DISCLAIMER: oh how I wish they were real and I owned then... especially Sesshie
I'm home sick from school today so I guess I'll update this for you guys...It'll probably be pretty long since I have nothing else to do...
Nikki: I like this story... I know it sounds weird but when I write I just let my creativity full my fingers... then when I read it... its just like reading something someone else wrote... but that's probably cuz I tend to type the chapters of my stories late at night...
On to CHAPTER THREE
Dreams of the Sweet Forbidden
CHAPTER THREE: Demon chicks are skanks...
PREVIOUS
She leaned up and kissed him...
"Kagome... uh... what was that for?"
"I decided that... that is officially my first kiss... we'll just count that as my first kiss..."
"But why?"
"Because it wasn't an act and it wasn't because I was naive... it was because I wanted to do it..." she smiled at him... 'I just keep wondering... if this is love or lust... this game might've been a bad idea... but it was basically my idea... so I just hope this ends ok...'
"Kagome... look behind you... were here"
NOW
They landed slowly on the ground about a hundred yards from his palace...
"Why didn't you land closer Sesshomaru?" she was curious
"I just want you to remember Kagome, my palace is filled with demon servants and maids... they have tempers and I cannot be with you at all times.. Just watch your back"
"Ok...what if I need you for something though..." She was starting to get a bit worried and he sensed it...
"You're room will be right next to mine... as long as you knock first, you may enter at almost anytime..."
He could tell that she was still nervous... but her wasn't sure what to do.. I mean he hadn't ever really dealt with humans or their feelings... he was trying to think back on things she had said... 'everyone needs a hug sometime' he sighed and leaned down to embrace her. She was shocked at first but hugged him back... "thanks Sesshomaru..." but they didn't release from the hug... they just stood there for a moment and held each other...
Sesshomaru whispered in her ear "We made sure to stop to bathe... now we smell of each other again..." his warm breath sent shivers down her spine..
"It doesn't really bother me Sesshomaru... I'm sure you smell better than me anyways so if your scent is on me, I could only smell better..."
"You don't smell bad Kagome..." 'you smell better than the rest of the humans I've met...'
She smiled up at him... "Sesshomaru... I'm glad it was you..."
"Huh?"
"You showed up when I was drunk... you carried me to my bed... and didn't try to take advantage of me... I Mean... if it had been anyone else... and also...I'm glad it was you who kissed me... I mean... yeah...its just... I don't know..." she blushed
"Don't let go or we'll fall off the earth" Sesshomaru was mocking her and she was playfully pissed...
She grabbed his tail and rubbed it again "oh I'm sesshomaru... and I get all hot and bothered when a human girl rubs my tail..." maybe she shouldn't have gone that far... in an instant she was pinned to a tree...
"Bitch what did I tell you about that... If I didn't know better I'd have thought you were trying to bed me..."
Something connected in her mind... "You wouldn't do it ...Sesshomaru... I know you could never bring yourself to fool around with a human"
She surprised him by pushing him to the ground... she sat on his stomach, straddling him... both breathing heavily she said... "I'm just a human Sesshomaru, and even if I was more than that, you wouldn't do it... because... you have more pride than that..."
Sesshomaru smirked and mocked her again "the earth, ah its always spinning you know"
Kagome leaned down and kissed him, just as he had kissed her that morning...
Then she laid on him, an placed her head on his chest...
"What are we Sesshomaru?"
"...I'm not sure..."
Her eyes started to water and she whispered "sesshomaru... I'm tired" with that she fell asleep. He lifted her up and carried her to the palace, where he leaped up to the balcony to his room. He laid her on his bed and fell asleep holding the girl close in his arm...he woke up first and laid there holding her and watching her sleep
'What are we Sesshomaru?... She's just a human... do not forget that...in the end it wouldn't be fair to either of us...she'd die and I'd be alone for centuries... she wouldn't accept me just based on the fact she doesn't want that to happen... but this game with Inuyasha... maybe it was a bad idea... humans get too attached... so if I ended it now it might be easier on her...but she wouldn't understand that it's for her own good...' Sesshomaru's thoughts raced... she's the first girl since his mom died that truly loved him, regardless of what he had done... but he didn't want to lead her along like this because... no matter what he feels for her... it just couldn't work... 'but I can't just go to her and tell her that 'Kagome... I think I like you too, but I don't think we should take this any farther...' she'd start crying before I was even done talking... I just.. For the first time in a long time...I am truly confused...' he felt Kagome stir and look up at him... he saw her eyes and sighed 'I can't end it.. Look at her... she just left Inuyasha... and even though the game was her idea... you can still tell that she feels guilty...'
