Disclaimer- I don't own Inuyasha nor the song "If You're Not The One" by Daniel Bedingfield.
Title- Love Isn't Luxury
Summary-Kagome, a middle-class girl never thought she would be at war with Inuyasha, a rich pretty boy which she met at school. However, neither of them thought they would fall in love either.
Genre- Romance/Humor
Chapter 39: It'll Be Alright
He smiled as she stirred when he caressed her cheek.
He's been watching her for about an hour as she sleep peacefully.
Nothing can break this moment.
"Inuyasha, if you're going to keep on staring at me when I'm asleep, can you do it in bed with me so you won't get cold?" Kagome muttered as she opened her tired eyes.
Inuyasha jumped of the edge of the bed he was sitting on and took a deep breath.
"I thought you were asleep," he said.
Kagome rolled her eyes. "I was but you staring at me is very annoying," she replied.
Inuyasha walked back to the bed and motioned her to moved over so he can lay next to her.
Once Kagome moved and Inuyasha joined in, he wrapped his arms around her soft body and pulled her close to him. He sighed as Kagome snuggled into his chest and he breathed her rosy-scented hair.
"I miss you," he whispered.
Kagome looked up and rested a hand on his cheek. "Me, too," she whispered back. "I'm sorry."
Inuyasha shook his head and rested his hand on her's and nuzzled into it. He kissed her palm. "Don't be. It's alright. We're together now."
Kagome leaned up and kissed him lightly on the lips. "When was the last time we were like this together?" she asked.
Inuyasha looked her straight in the eye and surprised both of them when he said these words as if they were the most precious things ever:
"When we made love."
Kagome could only smile.
"I love you," she said.
Inuyasha ran his fingers through her silky, raven hair. "I love you too."
He brought her on top of him and kissed her with full of passion. Kagome shivered when he caressed her spine with his fingers. It was almost as if he were touching her skin since she was wearing a silky night gown.
She moaned when she felt him slip his tongue into her mouth and explored what he missed out. She, somehow, pulled him and changed their positions. He was now on top.
She wrapped one of her lean legs around his waist and ran her fingers through his silky locks. And she massaged his ears.
This made Inuyasha moan a little. He pulled away from their heated kiss and trailed kisses down her neck. He was grateful that her night gown was mid-thigh for he caressed her milky, creamy legs and for it to be V-shaped for he licked he section between her breasts. He smirked as he heard her gasp.
"Please.. ." she whispered. Her breathing becoming shallow.
Inuyasha couldn't help but growl as he grinded his hard-on from his cotton pajama pants into her silk panties.
Kagome threw her head back and let out a loud, agonizing moan.
"Please. . ." she said breathlessly.
Inuyasha stared nibbling her gentle skin on her neck and raked it with his fangs. He felt her shiver. And he enjoyed her moaning as he continued grinding into her.
"Please.. ." she moaned again.
Inuyasha buried his face into her neck and grinded harder.
"Stop.. . ." was what she moaned.
This made him stop automatically.
He raised his face and looked at Kagome in disbelieve.
"What?"
Kagome put a hand on her face and sighed. "Stop," she whispered.
Inuyasha sat up and pulled her up so she can sit up also.
"Something wrong?" Damn, he can feel pain in his pants bothering him. Just wanting to get released.
What went wrong?
Kagome brought her knees to her chest and sighed.
"It's too soon," she said.
Inuyasha tilted his head. "You do know this is how we conceived a kid, right?"
Kagome glared at him and then her face softened. "We been through too much and I don't think I'm ready to have sex just now. Not until I know everything is okay."
Inuyasha raised an eyebrow. "You sound as if you have never had sex, Kagome."
"That's not the point. I don't want to have sex and screw things up again."
Oh dear, that wasn't what she meant to say.
'It sounded better in my head,' she told herself.
Inuyasha glared at her. "So having sex with me really screwed your life up Kagome? Did I cause that much of a problem in your life?" he snapped.
