DISCLAIMER: I can't tell you how much I wish I owned Sesshomaru... but I don't so stop reminding me...
Nikki: I know I just updated but I wanted to do it again... cuz I had nothing better to do... by the way, you know the whole: my friend kissed the guy I like at a party thing... that happened to me... but my friend was completely sober and aware of what she was doing... and I've known her for 10 years...
Sesshomaru: That sucks...
Nikki: yeah it does but what ever...
So, I only have two reviews as of now, but that's fine because they were both nice and its only been posted for almost 24 hours... so yeah...
REVIEWS:
Sesshomarubaby18: I hope this is a soon enough for ya :)
anonymous reviewer: thanks
Nikki: well on to chapter two
Dreams of the Sweet Forbidden
Chapter Two: Baths and Confessions
PREVIOUS CHAPTER:
"Could you train me... lord please... I could stay with you and work with Rin...you know like teach her...she's only what? 7 or 8?, I'm not that bothersome... I swear..."
"Fine" Sesshomaru responded...
"Oh thank you" she smiled and hugged him... but she quickly jumped back and apologized...
"now just to talk you Inuyasha..."
NOW:
"But maybe I should shower first.. I don't know when I'll be home again so I might as well take advantage of running water" Kagome sighed...
Sesshomaru looked at her "and change your clothes... they aren't... appropriate..."
'They do look nice though' he added in his mind
Kagome's face dropped... "well... what should I wear then... I wouldn't wanna walk around looking 'inappropriate'"
She walked away toward the bathroom not looking at him..."Just stay in there lord... I'm not sure when my grandfather will get home... and he has a thing against demons he hasn't met before"
She then took a detour to her mom's room and grabbed a black kimono that had a pink sakura blossoms embroidered on it... it was really pretty and more "traditional"
continued into the bathroom and turned on the water... she looked under her sink for some body wash and pulled out a bottle and a jar... she stared at them... The bottle had vanilla body wash, and the jar was a ginger oil and sea salt body scrub... but which to use... the vanilla was pretty strong and it might bother the demon that was sitting at her desk in her bed room... the ginger oil was less strong but smelled really good... so she chose the ginger oil sea salt... she was in a forgiving mood... "wait he's at my desk... but my note book...shit!" she thought remember ing her absent minded doodles of hearts with his name in them... "fuck"
"Just finish your shower and do damage control" she thought to herself...
She grabbed the jar and hurried into the shower...
BACK IN HER BEDROOM...
"Hmmm I wonder what she has in here..." he looked around and moved things, examining things carefully... then he saw a note book... he flipped through the pages... and stopped when he saw something of interest..she had clearly started to write equations, then, mid equation she had stopped and then he saw his name encircled in a heart with a arrow piercing the heart... he didn't quite understand...
Kagome walked in her wet hair was wavy and stuck to her face... but that's not what caught his attention...he just stared at how she looked in that kimono...
"Is this more appropriate?" Kagome asked, just preying that he didn't see her note book, but when she saw it open on her desk she knew he had... but she decided to play it cool...
"Yes... you don't look like a whore anymore..."Sesshomaru said cooly...
"I'm not a whore Sesshomaru..."
"Fine! It's none of my concern any way I just.."
That's when they heard her door open down stairs and they heard Inuyasha calling her name...
"Sesshomaru hide... please... He wont listen if he finds you in my room..."
He shrugged and walked passed her brushing her arm as he made his way into her closet and closed the door "you owe me wench"
'doesn't she realize it'll be worse when he smells me all over the room... and on her'
"Inuyasha... I'm in my room" she shouted
Inuyasha ran into the naive Miko's bedroom... "I just came to warn you that I smelled Sesshomaru's scent near the well and he could be up to someth.." he stopped and breathed in... "where is he kagome? And why is his scent all over your room? Kagome answer me!"
"Well... Inuyasha" she had no clue what to even begin to tell him
Inuyasha took her silence as she was guilty... when really nothing happened...
"what the fuck were you doing with him... you fucking whore... run away to your house just to fool around with my brother" he grabbed her arm and squeezed.."you even got all dressed up for him!"
"No Inuyasha... its not like that at all..." she tried to calm him down, but it wasn't working..."Inuyasha, you're hurting me...please stop!"
Sesshomaru rushed out of the closet and punched Inuyasha in the stomach.. "Inuyasha stop being a jealous, ignorant dumb ass...I didn't do anything to the miko..."
Inuyasha... unfortunately knocked into the desk and things fell off... a certain note book, still open landed in his lap...
He looked at the heart drawn around his brother's name...
He threw the note book at Kagome... and jumped up to leave. As he walked past her he bit out "Find someone else to protect your ass" and he ran out.
Kagome sat on her bed.. Silent tears running down her cheeks...
Sesshomaru, again, didn't know what to say... she was crying... again...
