Hey guys! Its time for another chapter!Hope ya like it!
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Chapter 3
Everybodys Fool
Key: IloveYugi – Main Text
IloveYugi – Thinking to whoevers self
IloveYugi – Song Lyrics
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I'm not perfect... I'm nothing but a fake bitch...
Perfect by nature, Icons of self indulgence...
So many people look up to this fake me... I'm yet another lie in this world full of lies, disrespect, and hatred...
Just what we all need, more lies about a world that never was and never will be...
I know I've got to come clean... But I'm just so used to living this life... A life as a person that I'm not... I'm presenting myself as something I'm not... And I'm so ashamed...
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
I've fooled everyone into thinking I'm this whore... Even myself...
You know you've got everybody fooled?
Mothers and fathers see me walking down the street... And they cover their childrens eyes because they don't want them to see the animal that is me... I only wanted to be a dancer... I only wanted to be famous... I only wanted people to love and cherish me... Was that too much to ask?
Look here she comes now, bow down and stare in wonder. Oh how we love you, no flaws when you're pretending...
I know I have a problem... I know that I am hurting others... But I just can't help it...
But now I know she never was and never will be...
I'm betraying others and myself... How have I fooled everyone? Someone please tell me...
You don't know how you've betrayed me, and somehow you've got everybody fooled...
I can't live this lie forever... But its not hurting others that scares me... No... Thats far from the truth... This life has worked for me so far... But I can't live this way forever... Thats what scares me...
Without the mask, where will you hide?
I know I'll have to come clean...
Can't find yourself... Lost in you're lie...
No... No way... This ends now... I am Anzu Mazaki! I am strong! And I am independant! I will turn my life around and I will not be this horrid person any longer!
I know the truth now, I know who you are, and I don't love you anymore...
It never was and never will be, you don't know how you've betrayed me, and somehow you've got everybody...
Anzu grabbed a gun from under her pillow and put it to her head...
Yes... I am strong and I am independant... I will no longer be a slave to myself... I will defeat the horrid person I used to be...
Never was and never will be, you're not real and you can't save me...
Anzu pulled the trigger and fell to the floor... She had finally destroyed the horrible person inside her... But she also destroyed herself in the process...
And somehow now you're everybodys fool...
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Yay! Done with this chapter! And Anzu is dead! Two accomplishments!! LOL... -hides from Anzu crazed fans-
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