Authors Note: WOW I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING SOONER! See I had to wait till I got my own laptop cause my sister was hogging the family comp down stairs…but I was thinking what could happen this chapter and it's going to be BIG AND DIFFERENT IM CHANGING THE STORY AROUND! Anyone guess what Kairi's mom lost? Come on guess! Lol well now I think u awesome fanfic members otta know the truth well here it is! THE NEXT CHAPTER OF MY STORY!

Chapter 11: The Memories Within

Kairi looked up at her mother with a strange look. She hoped it wasn't what she thought it was.

"You have lost the baby…I am deeply sorry for your loss."

Kairi looked at her mother with a shocked expression. It looked like she would faint, throw up, or yell in frustration.

"Ummm I think we'll leave the room." Vincent said while Sora agreed. Both of the boys left the room while closing the door.

"I am so sorry Kairi, I should have told you…that I was pregnant. I was due to have a baby. I started to feel sick a week after I spent the night with Vincent. I was throwing up all the time but mostly in mornings. My co-workers all thought it could be signs of an early pregnancy. I of course doubted it, I went to the local pharmacy and bought 5 pregnancy tests…"

Kairi decided she probably would have fainted so she took the seat across the room shocked, angry, happy, sad, every emotion you could possibly feel.

"I took them all and every single one was a positive, I was happy and I picked up the cell phone and was ready to call you but then I thought that you would get angry with me, thought you would be sad, well not knowing your real father. I was going to wait a little while, I actually was going to tell you tomorrow while going out to lunch. I needed to tell you."

"Why didn't you? Why must you do this? I thought you promised me we would be honest with each other since it was just you and I. I thought you would have told me, at least I would have hoped you told me."

"Kai, I am sorry I knew it was wrong and I will never do it again. I was wrong to keep it a secret I am so sorry about this. You're not only my daughter but you're my best friend Kairi. It's always been just you and me. I wasn't doing it to harm you! I was doing it to protect you. You mean the world to me, I would give my life for you, I wouldn't think twice. I love you Kairi, you mean everything to me, I don't want you to think otherwise."

Kairi's PoV

I didn't know what to say, I was going to just cry, just burst into tears, and my mom was the only one I had left. Of course I loved Sora and Namine and Selph, and everyone else, but she was literally the only family I had left. The only one I could do anything with and tell everything to. I could never be mad at her, of course I would be mad at the situation but never at her.

"Mom, of course, I understand. Next time you must tell me the truth and you must tell me when you think your pregnant, and I will go to with you to get tested. You're not only my mom…. you're also my best friend." I said barely above a whisper

I went over to my mom and I hugged her.

"Okay Kairi, your mother needs to rest the pain killers should be kicking in very soon so It might be best to sleep over someone's house to night. Your mother will be fine; we just want to keep her here until she is fully recovered.

"Ok I understand."

I walked out of the room waving to my mom.

I was in no rush to get back to see Vincent and sora but I started to think what would have happened if I did end up having a younger sibling.

What gender would it be and would it look like Vincent or me? Or neither? Who knows? I felt terrible for being so hard on my mom. She must feel extremely upset for losing the baby. I feel so bad.

I was walking past all these people with terrible things happening. After all it was the emergency room. I saw one man with a body cast and other people in terrible situations.

Then my heart suddenly broke. I was walking through the children's emergency room I looked through one room and there a bunch of children with no hair. They must be all going threw Chemotherapy. There was a little boy no younger then 6 who were in a wheel chair fixing a puzzle.

All the children seemed happy except for one. Kairi's eyes gaze fell upon a little girl who had flaming red hair down to her mid back. She didn't look sick or hurt at least physically. I walked slowly up to her by the window. I saw her staring at the rain as it fell.

As if she was trying to catch the rains attention. Suddenly she whispered something, like a lullaby.

"When you walk away, you don't here me say…"

There was an abrupt halt in her voice, I don't know how but I swear I could have remembered that, I just remembered how the song went. So I continued for the little girl.

"Please…oh baby don't go, simple and clean is the way that your making me feel tonight, it's hard to let it go."

The little girl suddenly surprised I was there averted her gaze towards me.

I gave her a sad smile.

"Hi what's wrong you look sad."

"I don't remember."

She then started to cry.

I held her, for the first time and a long time I felt very whole and complete once I hugged her like a piece of me had been restored.

She suddenly just started to Cry louder and backed away.

"Hey! What happened? Please, Please tell me why you're crying, I want to help you!"

She sat down on the floor.

I kneeled down to her level. I pushed her red bangs out of her face as she looked up to me.

"He's coming for you…Kairi."

I suddenly panicked and backed away very fast while falling to my backside.

'How…. How did she know my name!' I scram in my head.

The little girl started to look up slowly.

"Be aware of it…Remember Kairi, you have the purest heart of all. And He's only doing it to protect you"

Now this was PLAIN scary, how was she saying this? She looked 9 or a little older.

I suddenly got up and ran into the hallway.

"HELP!" I scram "PLEASE HELP!"

Suddenly Sora and a Nurse both came running to my voice.

I was freaking out I started to back away and looked back to see the little girl staring at me with a sketch book in her hand.

