25 Days of Christmas
Summary: Botan based romance drabbles posted every day in December.
Rating for this chapter: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Paring: Shuhei/Botan
Disclaimer: I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho or Bleach!
Chapter 30: Wish me luck
Botan's POV
I stand in the background as I watch him in my own quiet way.
He's so talented... strong... smart... it's amazing what he can do and he's just my age...
He is the most beautiful person I have ever met, but I know that I could never approach him.
I am too shy too.
I am scared to tell him how I feel because how can a guy like Shuhei-san love a girl like me?
People like Rukia or Matsumoto are the girls he would like to be with, not someone as ditzy as me.
But I can't help liking him, so I watch him.
I watch him laugh and smile, and I wish I was the one he loved.
I long for that one day when I will be the only one he has eyes for.
Soon he will be graduating from Shinigami Academy, and I will be out of his life forever.
I will not longer be able to watch him.
Can I ever gather the courage to tell him how I feel?
Even if we don't mtach.
Even if I know he won't feel the same way.
Even if I know he doesn't know my name.
I must come to a decision...I will tell him, no matter what the cost.
At least I'll have the courage to tell him that I can't live without him.
So I am going to tell him this afternoon how I feel...
Please, wish me luck...
Yeah, officaly, Shuhei didn't show up... but he was refrenced too, so that counts. Right? Ah well... I don' who I'm doing next chapter so just wait around...