Disclaimer: I do not own kingdom hearts….but it is the best game ever.

Ok I'm so sorry for not updating sooner…but I had to complete kh2! I beat it in 5 days, I played it for 3 DAYS STRAIGHT my eyes were purple….lol…well anyways…on with the CHAPPY!

Chapter 9: Feeling As If…

"And the winner is…." The judge was about to say who would win performing at the dance on Friday…our band or Colleen, Erika, and Kristina aka Bad Girls. It better be us.

It wouldn't be fair, there just really bad at singing.

"…Bad Girls" The announcer, Colleen and her posse went up to the stage, my mouth dropped open and my friends all were about to freak out, because it didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that they sucked!

The girls walked past us and gave us this terrible grin that said 'We win' all over their faces. It was pretty much humiliating.

"What the hell…!" Selphie ran up to us and was practically screaming at the top of her lungs.

"ARE YOU GUYS TONEDEPTH?" (sp?) Rikku scram as well.

Colleen walked off the stage and walked over to Sora.

"Yupp, see we won! We are better so maybe you'll take me to the dance…" She said bating her eyelashes.

"Oh your gonna pay bit-"Selphie ran over to colleen but before she could even touch her Tidus grabbed the hem of her skirt and pulled her down.

"Are you kidding me?" I said tears threatening to fall. Then it hit me when colleen winked at the judges.

"…What a stupid bitch!" I said for only her to hear. Sora heard it to, and he tensed up because he knew what could…would happen.

"Oh what did you say you whore!" she looked at me.

"…" I jumped off the stage and grabbed her hair and ripped it out of her hair. (I got a handful…MUAHAHAHA)

"KAI!" Sora scram and ran over to pull me off of her.

Sora jumped in between us and pulled us away.

"BITCH YOUR GOING TO PAY!" scram colleen feeling for a bald spot.

"Oh honey, you're not going to pay…your going to die!" I scram trying to pull more of the dead animal on her head some people called hair. To bad I wasn't successful, Sora had pulled me back.

"This is over." Riku ran in between us.

"THAT'S NOT FAIR ME OR NAMINE HADN'T GOTTEN TO HIT HER!" scram selphie.

"Tiddy Widdy please let me just take ONE swing…PREASEEEEE!" Selphie begged him and gave him puppy dog eyes. He couldn't resist.

"What ever that biotch star-"Colleen suddenly fell backwards and behind her was Selphie and her text book.

"BITCH! Ok I'm done!" she yelled happily and skipped away.

"What ever let's go Sora." I said quietly walking away to my car with my guitar in my hands and walking away with Namine walking sadly behind me.

"I thought we were good." Namine said with her head down feeling pretty low.

"We were, but little 'miss rich bitch' PAID the judges or did something to them and that's why they won."

"And people don't care because they're popular. SO OBVIOUSLY no one cares, but then again they do since she's a queen bee."

I popped the trunk and put my guitar in it neatly as well with Namine's guitar.

I opened the door and then…

"Kairi! Wait up!"

I turned around to see someone that I could only smile to because they were so amazing in every way…Sora.

"Hey." I said looking away trying to cover the sadness that the biggest bitch had defeated me, and not only that she cheated at it to.

"Baby, don't be sad because it's not worth it, So what, she's a whore that paid or slept with the judges who knows…who really wants to know…hehe!" Sora gave me the sweetest smile that makes me believe that he loves me.

I kissed him and I drove home, Nam was going to spend the night, hey we had no school tomorrow.

"Kai I'm going to take a shower, k?" Namine asked me.

"Yupp, then come down stairs are we going to have a FUN night!" I gave her an evil grin; I think she knew what I was planning.

I was down stairs snacking on some gushers and watching MTV the inferno 2 (A/N god I love that show, to bad it ended. I DID NOT LIKE CARA! She MADE AN ALLIANCE! LONG LIVE KINA & RANDY! Lol ok I'm done…)

BRINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG…..

"Who could that be?" I asked myself while getting up and answering the door.

As I opened the door and there was my cousin standing at my door with two suitcases and a back pack with a pillow while a few tears dropped to her bags.

"Hi Kairi." She said with another tear rolling down her face while she gave me a sad smile. I helped her bring her luggage into the house and told her to sit down with me in the kitchen and I made her some hot coco and we talked.