Kagome shook her head. "No-"
Inuyasha shook his head and got off the bed. "You know it's been it's been two months since you moved here and you make me believe we can be together and close but you keep pushing me away! How can we start over when you can't let go!"
With that he left the room.
Kagome buried her in her knees and sighed.
Yes, it's been two months and Kirei is out of the incubator and is living like a normal baby. Demon babies are very interesting, Kagome noted. Besides that, Kagome has to admit that she has been pushing Inuyasha away when he tries to be affectionate. Sometimes she gets lost in the moment and leads him on and then she pushes him off. She can't blame him.
But. . .
What is her problem?
She just feels like something will happen and they suffer all over again.
'But we will end up suffering if I keep acting like this,' she told herself.
She got off the bed and started walking to the drawers and got her clothes ready.
Her and Inuyasha sleep in different rooms. . .for now as he likes to put it. The only reason is because Inuyasha thought it would be good for Kagome to have a place for herself to rest and then she'll move into his room.
Kagome couldn't help the urge to roll er eyes when he remember him say that. However, they're daughter has a room, too and it's next to Inuyasha's room.
She walked to the bathroom and locked the door. She turned on the water to set it up for a hot bath. As it was filing up, she stripped down to nothing and entered the relaxing sensation of the warm water.
She let out a deep breath and let her muscles relax. It's been a month since she started to continue her dance routine. She still hasn't forgotten her dance audition she needs to do. And she's grateful that she has privacy in her room to practice.
Her mind wandered on what happened to her for the past few months. She was at war with Inuyasha, he took her first kiss, started to get closer to him, Kikyo turned them against each other. . . .
Thinking of Kikyo.
'That's right. . . .Jakotsu got all custody of the child when it's born and live with him and Bankotsu. If I knew any better. . .I think Bankotsu was rather happy to have an adopted kid.'
She shrugged.
Where was she?
Oh, yes, then her and Inuyasha had their night of passion, Kikyo blackmailed him, and then. . .
Kagome's eyes softened as she felt a few tears escape.
'Hiten. . .' she thought.
Every night she prays for him to be safe and happy where ever he was and to hopefully find his true love in another life time since he wasn't able to find it here.
Kagome smiled softly as she wiped away some tears. 'In a way he did find love. . . from people who cares for him but not the way he wanted it.'
Inuyasha sighed as he stroked his daughter's silver hair. He smiled when her black, doggy ears twitched as he stroked them gently. Hearing the light purr, he knew she was relaxed and safe.
Then. . .
His cell started to vibrate. He put it in vibration since he didn't want to disturb his daughter's sleep.
He sighed as he locked who it was.
"Sup, Kouga," he greeted.
"Hey man," Kouga burped.
Inuyasha shook his head. "Can I help you with something?" he asked.
He heard Kouga snort. "What? I can't say hello to a friend? Or even invite him and my girl to a party I'm throwing before we all leave to the REAL WORLD and become adults and shit?"
Inuyasha sighed. "You make it sound like it's our last party."
"It is, since we are all going to college or take over one of our father's business and stuff," he said. "So you in or what?"
Inuyasha thought about it for a moment. "How good will it be?"
"The best of the best."
"I'm in."
"Good," Kouga smirked. "Tell Kags about too."
Inuyasha frowned. "Better yet why don't you call her yourself?"
Kouga laughed on the other line. "You guys are in an argument, huh?"
"Yeah," Inuyasha couldn't deny it.
"Fine."
And he hung up.
Inuyasha just stared at the phone and shook his head.
He looked back at his daughter who now seems to be awake and staring at him with her beautiful, blue eyes.
He smiled.
"I guess Uncle Kouga is still stupid since he doesn't the brains to say good bye, huh?"
"Come on, Kags!" Sango whined. "Can you just make up with him."
