Ahh you all suck for not giving me reviews,and yet i am gracing you with another fun filled chappie. S'ok tho. i'm writing better stuff now. and wont have to worry about this one no more. i think im gonna abandon it. Even the hits are slowing down. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

After a tiring day of work, Axel dragged himself inside and to his bedroom where he collapsed onto his bed and intended to fall asleep immediately.
"You know, that was really cruel of you to do to me this morning." Axel rolled over on to his back and gave a tired grin to Roxas who seemed, sure enough, not very angry at all.
"So, you gonna punish me?" he asked closing his eyes.
"I'll think of something," Roxas replied and crawled next to Axel on the bed.
"Why are you still in my house?" Axel asked after a long pause. Roxas snuggled closer to Axel and breathed into his best friend's ear.
"I'm pretty sure I missed you," Roxas whispered,
"And I'm pretty sure I promised myself I'd never leave you alone if I could help it," he added and closed his eyes, Axel's warm body encasing him in a sanctuary, feeling sure that he would never leave it.

It wasn't until later on in the week when Roxas finally went back home to deal with life without Axel beside him every minute of the day. Things started out alright and he went to visit Axel every chance he had. As he finished off his day at work, he couldn't help but think of how much longer it would be until he could see Axel again. He walked through the front door of his house, and instead of going to the phone, he went straight to the computer, as he knew almost definitely that's what Axel was doing at his own home, talking to his now ex-girlfriend Namine.

By the time Roxas had logged on, he started to second guess his relationship with Axel. Had he really broken up with her? He was still talking to her quite a bit, almost obsessively. Sure enough, there he was, online along with Namine. Not even a couple of seconds later, he was being added into a full blown conversation that the two had already been in for what seemed like hours. A little jealous, Roxas played nicely by masking his jealousy with his regular, goofy self. The conversation went on for a pleasant five minutes until Namine made a joke about Axel having secret feelings about her.
"You know Roxas, that Axel loves me more, and that he'd do anything for me," she started, until Axel cut in and continued.
"It's true. I owe you so much Nami," he said, not realizing that Namine probably meant what she said. Roxas, filled with jealousy and anger lashed out almost instantly.
"You know your right, so why don't you go out with her instead, I don't need you and I don't need anyone, and if that's what makes you happy, I'm willing to find another person to care about. Not to mention it'll be a girl, because I'm normal and that's what normal guys usually care about, girls."

In a watery haze beneath his glazed, teary eyes, he tried to type a lasting response to the boy who shattered his heart.
"You're a freak Axel, what kind of guy pretends to love another guy, that's wrong and everyone knows it!" With that sentence out of the way, Roxas rushed to the washroom, where he threw up and rested, alone on the cold, ceramic floor. Roxas regained his composure and sat up to hear the phone ringing. He didn't feel like answering but the ring wasn't letting up and was giving him a slight headache.
"Hello," he managed to say without revealing how much of a mess he really was.
"Hey Roxas, it's Namine. Don't hang up it's about Axel he might be in trouble." Roxas held his thumb on the hang up button and was about to push it when he heard Axel's name come out of her voice cracked and worried. He left his thumb on the button but refrained to push it down.
"What happened," his voice faltered slightly, giving of some evidence to the state he was in at the moment.
"He's really sorry, I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have said what I said. I should be happy for you two, I just haven't really let go of him yet. He didn't realize that I was serious, he thought it was a joke between us two,"
Namine's voice cracked completely, and she started to sob.
"Blame me, please, I don't think you understand how much he loves you, how much he'd do for you, what he'd give-"
"I thought this was about Axel being in trouble," Roxas cut in, trying his hardest not to fall to pieces listening to Namine tell him what he already knew, how much Axel actually cared for him, how Roxas had virtually destroyed his own feelings and Axel's feelings, the only person that loved him more than what he could ever understand.
"So, what happened?" he finished, not expecting an intelligent reply.
"He's acting…funny," Namine choked out after a long pause.
"Please, come back online, and tell him you love him. If it's true that is,"

Namine hung up without even a hint of a goodbye and Roxas, feeling like he should apologize, regardless of how much more he owed Axel for telling him those lies, went to see what Namine was so worried about. Again, when he logged on, he was spiraled into a conversation being held between Axel and Namine.
"Just tell me who Axel!" the familiar pink letters popped up onto the screen revealing Namine's identity.
"I'm sorry, but I have to go! They're after me Nami! Help me! I can't take this! I can't go back there!" The red letters had their own life to them, stabbing Roxas with a fear he's only ever had once.
"Axel calm down baby, it's me, Roxas. It's in your mind Axel, it's the heroin. No ones after you ok?"
Roxas was breaking down himself when he typed what he knew. It was only when Axel had overdosed on heroin when Roxas felt this weird, agonizing pain in his chest. He didn't know he was right this time, but like the first time, without even seeing his best friend put the needle into his skin, Roxas had felt that something was terribly wrong.