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true fairy lights: Amy is like snotty and preppy, but even if she is i still feel sorry for her. But i know what I'm going to do about her, She turns evill... just to let up on guilt.

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Ok, i know there's mistakes in it, I'm really trying to keep up with them. I'm writing this in Word Pad, so...

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Lily shook her head. what was she doing? This was James Potter, her nemisis, the arrogant, prideful, big headed bullying toerag Lily had hated from the moment she layed eyes on him. what was going on? she was getting deeper into the trap of James potter. And once she was in, it was almost impossible to get out.

"It's sooo awful, when he kissed me, he tried to french me, but I was like, ewww... It was sooo gross and then...," Kay went on and on.

Cara ( I changed the spelling sorry people) got put with Remus, which was really good for her since she had a crush on him for a long time.

It was right after the ceremony and Dumbledore said to go right up, change into graduation uniform, and get back down. Lily was still in shock. She was married. When she was younger she dreamed of finding someone she loved dearly and imagined her mother there, crying for her, and her father as he gave her away. Walking up the aisle with people oh both sides looking back and whispering about how beautiful she was. That dream was crashed. Her mother died last year of cancer and her Father died a few months after that, leaving her sister as the only family she had left.

"So how was kissing th infamous James Potter?" Kay said with sarcasm. She was plopped on her bed, brushing out her hair before putting it in a messy bun.

"Ummm... it's hard to say...," Lily Droned releasing her hair out of the the hairstyle she had in. They had all changed into their graduation robes. Lily's head was spinning. She, Lily Evans, was married... to James Potter... what would her mother have said. She rememebered coming home for the holiday and rattling on and on about what a big head James Potter was, Her mother giving her advice. Muggles were always described as boring, working, people with bad attidues, that are suspisious. Lily's mother put life into the world with her laugh and personality. High head and stuborn, with red hair, She could smile and make people smile. Lily was alot like her.

"Ummmmm... Lily... what's this?" Cara asked through spaces in Kay's explaination about how Sirius tied his tye wrong on purpose just to annoy her.

" What's What?" Lily turned around to see a unopened letter in Cara's hand.

"This," She waved the envelope in her hand back and forth.

"Uhuh," Lily grunted her way of saying "I dunno know" She took the envelope out of Cara's hand. It had Lily's name on it in her... Mother's handwriting? What was this?

"Where did you find this?" Lily whispered quietly.

"In your trunk, I was looking for my graduation hat...," She droned on, but Lily couldn't hear her. How could it be from her mother, she died a year ago. She stared at her mother's handwriting, before carefully opening the letter. With her heart beating in her ear, and her hands shaking, she began to read...

My Dearest Lily,

I am so proud of you, darling. From the first moment I laid eyes on you, I knew what a sucess you would be. When you got your Hogwarts letter, I was so excited for you. Just seeing the happiness in your face made me cry with joy, "Thank you god for sending my Lily to me" Even with Petunia's home, it wasn't enough and I missed your smile, your laugh, your personality. Without you around it was like a big chunk of my heart gone.

As you may know, I have a terrible thing called cancer. It isn't dieing that scares me, it's not being able to see you or Petunia or your father for a long time. I would die a million time over again, if I could just keep you in my arms. My sickness has taken a turn for worst, I just want you to know how much I love you with all my heart. And how much I'll miss you when I'm gone. Rememeber, be strong and be that Lily I know is in there. My beautiful Lily. I love you.

Mother

Tears ran down Lily's face. Her mother had sent this to her when she was still alive, a year ago. But it seemed to go right to Lily's heart and melt her anger and hard heart. Just like her mother often did. Even though she was supposed to have read this letter a while ago, she felt that her mother was speaking down on her from heaven. She needed the comfort and peace that letter brang to her right at that moment, and her mother, even though no longer alive, had given it to her. she looked towards heaven and silently thanked her mother.

"It was soooooo wonderful when I kissed her, I knew she liked it, even though she was the one to pull away first, I knew she wanted more. I mean did you see..." Sirius went on and on.

Remus sat on his bed running his hands through his hair. What was he going to do? How was he going to break it to Cara that he wasn't going to home once a month? Good thing that he was going to have a hat on, or else, his hair was going to be pretty messed up. He was glad that they had picked Cara. She was a great person and really nice and beautiful. But he still had to tell her.

James was in the bathroom brushing his hair, trying to get it to lie flat. No matter how much he brushed it, He was spring up, as if his hair were metal and a magnet was above his head. Angry, he cracked the brush in two, repaired it with his wand and stepped out of the bathroom, fumming.