The ever perceptive Kagome broke his train of thought "Is something wrong..."
'I wonder what he's thinking about...' Kagome was worried as she always is...
"Oh no nothings wrong... its just... never mind..." he looked away at the open balcony door...he hadn't closed it last night.. And now it was windy... great... Kagome shivered... Sesshomaru pulled her closer and wrapped his tail around her...
"Thanks Sesshomaru..." Kagome whispered "Sesshomaru... I think we should talk... I mean... what are we???"
He didn't answer...
"Sesshomaru... that isn't fair..." she started to pull away from him... "well if this is just a game, then show me too my room... Inuyasha's not here... so there's no reason for us to be like this" She pulled his tail off her...and started to stand up... Sesshomaru got up as well and said "fine, then come with me..." she followed him and they walked to the room right next to his...
"I'll send a maid to take your measurements and have kimonos made for you, then she'll show you to the baths so that you can smell like yourself... your scent is hardly distinguishable... then you can return to your room to set things up... we wont start your training for a little while..."
She didn't say anything... she just turned away and began unpacking her bag... she didn't even realize that a demon had entered the room...
"Good morning Lady Kagome... my name is Anya... and Sesshomaru wishes me to tend to you..."
She sniffed and tried to keep her composure... 'this skank smells of Sesshomaru, why'
Anya took her measurements and then asked cuz she just couldn't stand it anymore... "Why are you here? I mean staying here with Sesshomaru..."
"Well... uh... He's going to train me... and I'll take care of Rin and teach her..."
"Just step off of Sesshomaru... ok... he's mine..."
Kagome slapped Anya and whispered "show me to the baths or I shall tell Sesshomaru of your insolence..."
Anya growled and led Kagome out of her room to the baths... she left her with a new kimono since she had her own body scrub and shampoo.
Once she was done she went to her room and laid on her bed staring at the ceiling...
"I don't understand what's wrong with me... I thought he liked me... now he barely talks to me...It just doesn't seem fair...I love him..." She started to cry and never realized that Sesshomaru had heard everything through the thin walls...he got up and knocked on the door...
"Come in" she shouted weakly, trying to desperately wipe the tears away... "oh... hi Sesshomaru"
He shut the door behind him and walked toward her... "I'm sorry..."
"For what" Kagome stated coldly "for how you treated more or the fact your psycho maid wants to kill me..."
"She said what?! I'll have her punished"
"Oh like you actually care..."
"Kagome... you know I do"
"Prove it!"
He looked bewildered... "how?"
"You tell me... I don't know how...you're the one who cares right?"
He walked up and kissed her... "does that prove it?"
She hugged him... "so what are we?"
"What do you want us to be?"
She thought carefully "Together... I want us to be together"
"Good, that works for me..."
Her stomach growled and she blushed... "I guess I'm hungry..."
He tried not to laugh and almost succeeded... but the second that first chuckle left his lips Kagome joined in the laughing..
"Lets go, It's almost time to eat lunch..." Sesshomaru led her from the room and towards a set of double doors that led to the main hallway which led to another set of doors that led to a large room that housed a rather large table...with only three places set out of the 1...2...3...4...5... well nobody really wants to count that high so lets just say... that table could seat A LOT of people...
Sesshomaru stat at the end, Kagome sat beside him and then the place across from her was set for someone who had yet to arrive...
"Who's gonna sit there?" Kagome asked
"Rin of course..." he responded cooly...keeping up his facade for the servants
"Oh duh, how could I be so stupid?... when will she be here?" Kagome asked and as if on cue the little girl walked quickly through the doors knowing she was late.
Rin bowed to Sesshomaru and Kagome before quietly taking her seat... they ate in silence until Rin spoke up "Kagome, how are you doing?"
