Written by OtakuChild
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh, blah...fweeeeeeeeee!! flings leftover Easter candy
Hmm...
My computer screen has obtained
a nice, obnoxious pink tint to it. I can't stare at it for long periods
of time, or my eyes burn. Yahoo.
Okay! Review Responses...
Kira-Kura: hugs Yay! Thanks for sticking it out! I missed not being able to write. I'll be okay with the credits. I finally worked out a schoolwork system...now that I graduate in two months. '' I can't stop in the middle of writing a fic. I HAVE to finish it. I hate leaving things hanging. Must be the Aries in me. Bakura/Malik rocks! They're my absolute fav couple.
I'm throwing in some Marik/Ryou fluff in here. I love the couple, they're kawaii!
WARNING: Shonen Ai, eventual Yaoi. Don't like, Don't read. Spoken.
Chapter Four: Euphoria
He was
running.
Running
through dark forests, looking, searching for something. Someone.
Searching
for him.
He was
in trouble.
Horrible,
dangerous trouble.
He had
to find him before it was to late.
Malik...
Bakura
kept running. He didn't tire, didn't think about it at all, just kept running
and searching.
He heard
a scream.
Malik!
"Don't
worry, I've got you," he said, praying that Malik would hear. It became
clear in his head where Malik was, and he raced to the area to find Malik
falling, crying, scared.
He held
up his arms, and caught Malik. Miraculously, he wasn't knocked to the ground,
but this was the last of his thoughts as he held Malik, crooning softly
to him to calm him down, soothing him, stroking his hair, and assuring
him that everything would be okay, and that he'd protect him.
Bakura
jerked awake, and flew upright. His breathing was shaky and uneven, and
he was sweating.
"Malik..."
He lay
back down and stared at the ceiling, and within minutes he was back into
the depths of dark, dreamless sleep.
He awoke
the next morning to loud crashing noises outside his door. A little ticked
at being woken up, he burrowed under the covers and stuffed his head under
the pillow to shut out the noise, but it was in vain. The crashings continued,
and then his bedroom door opened.
"Yamiii!!!!"
Ryou squeaked.
"Wha...whathefuck?"
Bakura poked his head out from under the fluffy comforter. "Go away, pipsqueaky.
Why are you being so noisy?"
"To show
you what it's like to be me, three nights a week," Ryou snapped. "Anywho...how
was your date?"
"None
of your business, squeeb. Lemme sleep!" He threw a pillow at Ryou.
"Bakura!
It's noon!"
"Exactly
why I need to sleep. Go away."
"No."
Bakura
sat up and glared at Ryou through squinty, sleepy eyes. His hair was a
wild, tangled mess, with spikes pointing every-which way. It was like his
normal hair, times twenty.
"What's
gotten into you? You always say you don't want to know, and now you're
prying into my love life."
"Well,
that's because you finally have a love life," Ryou said. "But I
say I don't want to know because I really don't need to know other personal
details about you, like when you have to take a leak, or a dump, or something."
Bakura
grinned. "I always love to share, except for now. I'm not telling you about
the date."
Ryou's
eyes narrowed. "Oh my god, Bakura. WHAT DID YOU DO? You copped a feel,
didn't you? Or you made a lewd comment, or something!"
"I DID
NOT! The date was wonderful, and he was sweet, and we played video games
and ate pizza and talked about squirrels and music and he laughed and smiled
and even tripped on a crack in the cement but I caught him and he blushed
and he even let me kiss him. Twice. And he didn't want to go home, but
I promised Marik I'd have him home before midnight, and I did. I didn't
hit on him, or feel him up, or get drunk. NYAH!" Bakura dove back under
the covers.
Ryou
started giggling. "Thank you, that's what I wanted to know. I knew I'd
find a way to get details out of you somehow." He jumped off the bed and
skipped rather effeminatley out of the room.
"Wha...?"
Bakura pieced together what had just happened, and he snapped awake. "RYOU!
I'LL GET YOU!"
Ryou's
laughter echoed through the house.
Meanwhile, at the Ishtar Residence...
"Say it."
"No."
"Say
it."
"No."
