Love and Regret

Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot, a pack of gt one menthol cigarettes, a shitty job, and a missing dvd player remote.

Chapter 7: How did you know?

I washed my hand that touched Kikyo's. I couldn't stand her. Everytime she was near me she gave me the creeps. Something about the cold dead look in her eyes. Or the fact that she is entirely fake. No personality of her own unless she got it out of cosmo magazine. 'How did she know about the Kagome scrapbooks though?' I thought to myself. There is no way she suddenly became observant. Shes not that smart to notice my obsession. Not that she is stupid just unobservant and braindead. 'I'll worry about this later, I have to see Mitsuki!' I thought while wiping my hands off on a paper towel. I ran out of my room grabbing my cigarettes on the way out. I ran down the stairs not even bothering saying goodbye to my mom. I lit a cigarette while putting my shoes on at the door.

"Hello little brother." That voice, I knew it. Where did I know that voice. SESSHOMARU! My mind clicked. "What are you doing here?" I asked suspiciously. "I'm here to see how you have been." Sesshomaru said flatly. "What a load of shit, who are you trying to fool?" I asked. Sesshomaru let a small smile show before he turned around and walked away. I took the one shoe I had on off and followed him to the living room. I sat down on the recliner and pulled the ashtray into my lap. There was silence until I grabbed the remote for the radio and put on a cd I had left in there a long time ago. Akon and Young Jeezy Soul Survivor.

Convict
(Akon Singing with beat fills in background)
Akon and Young Jeezy
Tryin' to take it easy
Only way to go
And So...

Chorus (Akon):
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block
With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now)
'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah)
I'm just a Soul Survivor

'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop
Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now)
If you a rida (Yeah)
Or just a Soul Survivor

Verse1 (Young Jeezy):
(Let's get it) I can't sleep--we livin' in Hell (Yeah)
First they, give us the work then they throw us in jail (Ayy)
Won't trip ya--I'm trafficing in the white
Please Lord don't let me go to jail tonight (Yeah)
Who Me? I'm a Soul Survivor
Ask about 'em in the street, the boy Jeez a rida (Jeez a rida)
A hundred grand on my wrist, yeah right (Ha Ha), Sups
Fuck the club, dawg, I rather count a million bucks (Ayy)

Chorus (Akon):
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block
With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now)
'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah)
I'm just a Soul Survivor

'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop
Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now)
If you a rida (Yeah)
Or just a Soul Survivor

Verse2 (Young Jeezy):
Another day, another dolla (dolla)-same block, same nigga, same part, same green
I guess we got the same dreams (Ayy)
Or is it the same nightmares (nightmares)
We let the Thugs do it for us--we don't cry tears (That's right)
Real niggaz don't budge
When Mail Man got his time he shot birds at the judge (Yeah)
I'm knee deep in the game
So when it's time to read up, I'm knee deep in the cane (Damn)
Real talk, Look, I'm tellin' you mayne (tellin' you mayne)
If you get jammed up don't mention my name
Forgive me Lord--I know I aint livin' right
Gotta feed the block, niggaz starvin', they got appitites (Ayy)
And this is er'day, it never gets old (Old)
Thought I was a juvenile stuck to the G-Code (Yeah)
This aint a rap song, nigga this is my life (this is my life)
And if the hood was a battlefield then I'd earn stripes (Yeah)

Chorus (Akon):
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block
With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now)
'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah)
I'm just a Soul Survivor

'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop
Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now)
If you a rida (Yeah)
Or just a Soul Survivor

Verse3 (Young Jeezy):
Gotta watch er' move 'cuz them eyes be on you (eyes be on you)
Gotta dry real cool when them pies be on you (pies be on you)
Just because we stack paper and we ball outrageous (ball outrageous)
Them alphabet boards gotta us under survalence (Ayy)
(Lock Downs) They lock us in cages
The same nigga that's a star when you put 'em on stages
I aint cheat--played the hand I was dealt
Tried to tax the grand pearl when I got it myself
(Let's Get It) No nuts, no glory (no glory)
My biography, you damn right, the true story (Yeah)
Set the city on fire, and I didn't even try (try)
Run these streets all day, I can sleep when I die (Ayy)

Bridge (Akon):
'Cuz if you lookin' for me you you can find me
On the block disobeyin' the law
Real G--therobred from the streets
Pants saggin' with my gun in my draws
Just to keep on movin' out
Just to keep on movin' out
Just to keep on movin' out
Just to keep on movin' out

Chorus (Akon) 2x:
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block
With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now)
'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah)
I'm just a Soul Survivor

'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop
Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now)
If you a rida (Yeah)
Or just a Soul Survivor

After the song Sesshomaru forcefully grabbed the remote from me and hit me upside the head with it. "WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR!" I yelled while rubbing my head. "Don't interrupt the silence that is only awkward for you." He said while walking back to his chair across the room with my remote. I ashed my cigarette and took a drag. Waiting for Sesshomaru to break the silence this time. "I'm here to talk to you. I need a photographer for my wedding, and Rin wants you to be the photographer." He stated calmly like it didn't take a lot out of him to ask me for a favor. Well not ask merely state that I was the desired photographer. WAIT! Sesshomaru is getting married! How did this happen! Who would marry him! Nevermind Rin would and Rin has some affect on Sesshy to get him to pop the question. Ahh well job is a job. "Yeah I'll do it, and congrats on gettin married." I said while putting out my cigarette. I stood up and walked to the kitchen when the phone rang. I grabbed te cordless phone off the counter and answered it. "Moshi moshi Taisho residence." I said. "Inuyasha!" It was Kikyo. I cringed remembering this morning when she popped up in my room.

"What do you want?" I asked flatly. "Is that anyway to talk to your girlfriend?" She said probably grinning like an idiot by now. "How did you know about the scrapbooks?" I asked, NO demanded of her. "Oh when I went into your room I saw them on your bed and I got curious so I looked through them." She said as if it were an everyday occurance. "I'm gonna go I have to help my brother by." I said as I hung up the phone.

I went back to the living room and lit up another cigarette. Taking deep drags trying to keep my anger in check before I go full demon mode. Then Sesshomaru would get to do the A.S.S. on me again. A.S.S. Automatic System Shutdown. Also referred to as knock me out and leave me alone. I took a long drag off my smoke while heading up to my room. I slammed the door closed and locked it. I went over to my windows and locked them. No one was gettin into my room without me knowing again!

I sat down on my bed. My face in my hands. I can't stand being used like this! I grabbed my phone off my desk and dialed Kikyo's number that she left on my desk without my knowledge. "Moshi Moshi Kikyo speaking." She saidl "Its me Inuyasha. I'm not gonna be used like this, if you want Naraku back do it your fucking self and leave me the fuck alone!" I shouted through the receiver. I hung up without saying bye or hearing what she would say. Needless to say I felt a lot better. Even if Kagome is creeped out by it, that is my problem and I can't run from it forever. I have to face it and pray she finds it charming in a creepy sort of way. I put my cigarette out and layed down on my bed. Sleep came soon. A dreamless sleep just what I needed.

END CHAPTER

How did you like it? delete or continue? How will Kagome react to the scrapbooks? hell I dont even know rite now. I'm kinda winging it rite now my notebook disappeared with my story outlines in it. I bet my sister took it with her.

Sorry it took so long to update but my sister moved out and I had to help her out gettin her stuff in her new place. Then I had to move back in with my parents and I am still unpacking. Sorry it took so long I'll try to update faster! PLEASE REVIEW!

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