Kagome sighed. "I think-"
"You think to much!" Sango exclaimed. "We're suppose to have fun! And next month is our audition for our dance school, remember. We're not gonna have another party until.. .who knows when, but it won't be the same because we're gonna be too old to party like this. So go and make up with your man!"
Kagome sighed as she sipped on her tequila.
Kouga called and told her about the party since Inuyasha didn't want to talk to her. The hell with him! Since it's the last, crazy party she came and left Kirei at her mom's house.
Now she's in the kitchen sulking about a certain hanyou and his stupid attitude. If they didn't had that argument in the first place, they would have been juking on the dance floor right now.
She looked at her best friend. "I'm still not ready."
Sango rolled her eyes. "Honey! Your not a fucking virgin! What? Did you just got on top of yourself and made Kirei? Your just going to hurt the relationship even more! And I'm not saying go have sex with the man! Just make up with him and show him some affection and intimacy! You guys suffered long enough. I think you should stop running away and face it. Cause he's not leaving you and he never will."
Kagome shook her head and smile. "What are you? Oprah, now?"
Sango chuckled. "Hell! I might be her sister. Can't you tell the resemblance."
Kagome giggled and stood up. She was heading to the door when she heard Sango.
"Where you goin?"
Kagome turned and wink at her. "I'm gonna find my man."
Sango smiled.
"I must be Oprah's sister!"
Inuyasha stood against the wall watching everybody having a good time.
He sighed.
'This bites,' he thought.
He felt a hand on is chest and it caressed him.
He looked down and almost gagged at what he saw.
"Hey babe," Kikyo greeted.
Inuyasha has never seen her so. . . .
What do you call it?
Covered up?
Yes, for the first time in her life, Kikyo is actually wearing clothes that are appropriate. And she looks big. She's now in her ninth month and the baby is due any day now.
"Who the hell invited you?" Inuyasha frowned.
Kikyo smiled. "You don't think I was going to miss out on the party of the year, knowing my baby is here, huh?" she purred.
Inuyasha scrunched his nose. What did he ever see in this woman?
"What do I need to do to make sure that you get it in your fucking head, I love Kagome!" he growled. "Why the fuck are you even near me? Haven't you done enough?"
Kikyo pouted, but gave him a cold smirk. "If this baby was your's, Inu-poo, I would have made your life a living hell. You would have been wrapped around my finger," she said monotonously as she put more pressure on his chest with hand still on him.
But. . .
Whose hand is on top of her's?
"Well, Kikyo. He isn't and I would appreciate if you now keep your god damned hands off him for now on. I never hit a pregnant woman nor I do I ever want to, so just step away," Kagome said sweetly as she took Kikyo's hand off Inuyasha's hand.
Kikyo glared at her and then smirked. "So it was true. You went to graduation gown to hospital gown. Too weak to keep a child in you, Higurashi."
Kagome frowned. "You know nothing and it's none of your business. So back off, Kikyo! Just seeing you makes me puke. At least I knew who was the father of my child and we're happy now. So walk away."
Kikyo glared at her and looked back at Inuyasha, who just stared at Kagome with such an expression. Love.
Kikyo sighed. 'He's gone from me now. So there is no point in trying anymore.'
She looked back at the peasant in front of her. "Bitch," she hissed as she wobbled away.
Kagome continued to glare at er until she was for sure gone. She turned to Inuyasha who was staring at her, deeply.
"What?" she asked.
Inuyasha shook his head. "You're a liar."
Kagome furrowed her brows in confusion. "What?"
Inuyasha sighed. "You said we're happy. How can we be happy when you don't let me near you? Not even a hug."
He continues to stare at her and it made her feel uncomfortable.
"We need to talk," she said.
He held out his hand and said, "Lead the way."
Kagome rolled her eyes but grabbed a hold on his hand and smiled a little when she noticed how their hands fit perfectly.
She lead to the dance floor and that's when a juking song came on.
She looked at him in the eye. "Let's dance."
Inuyasha blinked. "I thought we needed to talk."