I had so many things running through my head. Why was she here? What is she doing with luggage's? Why was she crying? What happened? Where are the rest of my gushers?

"What happened Izza?" I said sitting down.

"Oh everything is just PERFECT! I hate my life Kairi, it's terrible, who ever said life was good must have never thought of the shit that goes on, I hate parents, they think they have it hard, but man, don't they ever just maybe think that us kids have it hard? This is when we decide who we are and how we want to live, it determines our futures! The pressure that temps us everyday, every hour, every second, NOTHING in this world is worth living for. Why are we living to die, yet dieing to live, NOTHING makes sense any more! NOTHING! I prayed every night to god asking him why he placed me with such a cruel and devious mother and step father! WHY! Why do I never have a say in ANYTHING! My step father is an asshole! He treats me like shit and tells me I'm a whore every single day of my life! HE EVEN CALLS ME A WHORE WHEN I HAVE SWEATS IN A BAGGY T-SHIRT. Then when my moms off getting high or drunk and yells at me for living, OK I REALLY TOLD HER TO HAVE ME! SHE COULD HAVE GOTTEN AN ABORTION! OR ANYTHING! WHY AM I LIVING? Well I can even answer my own damn question! Because I don't give up, and I don't believe in ending something because there's always a price to pay for everything good, nothing is ever free! NOTHING!"

Man…I felt really bad for her.

"I'm sorry…" I said hoping that was the appropriate thing to say at this situation.

"It's not your fault, you didn't do anything. I'm sorry for intruding you like this…"

"NO! DON'T BE! Because if you didn't I would have gotten mad!" I gave her a reassuring smile that she was still one of my best friends.

"Your not trashy or worthless, you're an amazing person and BEAUTIFUL! EVERY guy wants you, you have the best personality. I'm glad you came!" I was really happy she came that she came to me for help. I felt as if this night was not going to be the beginning of a new friendship but a new sisterhood bond forming in the air.

"Thank you…" She sobbed into my shoulder as I hugged her and rubbed her back to reassure her everything would be ok.

"Hey Izza! What's up?" Namine came walking down the stairs. Then she must have realized we were both crying, I had tears in my eyes that were bound to drop any second. And her eyes were red and puffy from all of the salty droplets that have fallen.

"Izza…what's wrong?" She ran up to her and Izza told her what happened, and Namine even started to cry. We all hugged and got into a very depressed conversation about all of our pasts. We were a bunch of teenagers just sitting there waiting for life to change in a sudden mood so everyone could be in a better mood. And I knew the PERFECT thing.

I showed Izza to the guest room and told her we needed to paint it and decorate it and make it HOT!

"You don't mind me staying here?" She asked me while taking a seat on the extremely fluffy bed of the incredibly big guest room.

"I wouldn't have it any other way Izza." I said hugging her again.

"Kai, Lover boy is on the phone." Namine came in and gave me the phone.

"NAMINE IM NOT MR. LOVER BOY TAKE THAT BACK YOU…YOU…DUMB BLONDE!

"hehe, Sora it's me Kairi."

"OHHHH, ok I thought it wa-"

"WHAT DID HE CALL ME?" Namine shouted while grabbing the phone and they had a 'yo mama fight' for about 5 minutes. Eventually Sora gave in and let Namine dominate him.

"Can I speak to Sora please?" I asked laughing because it was so funny.

"Sure!" Nam said while handing me her phone and ran into my room grabbed my lab top and ran back into Izza's new room and hooked it up and started it up to load.

"YEAH! We definitely should….uh huh….yeah…..no….teehee I love you to Sora…"

Suddenly I saw Namine fall off the bed.

"Oh my god Namine are you ok?" I asked jumping off the bed to help her up. I then realized she was laughing, about what though?

"What's wrong?"

"T-T-THAT!" she spit out laughing while pointing to my computer screen. Izza and I both looked at it and it was the picture of Sora clutching for dear life on my care bear when he slept over. Man that was a funny memory that I can never forget.

"Wait…Kairi…what are they looking at?" Sora asked through the phone.

"OH! Hehe, when you slept over that day, and I woke up it was a FUNNY thing to see…hehehe…you probably would want me to throw it away, but it's so PRECIOUS."

I said laughing.

