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Lilys diary 17

July 21st (Morning)

Dear Diary

Today was one of those days where you are too lazy to do anything but stare out the window and think about Hogwarts. I just wish that we were back in school because I miss Hogwarts and its halls of learning. I miss the library where there are so many books to read before you lose track of time. I think I know why I feel this way, its because James went with his dad to have some father son time, and James never told me about him and his dad hanging out. I wish he was here because I miss him so much.

I wonder where Mrs. Potter is? I haven't seen her since she came in a few minutes ago to tell me where James went.

Well I am going to go and read a book and wait and see if James is going to come back soon.

Bye

Lily

July 21st (Night)

Dear Diary

I just found out from Mrs. Potter that James wont be back tonight and maybe not even tomorrow because him and his dad are having a lot of fun on this trip they are on. I wish that James was here because I miss him a lot. I know that he is ok but I want him here with me.

Well I better go because I am going to go for a late night fly on my broom but don't worry I am going to stay near the house and only be out an hour. Then its off to bed for me.

Night

Lily

July 22nd (morning)

Dear Diary

Today has started out good because Mrs. Potter just came in and told me that James and his dad will be home tomorrow. That makes me very happy because it has been really boring with out James here to keep me busy training me for Quidditch. Since he has been training me to be a chaser for the team I will have something to do that is part of a team. I am happy now that I am better at flying on a broom.

Well I am going to go and ride my broom around the Potter's Quidditch Pitch and practice speeding up and slowing down I will write later if I get the time.

Bye

Lily

July 22nd (Night)

Dear Diary

I went and rode around on the pitch and I have gotten a lot better since James and I started riding together. I just came in because I was tired, stressed out, and hungry. So I took a warm bubble bath to calm down and I ate some dinner now I just feel like sleeping so I am going to go sorry for not writing more.

Night

Lily

July 23rd (Afternoon)

Dear Diary

Today James came home and he went right to his room I guess to sleep because he looked tired when he came in this morning so I guess I could go out and fly my broom until James comes out or I could stay in and write in you. I kind of want to stay in and relax for today or until James gets up. I wonder what him and his dad did while they were out? I guess I will have to ask James when he wakes up because I don't want to wake him up.

I hope he had a good time. Oh I just heard Mr. And Mrs. Potter outside my room I will be right back

45 minutes later

They were in here telling me that I write too much and that I am not outside enough. That is kind of rude because I am out almost all the time.

Well I guess I will go out because I want to keep James's parents happy

Bye for now

Lily

July 23rd (Night)

Dear Diary

Well James is still in his room asleep so I can't even go in his room unless his parents are asleep and they are not going to bed any time soon so if I want to see James tonight I will have to wait for a while because its not that late only 9:26 so they will be in bed by 11:00 so I only have to wait 2 hours.

I really want to see James but he just had to go to his room.

Well I will just go to bed because I am too mad at James to write any more because I can't believe he went to his room when he got home and why he left with his dad without telling me anything about it.

Night

Lily

July 24th (Late Morning)

Dear Diary

Today James and me got in a fight over the whole him leaving without telling me thing and I think I might leave and go to my own house for the rest of the summer if him and I don't make up. I can't stay here if James and I are fighting. I am so upset I think I will go for a fly to this special spot that I found a few days ago and cry my eyes out because I can't take this I hate James being mad at me it hurts me. I know I love James with all my heart and soul and I can't take him being mad at me.

I am crying now diary I think I will take the broomstick ride now. I might be back later

Bye

Lily

July 24th (Late afternoon)

Dear Diary

I just got back from crying I will tell you what happened while I was at that place I told you about

Well I was there crying when James heard me and came to yell at me some more about stuff and then he left me. I then took to fly after him and I fell off my broom and the last thing I saw was James's face before I slipped into darkness and I woke up here my room and James said sorry to me and said that I could sleep with him in his bed if I felt like it and that is whenever I want to at school or not. That is so sweet of him but I can't believe he thinks that this will make up for him yelling at me.

I know that I love him its just that I want him to be happy and tell me stuff that he is doing with his family. If he can't or wont do that then I will go and stay at Marah's house and that is in the magical world and then what will he do be even more mad? Because I can't take him when he is mad.

Well I am going to go and fly my broom to my special spot.

