A/N: Hey guys! Sorry- I know I have a lot to write, but this just had to come out! I haven't had a very good day so can you review and make me happy?

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or any of its characters (Bella, Edward, Mike) or the song So What does it all Mean? By Shane West.

I remember when I first met Bella. We had just… clicked. We hung out; we had fun together.

The day I first met you,
Oh well, I thought it quite funny,
your eyes were so damn blue
your smile was a drug; your style was money

We talked in the couple of classes that we had together and sat next to each other at lunch. Heck! We were even partners everyday during P.E.!

What does it all mean?
Too find someone that makes a crackhead sigh,
Got the players on her team,
Oh how could I smile when all she did was say "hi"?

But then it all changed. You started hanging out with him… The more time you spent with him the more you drifted away.

That one day when he is gone,
I'll get my chance to ask you out,
And then I'll show my colorful life,
My colorful life

But even though I have to admire you from afar, I'll always love you. I want to be like you in everyway possible. Even though you don't like spending time with us anymore, you're still always nice.

I'd like to be like you,
With a rep like yours my little hunny,
I'm not sure what I can do,
Just know that I aint no false money.

Yeah, but you've got Cullen to be with now. He makes you "happy". Even though he looks like you like your some sort of snack at a vending machine.

What does it all mean?
To try so hard to get the right words out,
Oh I wish I could come clean,
I've given my all, but I have my doubts

He left you. He freakin' left you Bella. That was my one chance, the one time when he was gone. But no… you had to go and hang out with a 16 year old kid who was just as freakin protective of you as Cullen was!

That one day when he is gone,
I'll get my chance to ask you out,
And then I'll show my colorful life

But Cullen was back and you welcomed him with open arms. Sorry Bella… but how fickle can you get? First one guy, then another, and the you go back to the first. And you leave all us other guys to kiss the ground you walk on, and you hardly even pay us notice.

That one day when he is gone,
I'll get my chance to ask you out,
That one day when he is gone,
I'll get my chance to ask you out,
That one day when he is gone,
I'll get my chance to ask you out,
And then I'll show... my colorful life

I love you Bella! Why can't you see that? I'll always love you, no matter how much you step on me just to get to your precious Edward.

My colorful life.

But please Bella, promise me just one thing… never forget me. never forget that there are other people besides Cullen that love you. Even though you hardly know us anymore… just promise me that.

My colorful life.

Please, that's all I can ask from you.

A/N: Well, there you have it… it's pretty weird, I know, I just LOVE THAT SONG!!! REVIEW!!