more happy, relaxed, you describe it, the important thing here was that he was going to tell Sakura how he felt about her, again, another kiseki chance…
The day ended and Syaoran approached nervously to Sakura, Tomoyo and Eriol were there watching every move they made feeling nervous too…
- Errr…. Sakura chan are you ready to leave? I think we can go to get something to eat first and after that – Syaoran started to say to her, she was keeping quickly all her school stuff in her backpack, then she stand up and look at Syaoran with an "I'm so sorry" gaze…
- Gomene Syaoran-kun maybe another time I promised Yuzuki that I'm going with him to the movies today, hontoni gomenasai!! – And saying that she stormed out the classroom holding hands with Yuzuki…(a/n damn Yuzuki I promise you guys that I'm going to make him suffer….)
- Going to the movies…. – Syaoran finished silently what he was going to tell her, he looked down, his bangs of chocolate hair covered his sad face, Tomoyo and Eriol didn't know what to say to Syaoran, then a tear fall down his cheeks, he was so depressed now, all the happiness he had experimented the whole week disappeared in a second…
- Syaoran daijobudesuka? – Tomoyo asked him softly, he them reacted, wiped away the tear and put a fake smile to his friends
- ahahahaha I didn't know you guys still here!!! – He added trying to put a charming voice, but was failing miserably…
- Syaoran…- Eriol began to say
- Well good you are here – He put two movie tickets on Eriol´s hand – Here, you can have them. I'm not going to need them anymore so there you go!!! Have fun with Tomoyo!!! – He said this laughing, but even if he was laughing, tears were falling uncontrollably down his face.
- Syaoran stop it – Tomoyo said starting to cry too, it hurt her to saw her friend like that
- What? No problem guys have fun and enjoy your date!!! – And saying that he left the classroom running the fastest he can
He arrived to his apartment, feeling like crab, that he didn't eat that day, he just locked himself in his room, and let go all the pain he was carrying in his soul through his tears….
Tomoyo and Eriol were preoccupied about our kawaii Syaoran, he didn't go to school until Wednesday….
- Oh Syaoran thank god you are here!! - Tomoyo said hugging her friend – Why you didn't come to school?
- I had flu Tomoyo (it is a lie) but I'm ok now – He smiled
- Welcome back Syaoran – Eriol said
- Thanks Eriol….
He took his seat and looked outside the window, it was a beautiful day with blue sky and gorgeous big white clouds, he decided that he wasn't going to talk with Sakura is she didn't even want to talk with him, is she wants to talk fine, and if she doesn't also fine…
Sakura arrived after him (typical) and when she saw him, she smiled, the truth is, she had been worried about Syaoran absence too (but she kept that like a secret) so she approached to him and said happily…
- Ohayo Syaoran-kun!! Genki? I've been worried about you, you know? – She was smiling at him, but he didn't care to look at her, not because he didn't want to, just because it hurt him a lot…
- You do? Well I'm fine – He asked her question in a sarcastic voice
-Uh ok… - She said, she felt sad about his reaction but she pushed that feeling away…
Lunch time. They were having their obentos, well it was just Tomoyo Eriol and Syaoran, because Sakura was eating with "Yuzuki"… they were silent all the recess and when the bell rang Sakura went to where they were finishing their food and started to speak
- Guys I have to tell you some exciting news!! – She said smiling – Wait for me after school ok? – Then she left running and went back to the classroom with Yuzuki holding hands….
- What do you think she wants to tell us? – Tomoyo asked with a concerned voice
- I don't know my princess… - Eriol said feeling worried
- I just hope… - Syaoran started – Never mind…come on guys…
Tomoyo Eriol and Syaoran were waiting for Sakura at the school gate, and to their surprise she arrived with that Yuzuki gaki, holding her by her waist…
- Kami sama…..onegai…..no….. – Syaoran thought, he felt his heart starting to shatter, but maybe he was just thinking the wrong thing…
- Hello Minna-san!!! – Sakura started to speak with dreamy eyes – I have to tell you something… something that is very important to me… - She blushed cutely (a/n ha reminds you something?)
- What is it Sakura? – Tomoyo asked feeling very uncomfortable about her best friends' reactions
- Well…. – She looked at Yuzuki, he nodded and then she said it…
- Yuzuki and I…. Well we are now a couple!!! – And she hugged him
Tomoyo Eriol and Syaoran eyes widened in shock and horror…. But no one was more shocked than Syaoran…
Seeing his cherry blossom with another guy like this, and at the sound of her last words… Syaorans heart broke in a million pieces….
End of chapter
Ahhh! I finished it…. Well what do you think???... Hope you like it… and don't worry everything has to get worst to get better at the end….. heheheh….. muahahaha…. PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ send me a review waaaaa!!! And make this pretty sexy author happy… so plz onegai send me a review…. Until the next time brothers and sisters!!!! Ja ne!!!
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