Title: Pleading Emotions
Author: AnimeXMusica
Category: Anime/Gravitation
Genre: Romance/Drama
Rated: Um, this chapter just made me up my rating.
Pairing(s): ShuichixRyuichi, ToumaxYuki, ShuichixYuki
Summary: Shuichi has come back from a long tour with his band Bad Luck and is dying to see his lover, Romance novelist Eiri Yuki, but when he rounds the corner, what he sees makes him re-think this plan, Yuki is in the arms of a smirking Touma, about to kiss him. What Shuu doesn't know, will hurt him. Ryuichi wants him and now is the time to take his chance to make Shuichi his.
Warning! This fan fiction is yaoi meaning guys with other guys. So, if you don't like that, please don't review bashing me about it! Also, sorry if it sucks, tell me what I can do to make it more interesting if you think it's boring and whatnot!
Reader Notes: Let me know if the OOC bothers you, because for parts of the story, Shuichi WILL be OOC so I can make this work, although…I for one, LOVE his bouncy happy-happy fun sense of…Shuichi-ness but this is my story. Nya! So there. Oh and, in this story Touma is NOT married, just cause if he was, I would have to spend more time explaining shit. Also, I am not a Touma hater, after writing this first chapter, I think it makes me look like I want Touma to die or something, I have nothing against the guy, really… Except he sometimes creeps me out with his 'All-The-Time-Smiling' thing he has going on. Oh well… Also! I sometimes have issues doing Yuki's dialog, sorry if it's not too interesting or if it's OOC.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Gravitation in ANY way, if I did I would probably be in jail because I would have made an anime out of Gravitation Remix and 'forgotten' to give it a rating, hahahah!!
Now for the next chapter. TOOK ME LONG ENOUGH!!!! xD
Chapter Three: Regretful Motions
We weren't at home and I guess we weren't going there at all. It was so early in the morning and we were at least 10 minutes with a car, away from Ryuichi's place. I'm so freakin drunk that each floor tile is a big distance, it's pathetic really.
"Shuichi…" He softly said. I outstretched my fingers and brushed them across his head, he was sweaty and swaying while he walked.
"Ryu, I think it would be safer if we just go in here." I pointed to what looked like an empty hotel room above the bar and dance floor where we just were. Ryu tripped over me but was still holding onto my hand as he did so. I lay there, breathing heavily with Ryuichi drunkenly caressing me from above.
"Remember what I said earlier, you are mine Shuichi, just because I'm a little out of it, has nothing to do with what's going to happen tonight."
"But, it's already almost 4:00 in the morning, can't you wait, I have work early in the afternoon tomorrow." I protested not wanting this to go any further.
"I'm sure if you're a little late it won't be so bad, I know you have skipped work, just because, for no reason before."
I moved my head away from his and he rolled his tongue across my neck leaving a glistening trail behind. He pushed harder onto me while sneaking a hand up my shirt and using his other hand he trapped my wrists together above my head so I couldn't move. His tongue, tickling my stomach down to my hips, I couldn't control my head no matter how much common sense I had. I pushed my hips into him accidentally telling him that I was horny, this was so embarrassing. He flipped his finger through my belt and slid off my skin tight jeans. He had let go of my hands for now so I took my chances and grabbed a pillow, burying my face deep underneath it, muffling my slight screams and sobs from crying. I didn't want Ryuichi like this, not in this way. I wasn't even sure if I wanted him romantically, why tonight? But my body was playing along with it and taking my mind along for the ride. I felt him trying to enter me and I thrashed around digging my nails into the sides of the bed.
"Shuichi, it will only hurt more if you keep resisting." He was smirking, I could tell by the tone in his voice. He kind of reminded me of Yuki at the moment, which was a terrible thing for me to think of. Oh Yuki, I want you Yuki, I miss you Yuki.
"YUUUUUUUKIIIIIIII!!!"
Ryuichi then abruptly stopped his assault on me; going limp I started to hear sniffles coming from his lips. He soon fell on top of me after the liquor had devoured his body so much that he lost consciousness. I squeezed my body out from under his and grabbed my pants from the floor, pulling them up in one motion and sliding my belt around my waist. I ran out the door only to be hit be big drops of rain falling from the sky. It was a little bit light out as the morning approached. The traffic lights were creating pretty colors on the pavement. All I could see was 6 inches in front of me, I skidded forward as I tried to slow down, I guess I had fallen into the road because I felt a cold hard metal door slam into me and warm hands wrap around my waist pulling me into the front seat of a car.
My eyelids fluttered open saying hello to the afternoon look of the light that crept its way out of the sides of the window shades. A gasp pierced the utter silence of the room. I slowly turned my head to see golden eyes devastatingly looking into my own.
"Yuki… why am I, here?"
He stepped closer and dropped his head into my lap gripping my waist lightly with his hands, his body was shaking. Was he crying or was he really mad at me? I took my chances and followed his lead by gently taking my arms and enveloping his broad but slender form in my own. His head jerked up and his hand slapped my cheek hard.
"What the hell, I thought you were crying or something, why did you slap me you jerk?!"
"I heard what happened with Touma, stupid. I know he tricked you, where were you the past few days." He clenched his teeth and bent his head down a bit so that his bangs covered his eyes.