Kagome sighed. "Screw talking and let's dance."
Inuyasha raised and eyebrow. "Are you it won't bother you that I touch you?" he asked cocky.
Kagome bit her lips and tried to control her anger. But she smirked and that got Inuyasha wondering what the hell is she thinking.
She turned around and dropped to the floor, popped her chest, down, and came up slowly and pressing her ass against his pelvis.
Inuyasha swallowed hard. He forgot how his girlfriend knew how to dance very. . . .sexually.
Kagome turned to face him and pressed her body against him and grinded.
Without thinking, Inuyasha wrapped an arm around her waist and grinded as well.
Kagome blew on his neck and felt him shiver. She turned around grinded her ass into him again.
Inuyasha pulled her closer. "Is this your way of apologizing?" he whispered in her ear.
Feeling his hot breath on her skin once agin made her stop the urge to moan. "Maybe," she bit out.
Inuyasha buried his face in her neck and let their bodies move savagely against each other.
Then the music changed.
A slow song.
Kagome turned around and looked at Inuyasha. He grabbed her hands and kissed one and brought them around his neck. Then he rested his hands on her waist.
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
They danced to the music.
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Inuyasha kept his eyes on her. "You hear that?" he spoke softly.
Kagome looked at him funny. "What?"
He brought her close to him. "I'm not going to run away. No matter how much you push me away, I'll keep coming back," he whispered.
She gasped.
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
Inuyasha closed his eyes for a moment.
He misses her.
Yes, they live now in the same house, but he misses her.
Her hugs.
Her touch.
Her kiss.
Her.
She doesn't show it to him anymore.
He understands why, but it hurts. He'll keep fighting. He'll stay around.
He won't leave.
No matter how much it hurts.
He opened his eyes and looked at her with the love he always had for her.
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
Kagome felt her knees shake.
'How could I done this to him?' she scowled herself.
She was hurting him.
Deeply.
And here he is showing everything he has to live the way they should.
Together.
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Inuyasha pulled her closer.
He rested his forehead on her's.
Their lips almost touching.
"Inuyasha," she breathed.
He closed his eyes.
"Listen," he whispered.
And she did.
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Oh god! She feels like crying.
And she kinda did.
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
"I'm not gonna leave," he whispered as he opened his eyes. "Even if I don't have you in my arms tonight, I'm still with you."
He kissed her tears away.
"I'm not leaving."
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Kagome buried her face in his neck.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry," she said weakly.
Inuyasha held her tight.
Kagome pushed away a little.
Inuyasha sighed. She doesn't want to be touched.
But. . .
When she looked up at him.
Her eyes.
The emotion.
Oh god. . .
He kiss her passionately as he threw her final article of clothes on the floor.
Which was her bra.
She moaned as their tongues danced against each other in passion. She almost whimpered when he pulled away, but gasped when he trailed those hot, steamy kisses down her neck and up.
She closed her eyes as they both caressed their bodies. Igniting each part with their teasing touch.
He kissed her on the lips again but this time softly. Nipping her bottom lips gently. Causing her to mewl.
He buried his face in her neck, inhaling her scent.
Kissing her down her neck, to her collarbone and licking her 'spot.'
"Inuyasha," she breathed out. Her breathing becoming shallow, close to panting.
"I love you," mumbled against her section between her breast as he work down. His words and breath tickling her hot skin, causing an even more aroused Kagome.
Inuyasha sucked on one hard bead. Taking his sweet time to suck on it slowly and lick it teasingly.
Kagome sighed. 'God! When was the last time. . . .' her mind trailed off when he attacked the other one.
She hissed at the sensation that her body experience.
The arousal.
The emotions.
The love.
This is what he always makes her feel when they're together like this.
She licked her lips in pleasure when she felt his tongue going lower to where all the sensation is sensitive.
She grabbed a fistful of his hair and massaged his dog ears as he worked his talented tongue and his magical kisses on her body.