"Why can't it... stay... FLAT?" Yelled James so loud, he wouldn't be surprised if Voldemort heard it.

Peter chuckled a nervous laugh, then reliezed no one else was laughing, and stopped.

"So, How was kissing the Lily Evans? oh I'm sorry, now Lily Potter," Sirius said with sarcasm. He Held up a mirror and started admiring himself in his personal mirror.

"It was Bloody awesome, Dont know how she got sooo good! I thought I scared off all her admirmers," James grined his "scary" grin.

"Ummm... Prongs... did I tell you about that one time when She ki-," Sirius said nevously, but was cut off by James's glare.

"Nevermind...,'' Sirius ended awkwardly, and went back to staring at his reflection.

"How Was Amy, Wormtail?"James smirked.

"Never got the chance to find out. When I tried to kiss her, i guess she had a really big urge to piss or something cause she ran to the bathroom," Peter droned on confused.

James, Sirius and Remus were all laughing, and the really sad thing is that Peter just joined in to the laughing, not know that they were laughing at him.

"Hey, Prongs, Do you have your speech ready?" said Remus casually.

"My what? Oh crap,"

"Congraulations Class of 1986! ( I dont actually know the date they graduated) I am so proud of all of you! All parents, thanks you for coming to see this joyous occasion," Dumbledore boomed through the Great Hall. The sound of running of feet and a door slamming got everyone's attention to... James Potter, rushing over to his seat. Breathing hard, He said a quick sorry to Professor, then sat down next to Remus. Then he pulled out a notebook and started going over his just written speech, before he felt eyes burning into him. He spon around, and a pair of emerald eyes flashed, before she swong her auburn hair around to face the Dumbledore again.

"Today, you will all graduation from Hogwarts, and turn the page to the next chapter of your life. Listen carefully, Class of '86, for the sounds you hear tonight will last a lifetime. Store them up and save them in your hearts, for they are priceless. Each whisper, each tick of the clock is a reminder of something you've gained while here at Hogwarts. Pay attention, so when you hear them later in life you will remember. First before you get your degree, we will have the Head boy, James Potter, and the Head girl, Lily Ev- I mean Potter. Mr. Potter will now come to the stand," Dumbledore was about to sit down before James called, "Professor? Would you mind if Evan- I mean Lily went first?"

"Of course, Lily," Dumbledore sat down. Lily glared at James so hard that if looks could kill... James would be in Hell.

She stepped up to the stand smiling, and began her speech,

"Hello. As you all know my name is Lily Evans, ( a few people around her said "Lily Potter now," but she ignored them) Head girl of Hogwarts. I can's say that I enjoyed every moment of Hogwarts. There were times when I felt like punching something or screaming, and a few time I did. We all have our moments when we feel like crying or yelling. When something doesnt go the way we planned it. We all have our days when we feel like going back to sleep and never waking up again. I've felt and experienced every kind of these emotions. But this day is a chance to celebrate our sucess, so, our last chance to hug our teachers and thanks those who have helped us. Everything has to come to an end. And where there's an End, there is alway's a begining. Let's start that begining, but not forget The pages we have filled up. As my mother always said, "the three things you want to accomplish in life is to Live, Laugh and Love." I hope that now on, even single one of us learns how to Live, breathe once in a while, Laugh, Smile, enjoy the life you've been given, and to Love, even if you once hated the person with all you might mind and soul," She looked directly at James, when she said this. " Let's Enjoy life while we can. Congratulations Class of 89!"

The Great Hall clapped loudly as Lily made her way back to her seat, people patting her on the back.

James, Taking his notebook with him, He made it to the stand, set down his notebook and looked out at his audience and swallowed. Running his hand through his already messy hair, he took a breath before begining.

"Um... I think everyone here knows who I am. To be completely honest with you, I spaced out on my speech until Remus reminded me 10 minutes ago. I'll try to make the best of it anyway. Does anyone rememeber our very first day at hogwarts 7 years ago? well I know I do. That was the day I met my bestest mates. The day I pulled my first prank. The day we formed the group many of you know as the Marauadors. I will never forget that day. It was the start of the second stage of our lifes. today, I hope will be another day we will never forget as we enter stage three of our lifes. As we did at Hogwarts, we will have our days when we think we're in hell itself," Professor McGonagal glared at James, but didn't say anything." I'll miss Hogwarts, all the laughs we had, wwell... The Marauadors did. I definitely learned how to laugh in this school, even if not everyone was laughing with us. I need to learn how to live alot and how to love. We have completed so much, but we have alot more to complete. Let's all smile and let the good times roooolllllll," James ended with his infamous smile and went off to take his seat again.

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