"Oh I'm fine, how have you been Rin, I haven't seen you in quite a while..."
"Oh I'm fine, and I'm sorry I haven't visited you and shippou but Sesshomaru-sama says that... that filthy half breed is a bad influence..."
"That he is... which is why I should probably get Shippou soon... no telling what ideas he's put in poor little Shippou's head about why I left.. Oh no... what did he tell them?!" Kagome hadn't thought about that... What would Inuyasha tell them... "Sesshomaru... I'd like to go get Shippou sooner than we had planed... I'm worried about my friends"
"We can go tomorrow...we'll discuss further plans later" Sesshomaru responded "If you're finished eating, return to your room and rest for a while..."
"Ok lord Sesshomaru" Kagome got up and bowed to Sesshomaru before walking out the door and going to her room... she walked in to see Anya "cleaning"... but she looked to be snooping rather than cleaning...
"Achem..." Kagome drew attention to her self "Anya... how are you?"
"Just FINE oh Lady Kagome...I was just finishing some... cleaning while you were eating"
"Of course you were... do you need anything, if not... I'd like to rest..."
"Oh of course you would... excuse me..." with that she left Kagome's room and walked to the room right beside it... into Sesshomaru's room.
Anya sat and waited for Sesshomaru, noticing that the room smelled of Kagome as well... 'stupid human whore... she could ruin everything...'
Sesshomaru opened his door and growled when he saw Anya... "I didn't call for you... what do you think you're doing here?"
"I thought for a while about why you would bring that human whore here... then I realized how lonely you must be if you sought the company of a human, and a miko non the less... so I just wanted to tell you that if you need... anything.. You can just call on me... and I'd be happy to help you... with anything you desire..." Anya pulled him towards her and pushed him to the bed...
"Anya, I swear to Kami... if you don't let go right now I'll..."
KNOCK KNOCK... the door opened and Kagome stood there in shock...
"Kagome... this isn't..."
Anya interrupted "Whore... you should know your place, you fucking human bitch"
Sesshomaru kicked Anya off of him and she hit the wall with a loud thud...
"Kagome.. I swear... I didn't ..." but Kagome ran from the room crying... she ran straight to her room and locked the door..
"Anya... if you value your life you will leave my sight and hope that I never see your face again... because if I do I swear to Kami.. I will kill you.." he slapped her and walked away heading towards Kagome's room.
He knocked on the door "Kagome please open up"
"Why so you can lie to me some more" She shouted...
"Kagome open the door and we'll talk about this..."
"Why should I" She was obviously crying... and drawing way too much attention from the other demons in the castle..
"Hurry or I'll fall off of it" He tried to make her trust him through a door... which is sorta difficult...
"Off of what"
"The Earth... its always spinning you know..."
Kagome smirked slightly and through her tears she said "ok you can come in..." and she unlocked the door
"Kagome, Anya... is just a maid here... and she snuck into my room while I wasn't there... babbled on about some pointless shit about how amazing she was or what ever, and she pushed me to the bed and I was about to get up and you walked in and I was trying to explain and she interrupted...and..."
Kagome smile and looked at his eyes... she felt so safe and even though she wanted to be mad... she couldn't... she knew that it wasn't his fault at all... "you smell like whore..." she whispered...
Sesshomaru laughed... he actually laughed... "Yeah, I probably do... Anya really does smell terrible... you smell so much better..."
"See demon girls aren't always better..." she walked over to her stuff and pulled out some mild anti-bacterial lotion and grabbed his arm and rubbed it on his arm... "you weren't getting near me till the whore germs were gone" after she was done rubbing in the lotion she just held his arm and lightly ran her finger tips up and down from above his elbow down each individual finger...
"Why are you so different from the rest of the humans Kagome?"
"Because I believe that everyone has a destiny and though you can pick what path you take everyone has one soul mate... and I guess Kami realized that yours would have to be very different to handle you" Kagome smiled...
"Or maybe Kami realized that I'm the only one who could handle you..."
For a few moments it didn't matter that she was human.. That they didn't have the perfect relationship.. Or that, unless they could figure something out... she'd die centuries before him...but they'd face that later... for now they were completely content pretending everything was perfect...