Inuyasha groaned when he felt her arch for his touch. He loved the way he makes her feel. He loves to know he's the only one that can do this to her.
He felt himself grow so hard, he swore he was close to climax just by smelling her aroused core.
He fought the urge to smirk when Kagome moaned loudly and fierce fully when he licked her.
Kagome grabbed on hold of the sheets as he worked his magic on her, until she reached her climax.
Inuyasha came up and kissed her ever so softly on the lips. "You're a tease," he groaned.
Kagome furrowed her eyebrows. "What?" she whispered. After what he did, he calls her a tease.
All he can do is nod and capture her lips in a heated kiss. He moaned as she raked her nails up and down his spine and sides. It caused his erection to grow.
Kagome pulled away. "Please," she moaned.
Inuyasha buried his face in her hairs. "Don't tell me to stop," he said desperately.
Kagome shook her head and wrapped her soft legs around his waist. Bringing her opening to his member. Rubbing it teasingly.
They both groaned.
Kagome wrapped her arms around him. She kissed his shoulder, neck, cheek. When it came to his lips, he stared at her with lust-filled eyes. She licked his lips ever so slowly, and gently nipped. "I love you," she whispered against his soft petal lips.
And he entered inside her, causing both of them to cry in pure pleasure.
They regained their breaths as they pulled apart.
Inuyasha fell on his back and brought Kagome to his side. She laid her head on his chest. Both held each other closely, not wanting to let anyone of them to go away.
Inuyasha looked down at his mate, who was staring at him with the same loving eyes she did when they first had their night of passion. He pushed back a strand of hair from her sweaty face and brought a hand to his lips and kiss it.
"Kagome," he breathed.
Kagome smiled. "I missed you."
Inuyasha smiled. "Me too."
Kagome snuggled closer to him but he pulled away and stood up from the bed. She looked at him confuse, her heart beating slightly fast hoping he isn't leaving her.
Inuyasha looked at the floor and looked for his pants. When he found him he smirked.
Kagome's eyes followed his every move as he knelt down. 'Nice ass,' she thought.
As he stood up and walked back to the bed, he had this smile on his face.
Curiosity taking over, she asked, "What?"
He sat on the bed and hold her once again, the way he just had her.
His eyes softened as he stared at her. It made her feel uneasy.
"Inuyasha?"
He kissed her, with so much passion, he was scaring himself. "I was waiting for this moment," he whispered, taking one of her hands.
Kagome still trying to get over from the kiss, she barely payed attention. "What?"
Inuyasha kissed her hands and laced their fingers together.
Kagome furrowed her brows when she felt something on her palm, and when he let go of her hand, he left the object in her hands.
She looked at it and gasped. Her breathing became short and her heart beating fast. She opened the little thing and there was. . .
She looked up at him.
Inuyasha smiled softly.
"Marry me?"
It was morning and Kouga and Ayame opened the door and were surprised of what they saw.
Inuyasha and Kagome cuddling together, with sheets wrapped around them like a cocoon. No doubt they're naked since you can see clothes all over the floor.
Kouga groaned. "Not again!"
Ayame scowled him and elbowed him in ribs. "Hey, be quiet."
Kouga shook his head. "Every fucking time. . ."
Ayame rolled her eyes and looked back at the couple. She gasped. Grabbing on her mate she said hurriedly, "Kouga! Look!"
Kouga stopped his cursing a followed the finger his mate pointed to. His eyes brow raised. "Well, I'll be. I guess this shit does get funny everytime."
Ayame smiled, ear to ear, as she stared at one of best friends. Well not staring at her best friends but staring at the ring she hand on.
"They're getting married," she whispered.
"Ayame," Kouga said.
She looked at her mate, "Yes?"
Kouga rubbed his temples. "Remind me to burn that bed, too."
Hey there! Okay, I know it was a long update but I hope this makes it up. I really hope you guys enjoy this chapter like the other ones.
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