HIYAAAA! I'M BACK ONCE AGAIN! If I have to say one thing for this story, I will say that this is my favorite. And it's dark, cold, creepy, mysterious, but romantic as well. The story reflects all the different parts of my inner self and inside world….Uh, huh. Believe it or not, this one came to me in my sleep, formed as a dream. I was dreaming of the fic! I didn't believe it either in the beginning, but then I thought that it has happened before to me. Almost always, what I am about to write, either for my fics or for my book, comes to me in a dream. Ahhh….This one is a little short, but the next one is longer. ENJOY
WARNING: There's a dialog between Raven and one of her inside selves that may seem a little…Out of place and time, but anyways.
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"THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING…Why to me? No way, this can't be real, yes, it's just a vision…Relax Raven, it's only your imagination, it's not what it seems…AHHHH, WHY IS ALWAYS ME?" Raven thought to herself. From the moment se have dropped the glass and returned o her room, she kept thinking that her eyes were tricking her. But no.
She saw Robin kissing Starfire, nothing could change that fact. Nothing could change the fact that this kiss reminded her of her own one, either, but… "What the heck, they're in love! Who am I to blame them? If it was me, I would do the same thing!" She thought.
"Who are you trying to trick, Raven?"
Her own mind was going by her! If she hasn't gone mad yet, this certainly was the tie to. What else would happen to her this weekend?
"No one, if it was me I would do the same, I am sure!" she said. She was talking to herself, if that was possible!
"Yeah, sure. If it was BB, you would have definitely be kissing passionately in the middle of the night…" Said the voice in Raven's mind in a sarcastic tone
"I don't see where the irony goes…"
"Who talked about irony?"
"You"
"Oh…Is that because I'm just…TELLING THE TRUTH?"
"Stop"
"Wow, wow, wow. My little girl is growing up and she goes through emotional mess"
"I said stop!"
"My, my, my, it seems that someone around here is taking life way too seriously…"
"STOP!" Raven howled like and injured wolf. She fell back exhausted as the voice in her head was fading. But she realized that the voice was right. She couldn't get over her loss, and the same time she tried to convince herself that what she saw was just her imagination that played tricks to her, she heard her friends laughing and sharing words of love, so she let everything run through.
"I am worthless…" She murmured. She lied back on her bed, covered herself with her blanket and heard the rain suddenly begin, pouring drops down. The sky have went crimson red; it was obvious from the rain that the sky was once again crying for the loss the Titans Tower was suffering. Raven closed he eyes and immediately fell into a deep dreamless sleep.
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Dreamless?
Not at all.
I told you this was going to be short…But I didn't think it would be THAT short! Oh, I am going to write the next chapter now, I love the coming chapter! You'll understand what I mean….