"…." Then I heard him hang up the phone and I Started laughing Izza was pretty much crying because of laughing so hard.

Suddenly the door burst open and here came Sora, as he jumped on the bed making me fall onto the floor, but still laughing.

"…." He sat there with his mouth gapping open in surprise at the picture.

Man was that a wonderful thing to see almost like a….

SNAP

Kodak moment.

"This is going right by the picture!" I said laughing while holding up my camera.

"Why you little…!" Sora ran around the house chasing me for my camera.

We settled down for awhile and just talking on the couch even though he never got my camera.

"Hey what's this?" He said while pulling out a smashed box and handing it to me.

"HEY! THAT'S WHERE MY GUSHERS WENT! Sora you're such a fat ass." I started to laugh again as he tickled me till my sides got soar.

"We should go somewhere…" I said when everyone went quiet.

"I would just like to inform you that you are the weirdest and strangest girl in the world."

"You're a meanie Sora…" I said while pouting.

"But you're my weird strange girl."

"AWWWW!" Namine and Izza both said.

God I loved Sora so much! I would do anything for him, he was my best friend and boyfriend, he treated me like gold and I could not ask for a better boyfriend. He was my best friend.

"Anyways, where should we go?" Asked Namine setting me out of my crazy daze.

"Let's go to the rink!" said Namine.

"We can't, there's a hockey game 'member?" Sora told her with a 'haha I know more than you' look.

"Oh, so now you think your ALL that!" Namine laughed.

They were like brother and sister. They ALWAYS had to fight about something! It was pretty entertaining though.

"…how 'bout clubbing?" Izza spoke up, I think she was starting to get use to are crazy selves.

Crazy reminded me,

"I should call Selphie and ask her to go."

"Ok." Everyone said while I stepped into the kitchen.

Bringgggg….Bringgggg…Bringgggg

"Hello?"

"Hey Selph its Kairi!"

"Oh hiyya Kairi! What's up with you?"

"Not much here, but we're going clubbing, you wanna tag along?"

"I'd LOVE to. Who else is going?"

"Ummm…Me,Sora,Namine, and Izza and who ever."

"OH OH OH IZZA'S GOING?"

I had to pull the phone away since she was pretty loud.

"cool. Well I'll get my stuff, see you in about five girly. BYE!"

"Bye" I hung up the phone.

"TIME TO GET READY!" I scram walking into the room.

"Well I'm going to get ready I'll be back 'round 8?" Sora asked picking his cell phone up and stretching.

I ran up to him and kissed him, then hugged him. When I was with him, I felt protected.

"KAIRI! MOVE YOUR BOOTY!" Namine and Izza grabbed me and pulled me upstairs as I heard the door shut and I ran upstairs.

I heard the door bell ring and I ran to get it. It was Selphie, NOW the party was going to get started.

"I brought…!" Selphie said while pulling out a box.

"SELPHIE BEER?" I said in disbelief, I knew she was crazy but not THIS crazy.

"You're a dumb ass Kairi…" She said while pulling the box out and showing me that it read 'RED BULL'.

"hehe" I said while pulling her into my house while running upstairs to get ready with the girls.

I pulled out my low rise jeans with rips in the knees and a white belly blouse that was tied in the back and tucked under, my belly ring was showing and I twisted my hair and left the rest of it straight.

I put on my white Nikes and tied them up; I put on secret body spray. I put on heavy eye make up, and really shiny lip gloss and pushed my bangs to one side of my face and they were covering my right eye.

My nails were really pretty and shiny.

I went downstairs to get my cell phone.

Selphie, Izza and Namine following close behind.

Namine was wearing a jean mini skirt with a blue cami and white flip flops with her hair in loose curls and blue eye shadow with a lot of eyeliner and mascara like me.

Izza was wearing really tight jean Capri pants with an orange 'Ecko Red' tube top. And some white sneakers. And her hair was naturally curled and jelled.

Selphie was wearing a black mini skirt that was a sweat pants kind of material. She was wearing a hot pink cave man shirt with black star on the corner, and black Reeboks. Her hair was in two pick tails that rested on her shoulders and her bangs covered one eye like mine.

We opened the door to see Sora, Tidus, and Riku standing there.

Sora, Tidus and Riku were wearing Abercrombie man tailored shirts with their sleeves rolled to a little below there elbow and the top button opened to reveal a white beater.