"Say
it."
"NO!
Leave me alone!"
Marik
tackled his hikari to the floor. "Say it! You have to say it, or wear the
tiara."
"No!
Anything but the tiara!" Malik wiggled and squirmed, but his yami was far
stronger than himself.
"Then
SAY it, I know you want to, and we both know I'm right." Marik sat on Malik,
grinning maliciously.
"Fine,"
Malik spat. "Bakura is not a crazed, drunken sexual pervert."
"And?"
Marik raised a pierced eyebrow.
"And
he's nice, and he's charming, and he's kind, and caring..."
Malik started to blush. "And sweet, and smart, and funny, and a perfect
gentleman, oh Marik, he even held the door for me! And he plays the guitar!
And listens to the same music I do! He's sharp, and clever, and witty..."
He closed his eyes, remembering the kiss.
"...and?"
"...and...oh
DAMMIT!" Malik pushed his way out from underneath Marik. "And I'm not supposed
to be feeling like this!" He flopped down onto the living room couch. And
the dream! What the fuck was up with that dream? The dream had been
haunting his thoughts for most of the day. He tried to shake it off, but
to no avail.
"And
why not? You said so yourself, Malik, he's a gentleman, and charming, and
smart, and funny, and I heard you babbling on last night about him."
"Shut
up!" Malik screeched. "You don't understand! It's too soon! It's so sudden,
I mean, it's ONE date, that's all it was, and now all this feely-stuff
is whirling around in my stomach less than twenty-four hours after the
date! It's not right...I...I don't like it!" And I had that dream...it
felt so real. What does it mean?
"You
don't like it, because you can't control it."
"That's
not true!"
"Yes
it is. Malik, you're a control freak. You have to have everything perfectly
organized and if one fiber on the carpet gets out of place, you throw a
fit. You have to control everything you get your hands on, the way you
feel, the way the day goes, etc. You can't control how you feel about Bakura,
and you don't like it."
Malik
didn't respond.
Bakura
was sitting idly by the phone, fingers tapping impatiently, letting out
the occasional sigh. The dream he had occasionally flitted through his
head. He wondered what it meant. Ryou came down the stairs, and to the
refridgerator, looking for food.
"I take
it he still hasn't called?" Ryou asked.
"Oh Ryou!
I'm worried!" Bakura said. "I mean, something could be wrong! What if he's
hurt, and can't get to the phone, or he stopped breathing?" He let out
a horrified gasp. "Oh Ra, what if he's dead?"
Ryou
sauntered across the room, and slapped Bakura across the face. "SNAP OUT
OF IT!" Ryou yelled. "Good god, he's just fine! He probably hasn't called
because he's running errands! Or busy! Or..."
Bakura
held his cheek. "Or what?"
"Or maybe,
just maybe, Bakura, he's scared. I'd be scared too, If I knew they creepy
drunk guy who hit on me was sitting by the phone, waiting for me to call."
Ryou smirked.
"I am
NOT a creepy drunk guy! I got drunk once! I didn't mean for that to happen!
But...last night was so wonderful...we clicked, I thought. He had fun...I
think..."
"Oh,
bah! You need to get off that stool you've been sitting on for hours, and
get away from the phone, and stop obsessing!" Ryou said, exsaperated.
"Yeah...I
gues you're right. I have some things I need to do anyway." Bakura slid
off the stool, and got a popsicle out of the freezer. He strode out of
the kitchen and into the den, pondering the dream yet again. He reasoned
that unless the dream actually became reality, he had nothing to worry
about, and so he proceeded to the abovementioned destination.
Ryou
smiled, glad he wasn't obsessing over the phone anymore. He went back upstairs,
but stopped abruptly when he saw Bakura sitting by the den phone, his cheek
rested on his palm, staring at the phone lovingly.
"BAKURAAA!!!"
Slap!
"OW!"
"I'm right,
ne?"
Malik
still hadn't responded. He couldn't stop thinking about the dream. What
does it mean? I don't...understand...