I literally scram and started to run away, yet there was nowhere to run, suddenly I felt a tug on my arm and I scram again trying to free myself from there gentle yet firm grip.

"KAIRI! It's me! Sora! What happened?" He looked at me with fear and pain in his eyes.

I leaned into his chest crying. He only patted my back gently and gently soothed my hair down.

I looked up and the nurse, she looked very worried.

"Who is she?" I asked.

"Who is who?" the nurse asked

"The little girl with the long red hair and the big blue eyes."

The nurse looked at her very strangely.

"You mean Victoria?"

She said while walking over to a strawberry blonde haired little girl with many freckles and she was playing with a Barbie doll.

"No."

Suddenly the nurse had appointed all of the red haired little girls.

"She was looking out the window, I asked her what was wrong and she said she didn't remember. She was crying and she said…." I suddenly realized she was nowhere to be seen. It's like she was a figment of my imagination.

The nurse was about to say something and a small device started to beep on her waist. She took it and said, "Excuse me but I have to go, I am sorry, maybe you thought you saw someone."

She then walked off.

"What did she say? The little girl? What did she say Kairi!" Sora said as if he knew whom I was talking about.

"she said…they're coming for you…Kairi. Be aware of it…Remember Kairi, you have the purest heart of all. And they only did it to protect you"

Sora looked scared, yet confused as if he was afraid of something.

We both walked to his car in the rain. As he got into the car I opened the door and before getting in I looked up at that window and the little girl was standing right there looking down at me while crying.

I then whispered under my breath

"Hold me, what ever lies behind this morning is a little later on, regardless…the warnings the future doesn't scare me at all…"

"Kai, you're going to get sick, come on let's go to my house."

After awhile of thinking on the car ride home, we arrived into Sora's drive way.

My hair was soaked and was sticking to my face, my mascara was running and my clothes were soaking wet, my eyes were puffy and red.

I got out of the car and stopped in my tracks and Sora's arms wrapped around me and then he let go and turned me around so gently.

"Kairi you're so beautiful"

"I Love you" I said. I knew Sora wouldn't think I was crazy, at least I think he wouldn't

He tenderly kissed my forehead and just took my hand and walked with me into his house.

All the lights were off and Sora threw his keys into a bowl on the table with keys and glasses and other necessities.

"Hey Kairi, you can go upstairs and change into my clothes, my mom is visiting my aunts house with Mimi so it's just you and me."

I walked up stairs while he checked some stuff.

I opened his door to see his normal room and I opened his dresses and pulled out one of his t-shirts and put it on and took off my pants and shirt while putting on his t-shirt. I had on lacey boy shorts that were pink. I had no shorts, I wasn't going to go next door. Hehe besides I looked cute.

I walked downstairs to see Sora taking two Pepsi's out of the fridge while he turned around and I walked down the stairs.

"Ok Kairi, Oh sweet! Hey, can I play! I wanna go commando to!" I laughed while going to sit next to him and he offered me a Pepsi and I took it and then we just sat there and laughed.

"I'll be right back I need to go potty…hehehe" I ran to the bathroom, I could here Sora laugh. I went into the bathroom and put my hair up in a messy ponytail and cleaned up my face and then walked out of the bathroom.

I realized all of the lights were off except a glowing in the living room I walked off to see it. I then saw a lot of candles that were lit and there was a black and white romantic film on.

I gasped as I saw Sora, he looked at me with his eyes. He was so incredibly hot and sweet and just well…everything.

3rd PoV

He walked over to her towering over and smiled down. Kairi looked up and kissed his lips gently yet passionately. They sat on the couch and kissed and just held each other. He was the love of her life. He felt the same, they sat on the couch with a blanket over them.

Just staring into each other's eyes.

Then the Television just shut off, and the air conditioners. They had just lost power.

"Hey at least we had candles out already!" Sora said as he laughed. They both got up and they both just held each other in their arms. If anything ever happened to her he would feel so bad, and blame himself. He loved her, and she loved him.

They blew out the candles except two and carried them up the stairs and into Sora's Room.

Kairi put the candle on his dresser and sat on his bed. He put his candle on the night table and pulled off his shirt and put on sweat pants. He was going to sleep shirtless. (FANGIRLS: HOLY CRAP!) He climbed into the bed and he touched her face to make sure she was real. She was perfect in every way and she felt like a dream to him.

Soon her eyes started to become heavy. He held her there as she was falling deep into a steep slumber. He then said…

"I'm only doing this to protect you, I have…I h-have to…l-let yo-ou g-go"

He looked up out the window and watched the storm get worse.

"We have to leave again…I can't tell you though that you were made to forget everything that has happened. To tell you the truth that little girl…I know her I love her more than anything because well….she was….well, that little girl is…you."

WOAH! TALK ABOUT WEIRD! Well it's raining outside so I decided to have a change I'm changing the title and everything, think hard the real reason Sora left for a year. Who knows…is there something that is happening that Kairi doesn't know? I'm going to change up the Story a bit. Do you think I should continue you with the set up? Like the kingdom hearts set up. I PROMISE IT WILL BE GOOD and now that I have my own laptop and everything I can do this ASAP. Tell me what you think….PLEASE JUST REVIEW

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