"Kagome... he smelled like sake... he just over-reacted.. Probably from the alcohol..."
But she didn't look at him... she kept her head down and her tears fell on her note book... staining the page that caused so much drama...
"Kagome.. Why is there an arrow on that heart..."
"I don't know... my friends started it when you can't stop thinking of someone that you know isn't thinking of you... you draw a heart around their name with a weapon sticking out of it because of how much it hurts a girls heart when no one loves her..."
'Again I have no idea what to say to this girl... she's very weird' he thought... "Kagome... he didn't mean it... he know I have more honor than to bed a human..." ...wrong thing to say...
"What's so wrong with humans Sesshomaru? Huh? Do demon chicks have two vaginas? What makes demon girls so much better?"
"They don't die centuries before their mates..."
Kagome hadn't thought about that... what if, by some miracle, they did mate... she'd die before him... she'd be leaving him all alone...
She noticed that Sesshomaru seemed a little off... "what's wrong Sesshomaru?
He looked away...
"Sesshomaru... you have been involved with a human before haven't you?"
"Once a long time ago... but she was killed... if she had been a demon... she could've protected herself..."
Sesshomaru stood there looking at the window... she walked silently behind him and hugged him. He tensed...
"Everyone needs a hug sometime Sesshomaru..." she whispered...
"Not me" he stated coldly...
"Maybe, I wasn't talking about you..." she whispered laying her head on his chest just for a brief second, just to hear his heart beat...then she let go and looked at him... "even you have a heart dear lord sesshomaru... and even yours can break..."
"I am quite aware dear Miko"
"Its not good for you to keep it bottled up"...
They stood in silence for what seemed like forever... when Kagome whispered absent mindedly...
"Man I wish I could get him back... I just wanna piss him off... I almost wish I had someone... right now who would help me trick him... make it seem like I actually did do things... he's such an ass..."
"I love pissing off Inuyasha"
they stood there again in silence.. It was getting late... Kagome went to her mom's room and changed into pajamas... "We'll leave tomorrow morning if that's ok with you"
"That's fine" he said while removing his armor... he laid down beside Kagome
"What the hell do you think you're doing?"
"Kagome... think how mad he'll be if more than just your room smells like me..."
She understood..."goodnight Sesshomaru... this shall be a fun game... Inuyasha is so childish"
"That he is... good night"
And they slept... and as they slept they got...repositioned...
She was shivering so Sesshomaru absent mindedly wrapped his tail around her and she cuddled into it... and during the night they ended up facing each other with her wrapped in his tail and help tight against his chest by his remaining arm...
In the morning before they woke up Kagome's mother opened the door. Her family got home from their aunts house sometime during the night...and she was checking to see if her only daughter wanted breakfast...
Her mom couldn't hold in the gasp at what she saw... her daughter in the arms of a man she's never seen before... "KAGOME!"
Kagome opened her eyes and groaned... "five more minutes I wont be late for school... I promise"
"Kagome... its Saturday" Her crossed her arms and looked at Sesshomaru... who was awake but was pretending he wasn't just to see how things turned out "so... are you going to tell me who your uh... friend is?
She made a move to get up but his tail tightened around her "uh... that's Sesshomaru... Inuyasha's brother..."
"Well you two should get out of bed and come down stairs to get breakfast..." Her mom retreated and shut the door behind her...
"Shit Sesshomaru get up... my family's home..."
"I know miko.."
"Why you smug little bastard..." she tried to get up again, but to no avail... "let me go..."
He said nothing... but she got a wicked idea... 'maybe his tail is as sensitive to the touch as Inuyasha's ears...'
Kagome started to lightly stroke his soft tail...
Sesshomaru closed his eyes 'bitch has no clue what she's ...doing...' he thought...
"Do you like that lord of the dogs... oh your tail is so pretty... and soft" she was trying to drive him insane... but she would never have expected what happened next...
Sesshomaru flipped her over and pinned her arms down... she was helpless and pinned to her own bed...
"Bitch... if you don't stop we wont be playing a game... Inuyasha will really have something to be jealous over..." Sesshomaru growled out
"Like what?" Kagome asked.. The naive girl was pushing her luck...
"Like this" a shift of body weight pressed something unfamiliar against her leg...
"oh like you'd ever actually do anything..." 'He hates humans.. He wouldn't do it... no I know he wouldn't...'she preyed... maybe she should have just shut up.
He smirked... and leaned down and kissed her...and I mean he KISSED her like she'd never been kissed before...
And she shocked him because she was kissing him back...
When they broke the kiss Sesshomaru got up and put on his armor...
"Sesshomaru..."
"Kagome... my apologies... but I am, after all, a demon... do not forget that..."
"And you remember... I am, after all, human... and I like soft things... especially your tail... or Inuyasha's ears... it's just how I am... but I am sorry... I should not have done that... I wasn't thinking..."
