A/N: None of Wicked characters are mine! Got it!

Journal 3

So now if the blasted rain wasn't bad enough, now it's SNOWING! Stupid weather, must be Horrible Morribles doing. Even in "death" she finds some way to kill my spirit, metaphorically speaking of course. Poor Boq, I expect he's rusting solid right now if he's outside. Fiyero actually loves the snow, he's dancing in it actually. The poor Winkie Prince reduced to dancing in solidified water. But he seems dreadfully happy, like he knows we're going to get out of this prejudice place very soon. I wish I could say that I'm dancing in the snow with Fiyero, but I'm sitting here writing out my thoughts and shaking my hat in order to get the snow off.

I've been wondering whether things would have turned out differently if I was born the "normal" colour. I can't think that it would have. Look at my sister Nessa, she was normal (except for the wheelchair thing) but she became wicked just the same. Poor Nessa. I wonder if they've got that house off of her yet? Well in a way maybe she did deserve it……I don't know maybe I deserve to have a house drop on me too. Nope, nothing but snow in the sky, no houses anywhere. One thing I've learned is that I will never look at a twister the same way again.

Fiyero's pulling at me to come dance with him, and it's hard to type with one hand. If you happen to spot us, know that we're "dancing through life" as Fiyero would say.

Fresh Dreams All,

Elphaba