"Deep
down inside, we both know I'm right. So I'm going to say this: Don't fight
it. Don't even try, because if you do, you'll end up getting hurt, and
you'll hurt Bakura as well. Yes, the feelings are moving fast, but that
doesn't mean the relationship has to. Take the time to really know him,
take it slow. It'll be more fun that way. Bakura won't hurt you, I promise.
He's not like that."
"What
makes you think there will be a relationship?" Malik asked warily.
"Malik,
the two of you hit it off. There's no denying that. The sparks flew, and
when all was said and done, you kissed him twice. I only got one
kiss on my first date."
"Marik,
he
kissed me. And when have you gone on a date?"
"You
kissed him back, and you kissed him again after that. And I go on dates!
I have a love life too! I just never tell you."
Malik
saw a golden opportunity to change the subject, and get some revenge at
the same time.
"Say...I've
told you heaps about my love life, how 'bout you tell me about yours? You
never bring anybody home...you never call anybody...when did you go on
a date?"
Marik's
eyes widened. Oops. I spilled the beans. How am I going to clean them
up?
"Well,
I don't bring boys home. I haven't found the right one yet. But there has
been one, yes. Let's just leave it at that." Marik crossed his arms proudly.
"Oh,
no, you're not getting off that easy," Malik said. It was his turn to show
a malicious grin. "Who is he? Come on, you can tell me."
Marik
was panicking, though his face didn't show it. "Let's just say he's closer
than you might think." he pretended to think. "You know, come to think
of it, there's a few things I need to get at the store that I forgot about
before. I best be going. Bye!" He grabbed his jacket and took off out the
door.
Malik
grinned. "I'll find out sooner or later!" he yelled.
He sat
back down on the couch, trying to decipher the dream.
Forest...peaceful
forest...yet it's decieving, because the bridge gave way when I walked
on it...
Falling...falling
through inky darkness...I felt so hopeless...
Bakura's
voice. Where did it come from? Why was it there? It felt...protecting...and
then...
...I
fell into his arms. He was so comforting, soothing, I felt so much better...
I
feel like I'm forgetting something.
He realized
he'd forgotten to call Bakura. Bakura would find him if he didn't call,
he knew, so he picked up the phone. He felt sick inside, and found he couldn't
dial the number. He took a deep breath. "Remember what Marik said," he
murmured to himself. His fear was ungrounded. He was just nervous, because...
...because
he couldn't stop thinking about Bakura.
...because
he felt safe and content when he was around him.
...because
he was wildly attracted to Bakura.
There
was no way to get around it. Not anymore. Malik let out a defeated sigh.
"Guess
Marik's right. If I fight, I'll get hurt...I guess...I guess I'll just
take this, and see where it goes."
With
shaking fingers, he dialed Bakura's number.
Bakura
had finally settled down on the couch, and was reading an issue of Johnny
the Homicidal Maniac(1). Ryou was cooking dinner.
The phone
rang.
In a
flash Bakura darted across the living room, comic book flying out of his
hands, and into the kitchen, grabbing the cordless phone and knocking down
a stack of bills and various objects in the process.
"Hello?"
He asked, a little too eagerly.
"Um...hey.
Bakura?" Malik asked. He could hear Ryou laughing in the background.
"Yeah...yeah...hey
pretty." He said, his heart beating wildly in his chest. He could hear
it pounding in his ears, and he was almost sure Malik heard it too. But
he called! He was alive! And he'd CALLED! He felt his cheeks grow hot.
"Hey,"
Malik said, still nervous. "So...um..." he couldn't think of anything to
say. He had no real reason to call, he was calling because, well, Bakura
had wanted him to call. "Why is Ryou laughing?" He asked, trying to find
something to talk about.
Bakura
sighed. "Hikari-Squeeb is laughing at me, because I knocked a bunch of
stuff over trying to get to the phone," he said sheepishly.
"Oh."
Malik giggled, to think of Bakura lunging for a phone. "So um...what did
you do today?"
"Not
much. I slept, and...stuff."
"What
kind of stuff?" Malik was curious now.
"He sat
by the phone ALL DAY and waited for you to call," Ryou's voice butted in.
"HEY!
GIVE THAT BACK YOU LITTLE RAT!" Bakura yelled in the background. