A/N: The characters, places, quoted from Wicked are not mine.
Journal 5
Well it's still cold here but at least the sun had enough nerve to show it's warm, although distant face. I haven't been feeling too well these last few days. I've had horrible stomach aches to the point that we have to stop when the pain becomes too much for me to bear! Fiyero is as loving as ever, always giving me massages, and kisses. If it wasn't for him I think I would have just stopped and let the Wizards guards find me. I actually thought I saw Chistery flying in the air the other day. I don't know if I'm hallucinating yet, but Fiyero told me it was just a bird. Lack of food and water, and for that matter lack of money, will do that to you. Make you go funny in the brain. Well I'm already green on the outside, let's see if my brain has rotted yet. Just making jokes, it's the only way to forget the pain, if only for a moment. If I had those shoes I could pawn them off for money, and then we could get food and this idiotic stomach ache would finally subside! But all in all I don't have my dead sisters' shoes! I don't know where that farm girl who was last seen attached to them has gone. If I took that stupid little brats dog, I think Glinda called it Dodo, I could actually have something to eat!
Oh, for Oz sake! Forgive me, I think my brain has rotted through. I have to stop for now, the pain has doubled and my eyes are watering. Fiyero is turning this contraption off, goodbye for now.
Fresh Dreams All,
Elphaba