"So you want to go get Shippou tomorrow, right...?"
"Yes, please, I mean he's like a son to me and Inuyasha treats him terribly..."
"Then we definitely have to go get him... he can play with Rin... you wont have to watch her as often... you'll have more free time to train or do things like enjoy the garden..."
"Thanks oh great lord Sesshomaru..."
"Do I detect sarcasm...?"
"No of course not my lord..."
"Hmm why are you so damn defiant?" He walked over to her stuff and dug through it... "maybe something in here will give me the answer"
"No Sesshomaru... don't..." to late...
Sesshomaru pulled out three things he had never seen before...1. a bra... 2. A tampon... and 3. A condom...
"What are these Kagome..."
Kagome blushed 'fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck' "well that is one of my bras... and girls from my time use them to support our um breast" Kagome watch Sesshomaru as he held the bra in front of his chest then examined it.. Once he was satisfied that she had explained it efficiently he put it down, and picked up the tampon... "so, Kagome... what's this strange contraption...?"
"Well, Sesshomaru... that's called a tampon... and girls use it to ummm well during 'that time of month' to yeah... with the blood and everything..."
Sesshomaru dropped the tampon and held up the condom "just please stop Kagome... and just tell me what this one is"
"Well... that's a condom and.." 'Shit' "when a couple want to..." 'Fuck...' "Have uh sex... the guy puts it on they're eh... penis and then the girl has less of a chance of getting pregnant.." 'Thank god that's over'...
"Kagome.. How could this possibly stop a girl from getting pregnant?"
"Well it uh... catches the..." 'Uh why does he have to be so damn curious' "it catches the sperm and the girl stands less of a chance of getting pregnant..."
Kagome was blushing so much...
"Kagome... why do you have these...condoms... with you?... Unless you were planning on..."
"Well you see..."
"Who did you have these for?"
"Its just... Its always good to be prepared.."
"Kagome... I watched you packing your bag and I didn't see you put these in... so you've had these for a while... so you had to have some reason to believe you needed to be prepared for.. Who did you think you'd be with Kagome.. Who did you want to be with?..."
Kagome didn't answer...
"Fuck.. Kagome... not him..."
"I didn't ok... I didn't... and I don't like your brother anymore... I haven't for a while and I put them in there a long time ago... just in case... because deep down I knew that if anything did happen... I didn't want to have his kids... but you know what... I don't need them anymore... because... if we stay together... and if we decide to take that step in our relationship... we wouldn't need them... because... I would have no problem having your children Sesshomaru... because deep down.. You are an amazing and caring person... and you know how to be a good father... I've seen you with Rin... Inuyasha hits Shippou for Kami's sake... and as to who I wanted to be with... all that matters is that I just want to be with you.. Now and forever...ok... Sesshomaru...ok?... and I'm glad I was drunk and ran in to the woods night... because destiny stopped anything I ever felt for Inuyasha when I found out that you took me back my friends..."
"Wow... you talk a lot...but I understand... I'm sorry..."
"I love you Sesshomaru..."
"Yeah... I love you too Kagome"
"Lets go get Shippou...please... I miss him..."
"Now?...its almost Dinner.."
"Please... you don't understand just how mean Inuyasha is to him... he picks on him all the time...and I'm all he's got... please...Sesshomaru..."
"Fine... Do you need to take anything or are you fine?... We'll probably make camp after we get Shippou... so you might want to bring your bag?
She ran over and threw a kimono in her bag and went back over to Sesshomaru...
"Ok... lets go..."
They walked out on the balcony and flew toward Kaeda's village... they hadn't been gone for that long... so Inuyasha was probably still there...
WITH INUYASHA AND THE GANG
"I wonder where Kagome is.. Inuyasha are you sure she said she'd be back soon... she doesn't usually stay home this long..." Sango asked...
"Yeah.. She'll come back... she just has to..."
"Inuyasha... is there something you aren't telling us?"
"Sango... maybe we should talk in private..." he glanced at Shippou.
"I understand" with that they left the hut and walked into the forest out of ear shot...
"I already told Miroku yesterday... but, Kagome did come back..."
