HELP! AGAIN!

yeah, i need help. again. with my boyfriend dying, it kinda shocked me and i lost all of my ideas for this story. please help! oh, and i'm officially changing my name to 'MegaKiraraLover'. so don't freak out when the next time i update, it changes. kaaaaaaaayyy? so, review and help me out! THANK YOU!

PS

A Memorial:

Alex Dembrosky

September, 1990 – February, 2006

I MISS YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH! WHAAAAAAAAHH!

RIP