A/N: Sorry for the long wait for the next chapter. There will be a couple more chapters left. I obviously don't own Lizzie McGuire and I don't own the song it belongs to Keith Urban. I hope you enjoy.
No one's POV:
Lizzie got back from her dinner with her work that night and went and picked up Rayne and put her daughter to bed because it was past her bed time. Lizzie woke up around four in the morning and she saw light in her room and that light was coming from the moon and the street light outside her apartment.
She just sat there by her window staring out where she used to live, and she kept thinking about all the good things that went right with their relationship, and then she began trying to figure out when everything went wrong.
I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say, but
Yeah she had a good paying job to support her and their daughter but she would really like to be with Gordo, some would say go back to him, give him another chance. She knew that once someone was a cheater they will always be one. She let him keep all the stuff he bought for the house including their dog, Roscoe.
And recently every time her and Gordo would talk he would technically explain why he did what he did and she was sick of it. She knew and he knew that she will get over it and he will too, and they will always think of each other.
Gordo's POV:
I woke up early this morning mainly because I have to get to the set and do a freakin' night scene. I hate having to get up early in the morning just to do freakin' night scenes, I like doing them at night but I'm working with minors and they can't be out late well pass 9 o' clock.
I went out to the deck and just sat there and thought about things and how horrible things are going at the moment. You know another reason why I woke up early is because I couldn't stop thinking about how I screwed everything up and how much I miss Lizzie and Rayne.
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories
I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me
I went inside and got in the shower and got dressed for the freakin' day. Then I left and got into my car and headed towards the location. I'm so tired, tired of waking up early, tired of feeling alone when I really am, I didn't think that something like this would happen but then again I didn't think that I could do something like that to Lizzie either.
Lizzie's POV:
Well its time for me to go and get ready for work. I took my shower like usual but I was getting ready for work earlier then usual because I had a plan of what to do. Which means dropping off Rayne at my parents' house earlier then usual but my mom already knew that Rayne was coming by early.
I sat at the table after getting ready drinking a cup of coffee and all that kept coming up in my head was if I didn't catch Gordo or Gordo didn't cheat on me where would we be today, would we be like we were always working and never home. Or spending more time at home then we used to.
But one can only guess and let me tell you I can't.
I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So
I still wish that there was something between me and Gordo and all but sometimes I find my self wishing that every memory of me and him would no longer be with me like it would all go away. And sometimes I find myself wishing that I still had those memories. I missed how we would all go walking Roscoe as a family and going to go play in the park and stuff. I did get to keep the rabbits, Romeo and Juliet. I know they're cheesy names but I didn't name them my mom did, she thought that the names went with mine and Gordo's relationship.
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
Nobody's POV:
Lizzie was driving Rayne over to her mom and dad's house when all of a sudden she heard her phone ring, and she could only guess who it was. It was Gordo.
But she knew that she shouldn't answer it but she did she wanted to know what he wanted.
"Hello Gordo."
"Hey Lizzie. I was wondering if I could have Rayne this weekend?"
"Yeah I guess since I don't have anything planned for us this weekend."
"Okay thanks."
"Yeah."
They both hung up, but they both knew how they felt about each other and that they both wished that they were back together. Gordo knew that he couldn't beg her to come back but that she had to make the decision to take him back. He knew that he would miss watching television with her at night sitting on the couch with his arms around her, and then they would fall asleep before the movie would ever end.
Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life
Lizzie knew that Gordo had to be at the set early so she was going to stop by the house and get a couple more things that she left and a couple things that she wanted to leave him. She needed to take back his old letterman jacket, and his first winning video after high school. And she needed to pick up Rayne's stuffed cat, and her blanket from when she was in high school that she got when she was in the hospital after the wreck that her and Gordo got into after the school won the championships.
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
That was the day that her and Gordo got engaged and found out that Lizzie was pregnant but she lost the baby, so in one day she got engaged and found out she was pregnant the same day she lost the baby. And that is something that she so wished that she could forget.
Flashback:
No one's POV:
Hillridge High had just won the championship and Lizzie was waiting for Gordo to get out of the locker room because earlier he had told her that he needed to talk to her and that it was important. He finally came out and took her towards the field so no one would see, he held her hands in his and got down on one knee. You could see Lizzie's face light up.
"Elizabeth McGuire will you marry me?" Gordo asked.
"David Gordon Yes I will marry you?" Lizzie replied with a few tears coming down her face.
The kissed then headed for the car and he opened her door for her then went to the driver's side and got in. They backed out and got out on the main road. They were going the speed limit when out of nowhere a car came out and hit the passengers side of the car which is the side that Lizzie was on. She was hurt that bad but she had to be taken to the hospital and Gordo only had a few bruises and scratches.
Later on at the hospital-
Lizzie had just gotten into a recovery room when her parents and Matt showed up. And they were all told that the doctor would be right with them and that they could go in and see her.
You would probably think that Lizzie was hurt badly like most cases but the car didn't hit it that hard.
The doctor came in and took a seat. He told them all the good news but what they didn't know was that there was bad news that followed.
"I do have some bad news for you Miss. McGuire." The doctor had stated.
"Bad news?" the had all asked in unison.
"Miss. McGuire we're sorry but you lost the baby." He had said apologetically.
"Baby?" Lizzie asked.
"Oh you didn't know that you were pregnant?"
"No."
But at that moment Lizzie broke down crying, she cried because now her parents knew that her and Gordo slept together, over the fact that she was pregnant and that she lost the baby that she didn't even know about.
The doctor had left the room.
"Matt will you go wait outside?" Mrs. McGuire told him.
Matt did as he was told.
"Lizzie we didn't know that you two were sleeping together."
"Mom I'm sorry for not telling you…."
End of flashback-
She had to find a way to just let Gordo go at this point but she couldn't as hard as she tried it wasn't possible.
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah
Turns out Lizzie's timing was correct when she got to his house he was already gone, she dropped the two things off and picked up her two things then headed of to do her plan.
A plan that she hoped wouldn't fail.
And you're gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday
She showed up at the set of Gordo's movie, and she dropped off a cd and a note for him. She didn't leave it with anyone but Gordo and she told him to listen to it by himself and not let anyone else hear it at all.
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