Bye

Lily

July 24th (Late Night)

Dear Diary

Well I just got back from crying and I need to get away from the house because James is mad at me again for reasons unknown, its killing me inside so I think I will take to going to this spot I found a few hours ago its by the lake in the woods so I will pack you, and some cloths. I will leave a note saying that James will have to find me and that I am ok and will be ok but I need space and I am not getting it inside.

Well got to write that note and then pack some stuff enough for a few weeks because he will find me.

Night

Lily

July 25th (morning)

Dear Diary

Well so far James hasn't found me and I have been swimming in the lake so I am having fun being away from the house. If you are wondering how I got here I took my broom while the Potter family was asleep.

I am going to have fun while I am away from that big house. I only hope that I wont miss James too much. Because then I will go back oh my god someone is coming from the house will be back soon.

2 hours later

Ok it was James but he passed by and went back inside I guess to tell his parents that he didn't find me yet. Well he might not have seen my note that I left on my writing desk in clear view because it said that he would have to find me and say sorry for yelling at me.

Well I just hope that he finds me before my few weeks are up because I will just go to Marah's house if he doesn't find me.

Going to go for another swim then back in this tent for me.

Bye for now

Lily

July 25th (Night)

Dear Diary

I never realized how creepy it is out here after dark as well as how cool it can be in the summer. At least I am in a tent that is warm as well as my blankets that I got from home. I just hope that James finds me because I am starting to miss him but I am doing this for his own good. I wonder what he is doing right now while I am out here writing to the light of my magical candle that I got from my friends. I only hope I get found by James and not his parents.

Well I better go because I need to get warm and get some sleep

Night

Lily

July 26th (Late Night)

Dear Diary

I have still not been found but I bet I will be soon because I am writing from the safety of my tent for it is raining at the moment so I am not going out in the rain just so James can find me. I only hope that I am found by James soon because I am starting to miss the feeling of his arms around me. Oh god I heard a person land. I hope that was James and some random guy here to kidnap me. Let that be James please let that be James.

Must see who that is.

3 hours later

Oh god it was James and he says it too dangerous for us to go back for it is now storming so James is staying in my tent until the storm lets up or stops for a while or at least long enough to let us get back to his house. He has already said sorry and said he would never ever yell at me again because he couldn't take me being gone. He said he worried about me the whole time I was gone from his house. He wont keep saying sorry all because he yelled at me and made me cry.

I wonder when this storm will be over because I want to go back to my warm room and be under my warm covers. I hope that the Potters are not too mad at me because we have awhile until James and I go back to Hogwarts for our 5th year and they could always send me back to my house for the rest of the summer.

I just hope that James's parents wont send me home because I like being with James and not with my sister and parents. I at least am a prefect and I just need to find out who the guy prefect is because it's not James unless he is going to surprise me by putting on his badge on September 1st but he would tell me if he was the boy prefect.

Well James wants me to go because he it's getting late and we have to go in the morning back to his house if it is not still storming as bad.

Night

Lily

July 27th (Late Afternoon)

Dear Diary

The storm let up enough for James and I to pack my stuff and fly back to his house, then I had to listen to his parents for about 2 hours yell at me and then tell me if I did something like this again I would be sent home for the rest of the summer. I can't believe that they would say something like that all because I went out in their woods not some random persons THEIRS. Oh well that's ok at least they were not too mad at me that they would send me home this time. Well they were glad that I was found and unharmed. I mean I know how to fight and scream and also run.

I mean its not like I can't do anything just because I am a girl. It's not fair now they grounded me for like 4 weeks and I can only fly when James does. That is so unfair, I want to be able to fly alone because I train better on my own because I wont have James all the time while I am at Hogwarts when I fly in the games because he is the seeker.

Well I got to go and eat a snack if I am not grounded from eating because I am a growing girl who is now a Quidditch player.

Bye for now

Lily

August 25th (Late at night)

Dear Diary

Sorry for not writing in a long time but with the hard training and everything I have lost track of the time so I am so sorry.

James says I was born to be a chaser, and that makes me happy that because he said that and he taught me to be the chaser I am.

Wow it's almost September 1st and then it's off to Hogwarts for James's 5th year and mine.

I can't wait until we go to get our stuff we should be going sometime this week or this weekend so I can't wait.

Well I better go.

Bye

Lily

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