Chapter four

I do not own Inuyasha

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"You think he's gonna go see her?" Sango asked Miroku. Miroku sighed and shook his head.

"Most likely not, he'll chicken out and run away like all the other times he went here to fetch her back."

"Other times?" Miroku nodded and looked over at Sango.

"Yeah, he's been there many times before. He just didn't know that I knew. I just hope that he does see her this time and not run away with his tail between his legs." Sango sighed and shook her head.

"Hopefully."

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He stopped short of the well, why the hell was he running away like this? He should go and demand some answers from her, but still... He shook his head and turned back around and decided to wait for her to come back.

He walked back up to the front door, threw it open and stalked up to her room again. He was gonna wait for her this time and he wan't gonna let her get away. Not like last time, never again. He was never gonna let her go again. Hell, he didn't give a shit if she had a mate, he'll kill the bastard and then steal her away. Her mother could take care of the kids. He jumped up onto the bed and crossed his arms and legs.

With one hand, he fingered the beads around his neck and sighed. She still hasn't removed them and he was starting to think that he really didn't want them removed. But then again, he really does hate them cursed 'sit' commands. He dropped his hand and leaned against the wall and closed his eyes.

He got up and walked over to the desk that had books in a neat pile on top. He glanced around it and opened the drewer. A black leather bond book caught his eye. He picked it up and skimmed though it. He was surprised to see that most of the pages where written in. He went to the back of the book, but the pages there where blank so he flipped backwards.

Finding the last few entres, he stopped and started to read.

"We had finally defeated Naraku, at last, and Miroku is no longer under the curse from his (great?) grandfather. I know that Sango and Miroku care deeply for each other... but, I am wishing that me and Inuyasha would some day be as close as they are, maybe even closer..."

He blinked at the sudden roar of emotions that ripped though his heart. Shaking his head, he went on reading.

"These past few months that we have been together, I have had countless dreams of him. I wonder if he dreams of me? I know that sometimes he can act stubborn and like a moron, but deep down he is such a sweet and soft person. I know it is down somewhere in him because I have seen it before."

"I had another dream last week when we was still chaseing Naraku. It scared me, and I wope up crying. Inuyasha didn't know why I was crying about and there was no way I would tell him. He would just call me something and sulk for the rest of the day. The dream was, that we did defeat Naraku... but, he wasn't dead. Instead, he took over Inuyasha's body and. . . I can't go on, I'm am crying right now as I write this down..."

There were a few little holes and smears of ink. Now he knew what made her so upset that day many years ago. He called her an idiot and she went quiet. He sighed and with shakey fingers, he read the last one.

"Even though, Kikyo is no longer walking among the living, Inuyasha still cares for her so much. Sometimes I wonder if there is even enough room in his heart for another. When ever he saw her, he would go after her. I have long accepted that there is no way that I could ever make him forget about her, but I still wish that I could. Inuyasha... are you still in love with her? Even though she is dead and I am alive. I still remember when I told him I would still be by his side, was that a mistake? It feels like my heart has been ripped out so many times when ever he hunts her down. I may be her... No, I will not accept that. My soul is mine and it was never hers. Inuyasha, even if you do follow her. I will follow you where ever you will go. Even if it is to the end of times, I will never lose my love for you. I still remember when I first realized that I was in love with him, it made everything so clear, the jealously when ever you where gone with her. The sadness when I saw you two together that one time when Kikyo kissed you... I still remember what Miroku and Shippo where saying about which girl would you choose and you wanted both and I yelled sit. That was so funny. Well, all my love for you Inuyasha,

Kagome."

He was stunned. If what she wrote was ture, then why did she never come back to him after she left? He put the book away into the folds of his kimono, he would read all of it later. He sat back down on the bed and layed down on it. His mind was raceing and he was so confused about what he had read.

Bits of jealously touched him but he squished it away and ignored it. If what she wrote was true, then if she did have a mate, he would steal her away and take her back to his time and keep her for himself. Hell, even if he had to close off the well, he wouldn't let her go back.

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Hojo pulled up to a store and got out. Eri unbuckled the baby and Kagome helped out. Holding the baby up in Eri's arms, The three of them walked into a (wal-mart type of store) Hojo grabbed a buggy and pushed it along. Kagome looked around the place.

"Hey, guys, I'll met you at the car okay?" They nodded.

"Remember, isle three." Eri called and followed Hojo. Kagome nodded and walked the other way and walked around the store aimlessly. She stopped in front of a hair salon and looked at her hair. Running it though her fingers, she shrugged and walked away, happy with the way her hair is just like it is.

Walking past a group of kids in their late teen years, she got a couple of wolf whistles and went scarlett. The teen boys turned directions and followed her.

"Hey babe, what's you doing?" One asked, she ignored him. The others pointed and laughed at the one who talked and he got bold and walked up behind Kagome and slapped her ass. Kagome yelped and glared at them and walked away.

They were laughing and kept on following her. Saying a ton of pathetic pick up lines, Kagome gave them the slient treatment and kept on walking. Getting annoyed, they picked up their pace and walked in front of her, causeing her to stop. She folded her arms arcoss her chest and tapped her foot.

"What do you little brats want?" She growled at them. They started to laugh and talk all at once. After a few minutes, Kagome backed up a little and started to walk around them. One of the boys grabbed her arm.

"Hey! What's the rush sweet heart, all we want to do is to get to know you a little better." Kagome bitch slapped him and everyone got quiet.

"How dare you touch me you little pests!" She growled and twisted her arm out of his grasp and walked away. The boys where roaring with laughter and started to follow her some more. Getting another ass slapping, she cused and slapped all of them and threatened to call the cops.

They were roaring with laughter, but stopped suddenly and their faces went from laughter to horror. They backed up and ran away.

Kagome furrowed her brows and turned around and slammed into someone's chest. It was a guy's chest, hard like steel. Her cheeks burned and she backed up and mumbled her apologizes.

"So, Miss. Higurashi, looks like you are doing well." He said. Kagome jumped and looked up at him.

"Hey! You're that doctor from the hosptial. Um... I forgot your name though." She added sheepishly. The man laughed.

"My name is Dr. Simon, but you may call me David." He said with a smile.

"You're American aren't you?" Kagome asked, he didn't look like he was from Japan.

"Yes, I am American. You don't have anything against Americans do you?" She shook her head no. "Good, tell me, why are you here all alone? And where those boys causeing you trouble?"

"I-I'm not alone, my friends are here, somewhere. And yes, I was about to call the guards on those boys." Kagome sighed. David smiled and placed his arm around her shoulders.

"As your former doctor, I don't approve of you walking around on your own. Tell me, have you eaten yet?" She shook her head no. "Well then, come on my treat." He said, leading her towards the exit.

Don't got much to say right now, but please reveiw and so on and so forth. Tata now.