"Yuki, you care!"
"Don't give me that crap; it's just annoying when you're left without any explanation."
He then crushed his lips against mine tasting my tongue with his own, he leaned backwards and lingered onto me for a moment before getting up and disappearing into his work room. Damn it, why can't I think of anything to say to him, why.
I sat up and rubbed my eyes, sliding my legs off the edge of the bed, my mind wandered back to the other night. Being extremely lucky and out of no where I had basically fainted onto Yuki's car. Am I such an annoyance to him? Is that why I saw him with Touma back then, or is that just one of Touma's ideas. I don't really understand him but yet I still look up to him even after the things he has put me and Yuki through just to promote Bad Luck or whatnot. So much has happened since we joined with NG. I would have never expected any of this. I love singing from the bottom of my heart, it's my other love along side Yuki. It's one of the reasons I get up every day. It's hard to sing sometimes with all the things that go along with it though. The commercialism of it all, the huge crowds of fans throwing themselves at you, the black mailing, just everything sometimes feels like too much.
I grabbed a pop tart from the freezer, I glanced at the clock on the microwave and a volt of electric shock streamed through my body, I rammed the pop tart into the toaster and screamed in circles through the apartment throwing various items of clothes onto my body. I grabbed onto the banister and flung myself into the kitchen, grabbing my pop tart and flying out the door like a space ship. Yuki looked up and saw flames surrounding his house. He sighed and slowly got up, dragging his feet he grabbed the fire extinguisher and slipped on some shoes, he let the door creak open and casually walked around his house holding down the handle to the fire extinguisher, making it look like he had a yard of whipped cream circling his property. He rolled his eyes as his neighbor questioned him.
"I told ya those cigarettes will damn ya in the end. Hahahah."
Taking out a cigarette and lighting it he turned his head and "It's not the damn cigarettes, it's my damned boyfriend" he mumbled.
The doors of the studio flew open as I panted heavily next to Hiro, I was so freakin late.
"I'm heeeere!!"
Suguru rolled his eyes, "We've waited for an hour already, can't you ever be here on time Shindou. I hope you can stay for a whole recording; I'm not in the mood to come in again and do this all over" he scoffed.
"I'm sorry everyone, I kind of just slept in, I guess I was tired with all of last night and everything, and um well, hehe, let's go!"
Hiro raised his eyebrow at Shuichi over his last comment as Suguru just ignored it and touched his keyboard, playing it so, with skillful hands. Within a half an hour the recording was finished and they now could worry about other things like, the album cover and promotional events. All of the songs were finally done which left a few worries from people like Mr. Sakano. A loud bang at the door and K entered with papers flying out of his arms, he grabbed the tape from the recording studio and ordered Bad Luck members to follow him to Mr. Seguchi's office.
"I'm glad you're all here, I don't want to take away from the breath of air after finishing your album but, next weekend, Bad Luck and Nittle Grasper will be doing a joint concert, so be prepared. I will definitely not accept any kind of disappointment." He then took the papers K had in his arms and motioned everyone out. Shuichi slumped down on the wall outside of the office shoving his hands into his face.
"This can't be happening, all I want is to be happy and all that keeps happening to me just sucks!"
Then, taking off towards the exit, racing out onto the street he found himself on Ryuichi's doorstep.
My Little Extra Stuff: Sorry it's pretty short and that I haven't updated in a while. I hope it was alright. To answer a few things, say a few things or whatever, this is one of my first fan fictions, I somewhat stupidly didn't plan it at all, I don't have a BETA and it would be nice to have one, all of my ideas just come out of no where, I don't even sit and think about it, I just write. I am not discontinuing this story, trust me on that one, since I seem to be getting reviews I'm definitely going to keep going. I hope people had great times during the holidays this year! I hope to update sooner, most likely will, I feel majorly guilty for leaving people hanging. If you want to yell at me for not updating then if you have a myspace my name is 'sharpiemanga'. I don't go on AOL/AIM much because I get stamped on by like 10 people IMing me at once. Dot dot dot.
THANKS TO MY AMAZING REVIEWERS:
lil mutt face grl: Thank you so much, I saw your review and another one along with it and that's what inspired me to write this chapter. Thanks very much!
DarkMetalAngel of Destruction: It's probably both, I wrote it in the middle of night/early morning and if you read it around then, then obviously some things are gonna be a tad off. Haha!
The Oblivious Captain AnnaWell, I just did kind of put a lime, not really a lemon, in this chapter, not last chapter. Hope it was semi-satisfying, I didn't even intend to write it the way I did, oh well. xD
Patpat I'm so sorry, so sorry, so sorry! You said for me to update A.S.A.P and I took like, months. I'm terrible! Gah! Well, I hope you read this chapter. THANK YOU!!!
nanashi: Yea, I found out about the dialog thing recently from my writing class and my mom. I didn't know that before. This is my first chapter story in a long, long time and I'm only a freshman in high school so I still have a lot to learn writing wise.
Steph: Haven't talked to you in so long! Hope it's going really well with the animating thing and all. I hope it works out with Disney! Anyways, hope you read the chapter. Talk to ya soon? Maybe? I am a sucky girl, I neglect to call people including you. Please forgive me!!! xP;;
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