Sango interrupted "so where is she Inuyasha"
"Well
see... when I went to check on her... I was.. A little tipsy... and I
found her with Sesshomaru... and well... they weren't doing
anything but I sorta jumped to conclusions... and called her a whore
and hurt her arm... and I told her to find someone else to protect
her ass...
And
so after I was less... tipsy I waited by the well for her and she
came back with Sesshomaru and said that she was leaving to live with
him in his castle...and they..." Inuyasha stopped...
"Inuyasha... what happened..."
"He kissed her..."
"Are you sure.. I mean that doesn't sound like something Kagome would do... but I can't blame her for leaving... it sounds like you were an ass... so you've been lying this whole time... I mean... she isn't coming back is she?"
"Well..yes I'm sure he kissed her... and yes I know I was an ass... but why was he with her... and when I asked her to explain... she didn't.. She froze up..."
"Is she coming back or not..."
"To pick up Shippou.. She said she's going to be back for him as soon as she's settled in the his palace...?"
"Inuyasha... I think you fucked up... well...that aside we should go tell Shippou.. I mean... he deserves to know..."
They walked back to the hut and were greeted by some unexpected visitors...
"Sango, Inuyasha... look Kagome came back... I told ya she'd be back..." Shippou was jumping up and down...
Sango hugged Kagome... "Inuyasha told me what happened... if you guys aren't in a hurry.. We should discuss everything... we could take a bath later.. Ok?"
Kagome looked at Sesshomaru, who nodded in response..
"Yeah, that sounds great Sango..."
Inuyasha walked toward Kagome and hugged her. Sesshomaru growled and pulled her back... "back off half-breed"
"Mind your own business bastard... Kagome, I so sorry... but come on... you can't possibly want to stay with him... Come on... He's an angry murderous asshole... please come back with us... he doesn't scare me Kagome... you don't have to stay with him"
"Your in dangerous territory..." Sesshomaru growled out and pulled Kagome closer...
"Sesshomaru... its fine... I'll take care of it ok?... Inuyasha... I want to stay with Sesshomaru... I really really do...I'll come and visit...and you guys can come visit too... even stay for a while if you'd like... just please understand... it was my choice and my idea... please..."
"What about the jewel shards... we are almost done... we just need Naraku's and Kouga's and the jewel will be complete... and I can be a full demon... is that what this is about... he's not a half demon..."
"No... Inuyasha... that's not it... that's not it at all...and we can all work together and finish the jewel... and about the jewel... I don't think I wanna give you the wish Inuyasha..."
"What?!" Inuyasha.. And the others were shocked... "What you wanna give it to him?"
"No Inuyasha... he didn't even know that I was going to ask you this..."
"Well then... what are you going to wish for Kagome... What is the wish you think is more important than me being a full demon...?"
"...for me to be a demon..."
"Kagome..." Sesshomaru whispered... "you don't have to do that..."
"Yes I do..."
Inuyasha interrupted... "why the hell do you need to be demon bitch... we had already agreed that I got the wish.. Why don't you understand that?"
"I need to be a demon so that I wont die and I can be with Sesshomaru ok?...because I can't stand the thought of leaving him behind... and it's a pure wish unlike your selfish one... yours wouldn't purify it... mine isn't for me... I couldn't go on... not knowing that I'd eventually leave him... and I thought about it... I will have to watch my friends age... and I know it'll be hard... but... I just can't..." Kagome turned around "I can't leave you alone...Sesshomaru... I want to be a demon..."
"Kagome..." Inuyasha and Sesshomaru both made a move to pull her closer... Sesshomaru got her first...
"Kagome... why choose him..." Inuyasha was trying to stay calm and he was doing a good job until.. "I mean why the hell choose that over baring, heartless, murderous asshole... I mean seriously you thought me with Kikyou was bad but your with the Ice Prince..."
"OK... Kikyou is dead... and she pinned you to a tree for...oh say FIFTY YEARS.. She steals the SOULS of the dead... Sesshomaru is an amazing guy... why can't you just be happy for me?"
"Because Kagome..."
"I don't even wanna hear it... SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT... come on Sango I'm in the mood for a bath..." she grabbed the older girls hand and started to pull her along... "oh and Sesshomaru... do your best not to kill each other... ok... he might be an ass, but he's still me friend ok... just no fighting tonight... ok?"