It was silent.. And Kagome didn't like that... "I bet we really smell like each other now..."
"That we do"
"Lets go get breakfast..." Kagome walked by him and he followed her down stairs
They sat at the table with her family.. Sesshomaru sat by Kagome at got closer when her grandfather kept staring at him...
After they were done eating they got ready and walked out to the well...
"Are you sure you want to play this game Kagome?"
"Yes... I wanna piss him off... he deserves to be upset for once... think about him with Kikyou"
She grabbed his hand and they jumped into the well and were surrounded by a blue mist. Then they had arrived, they looked up to see a beautiful blue sky...
"Well... here we go... let put on a good show... shall we Sesshomaru...?"
"We shall" He lifted her up bridal style and jumped out of the well to see Inuyasha already there waiting for them... He was no longer drunk and seemed shock to see them so close... he expected him to out her down and she'd run to him.. But she didn't... when he put her down she just stayed by his side and whispered "Inuyasha... I think we should talk"
He sniffed and froze... she smelled like Sesshomaru... a lot like Sesshomaru and not only that but the scents of there arousal was still left over from earlier that morning...
Inuyasha grabbed her arm and pulled her to him "Kagome are you alright... he didn't... do anything did he?"
"No he didn't force me into anything, if that's what your asking..." she looked to Sesshomaru and he looked back.
"What the fuck does that mean Kagome... I mean I'm sorry for yesterday... and ... well if he did do anything... I'll kick his ass... don't worry... you can go wash and no one will know you were ever near him..."
Sesshomaru growled and pulled Kagome back toward him... "If she said I didn't do anything... then I didn't... don't assume that just because you have no pride or honor... that I'm anything like you..."
"Yeah.. He wouldn't sneak off with a dead chick..Inuyasha..." she stated, then less harshly she said "I'm going with Sesshomaru... I'll live in his castle... I'll come back for Shippou once I've set everything up..."
"Kagome I'm sorry... I didn't mean what I said yesterday..." he saw the bruise on her arm "or what I did"
"Inuyasha... the miko has made up her mind... don't make this any harder on her..."
"I'll she you in a few weeks to get Shippou... if you need me before then... you know where I'll be" she turned toward Sesshomaru and winked. He leaned down and kissed her. While they kissed his cloud formed beneath their feet and they flew off... once they were out of site they broke the kiss and Kagome made a move to put a bit of space between them but Sesshomaru's tail wrapped around her again and he whispered "You're on a cloud... I wouldn't be moving around too much if I were you..."...She nodded.
It was a long flight and she got bored and absent mindedly she began stroking his tail...
He started to descend and she was startled so she locked her arms around him "please don't drop me" she whispered...
They landed by a hot spring just outside of the western lands... she was scared, she realized that she had been stroking his tail, and he'd already warned her once...
"We need to bath.. It just wont do to walk in my castle smelling so much like each other... the maids will make your life a hell... they all think they stand a chance with me...and they'll see you as competition..."
"Oh..."
She walked behind a tree and changed into her swim suit... when she came out... Sesshomaru was naked and in the water already.
She got into the water as far as she could away from Sesshomaru...
She sighed "Sesshomaru.. Can I tell you something...?"
He shrugged...
"Well... you were my first kiss... is that sad... I mean, I'm 18.."
"Why would that be 'sad'"
"Oh no, I mean... I always pictured my first kiss being with someone who loved me... but then we.. and..."
"I'm sorry Kagome"
"No I don't blame you... I mean I'm not upset... its just... I don't know... and its not your fault.. I shouldn't have been messing with your tail.. And... its just.. I'm not big on friends with benefits and even though we've only kissed twice... its just..."
"You just wanted one thing to be just as you always hoped?"
"Yes exactly... everything is so crazy... I mean, look... I'm in the past... I just thought that... well my love life wouldn't be as fucked up as everything else..."
They bathed in silence and Kagome fell asleep against him as the flew on to his castle...
"...Sesshomaru... I'm sure its not just lust..." she whispered in her sleep... "I'm positive there has to be something...I mean... I love you..."
Sesshomaru wasn't sure whether or not to wake her up... 'silly human... they're all so caught up in emotions...'
"Kagome... we're almost there... wake up Kagome...ugh bitch wake up..."
"Do not call me a bitch...ass..."
..."Kagome... We've almost arrived..."
She leaned up and kissed him...
"Kagome... uh... what was that for?"
"I decided that... that is officially my first kiss... we'll just count that as my first kiss..."
"But why?"
"Because it wasn't an act and it wasn't because I was naive... it was because I wanted to do it..." she smiled at him... 'I just keep wondering... if this is love or lust... this game might've been a bad idea... but it was basically my idea... so I just hope this ends ok...'
"Kagome... look behind you... were here"
Nikki: well tell me what you think... click the little button and review...