Sora wore a white one which made him look like an angel.

Tidus wore a black one that was really cute.

Riku wore one that was light blue with white strips. They all had white Nike sneakers on except for Tidus, he had black Nikes on.

"Well we should start to go, cause if we don't then we'll never find parking."

"Why don't we walk? It's really nice outside." I told Riku.

"Your right, since we don't have heels on." Selphie was happy and excited.

Weren't we all?

We all started to walk down the road, the club was a few blocks but we could survive, the boys already told us how AMAZING we looked, they looked good to. I was surprised, they cleaned up nice.

We finally made it to the club, man was it CROWED!

We all danced and just acted like crazy teens on a night off. We got light sticks and those circular glowy things. I stuck mine around my neck and I had a few glow sticks popping out of my pants.

So did the rest, we loved to have fun and dance.

Sora and I danced slowly and fast, this was our first time dancing dirty together same as everyone else's.

"Kairi!" I turned around to see mascara running down Namine's face.

"Namine! What happened?" I tried to scream over the blaring music.

She took my arm and pulled it, I grabbed Sora and Selphie grabbed onto him and Tidus did the same.

Our train finally stopped, she pointed out to the crowd.

I tried to see what she was pointing at.

"I don't se-"

Then…I saw it, I kind of wished I didn't see it, because when I did, it made me sick.

Riku was making out with some girl none of us had even seen.

"Oh my gosh Namine!" I chased her to the bathroom.

Tidus and Sora followed, they ALMOST ran right into the girl's bathroom, but some woman started to hurt them with purses. It actually was pretty funny.

"LADY WHAT DO YOU – ow – HAVE IN YOUR – ow – PURSE?"

Asked Sora and Tidus as the door shut I turned my attention to Namine who had crashed her back into the wall and had slid down and was now crying.

"Namine! HE'S NOT WORTH IT!" I tried to get her attention.

"yes he is…" She cried into her arms.

Selphie ran to get a paper towel and ran it under warm water and ran back to Namine and wiped up some of her mascara that had ran down to her jaw line.

"You know what? You don't have to go through this alone! You have Selphie, Me, and Izz-…what a minute…where IS Izza?" I asked looking around.

"Well…she's still probably dancing with that boy. Ronny?"

"It's Roxas..hehe."

I turned around to see Izza, suddenly her face turned into a frown and a worried look, she dropped to her knees.

"NAMINE! WHAT HAPPENED?" she exclaimed trying to read her heart broken eyes.

"Riku…He…"

She ended up telling her the story with a few heavy sobs.

We kept on telling her funny stories when we we're little, and how she's beautiful and funny and amazing to cheer her up.

We got her to crack a smile.

"Thank you so much you guys…I would have NEVER done this without you."

"That's what friends do…" Selphie said.

"They make your problems theirs…" Izza said.

"So you don't have to go through them alone." I finished.

"you guys…!" Namine hugged us.

Namine was a little better now. I put more makeup on her and we all went out to party, Izza met up with Roxas and Selphie and I met up with Tidus and Sora. They were sitting at the bar.

"Hey is nam ok?" Sora asked.

"Yeah…but are YOU two ok?"

"Yeah…that lady hurt! DAMN what the hell did she have in that bag of hers!" Tidus exclaimed while rubbing his head.

"Hey selphie..."

"Yeah?" she said

"Ok I need help…theres this AMAZINGLY, BEAUTIFUL, FUNNY, CRAZY, and EVERYTHING ELSE girl and I wanna tell her I love her…should I."

You could see her eyes tear up a little.

"You should tell them." You could tell she was upset as she said that.

"Ok…I love you." He said.

"…what!" she said, her mouth dropped open.

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

"YES!" She jumped up on him and he twirled her.

By this time Sora had his arm around my tiny waist and I was sitting on his lap.

I never wanted to leave his sight.

NEVER.

"Hey guys."

We all turned around to see Riku with the girl he was making out with.

I took a good look at her.

"OH MY GOD RIKU I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU MADE OUT WITH…"

BUMBUMBUMBUMBUM! I know that I am terribly evil, I had to make sure this chapter was long, because I hadn't updated lately. Anyways I BEAT KH2! HURRAY! And yeah, I like this chapter. Take a wild guess who this girl is that Riku made out with!

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