She didn't give him a chance to respond she just yanked her friend toward the lake... After they were done bathing they just soaked and talked for a while...
"So, Kagome... are you seriously going to stay with Sesshomaru"
"Sango... yes... I am..."
"Kagome... honestly ok? When Inuyasha went to your time... had you and Sesshomaru done anything?"
"No of course not... nothing happened until after he left..."
They laughed the two sister like friends were gossiping like crazy...
"Well... how far have you gone??"
"Just kissing... a lot of kissing..."
"Is he a good kisser?"
"He's an amazing kisser"
"The quiet ones.. Always have surprises..."
Kagome Laughed "what about you and Miroku?"
"Just kissing and hand holding... he doesn't want to do anymore til Naraku is gone... he said he doesn't want me to end up pregnant until he's sure he can be there for his children"
"That's so sweet..."
"So Kagome... dish.. Have you seen...his ... achem..." she cleared his throat and smiled...
"Well..."
"Oh my gosh.. You HAVE!?"
"Well we stopped for a bath and I was in a swim suit.. But you know... demons lack modesty... and yeah..."
"Soo..."
"I'll admit... It was nice..."
"Remember the time we accidently walked in on Inuyasha and Miroku bathing in the woods... how does he compare...?"
"He's bigger... definitely..."
"Oh fuck!..."
They were Laughing their asses off... completely unaware that a certain demon was withing earshot...
"So Kagome one last question then we'll get to a different subject so I don't laugh up a lung... he has amazing hair..."
"Yeah...and...?"
"Well... does the carpet match the drapes?"
Kagome just nodded... and they laughed...
"Ok so this doesn't go past here because... I'm pretty sure Sesshomaru would punish me..."
"So you know Sesshomaru's tail..."
"Yeah"
"My advice to you is to not rub it.. Because... well...he gets pretty hot and bothered... its actually pretty funny..."
"Your kidding..."
"Nope"
"That's fucking hilarious..."
"We should probably go back before they come after us... but it was great to talk to you like this..."
Sesshomaru walked back to the hut and waited for them to return. Even if he wasn't watching it wouldn't do for him to be caught listening in...
"Yeah... It was a blast... I mean I needed this, you left me with three guys.. I need girl talk.."
"Me too"
So they got out of the water and got dressed and before they left Sango stopped Kagome
"Still Kagome, be careful... I know you love him.. But he's still a demon and demon relationships are different... I mean he scares me and I've seen some pretty scary demons..."
"How 'bout this... when we get back to the hut... I'll show you... he's just like any guy...ok?"
"Ok"
So they went to the hut and found that Miroku was already asleep and so was Shippou... Inuyasha had left to go 'think things over'... the only one awake was Sesshomaru. Kagome winked discreetly at Sango and walked over to Sesshomaru and hugged him... "thanks for behaving yourself..." She started to stroke his tail again and smiled... Sango kept herself for laughing as the powerful demon closed his eyes and made a low growling noise that sounded almost like he was purring... then he grabbed Kagome's arm and pulled her outside pressing her against the side of the hut...
"Do you like torturing me in front of your friend?"
"Maybe..." she giggled
He growled and kissed her. Kagome arched against him wrapping her arms around his shoulders. Kagome broke the kiss... "Sesshomaru... we can't do this... not here ok... not yet..."
"I get it...its fine Kagome... lets just sleep... you look tired anyways..."
"I fucking love you Sesshomaru..."
"I love you too Kagome... lets go inside and sleep"
"Sesshomaru...wait...I'm sorry... its just.. I don't wanna get take the risk of getting pregnant until Naraku is dead... I don't wanna risk him trying to hurt me or the baby..."
"Kagome... I understand... its ok... I promise... lets just go in and sleep.. Don't worry about it, ok love?"
She kissed him quickly and they walked into the hut hand in hand and laid down in the corner... "tomorrow we can go home ok Sesshie?"... He simply nodded and kissed her on the forehead. And everyone slept... except for Inuyasha... who'd been keeping an eye on them all night...
Nikki: hope you liked it...REVIEW