Title: Game
Author: BlazeorFade
Rating: M
Summary: Set at the end of Simon Says. Sam stands on the edge of the dam and ponders taking one more step.
Warning: Suicidal thoughts.
Disclaimer: No ::sigh:: They aren't mine. I just play with them.
AN: Because Huntress said I should do a Sam and a John chapter, I decided to continue. Although I don't think this was by any means as good as Dean's chapter. I can't get into Sam's head the way I can with Dean.
'He's pushing us.' Sam thought again staring down at the rush of water below. He was sure of it. The demon was pushing them to the edge, testing their limits, pulling their strings without even touching them.
Every time he had a vision Sam wondered if this was it. If this was the time he'd lose to this power he couldn't understand. Every time he was something horrible happening to someone else he wondered if he could really save anyone.
Every time he looked in the mirror he thought about how many people were dead because of him and he felt himself fall a little more. If it was between becoming a killer and dying himself, Sam would rather be dead.
His foot dangled over the edge, his body hummed with adrenaline. One step and it would all be over. One step and it wouldn't hurt anymore. He put his arms out and tilted forward a little, playing a dangerous game.
Sam was just so tired. He could sleep if he stepped of that ledge. And it wouldn't be fucked up anymore.
-Fin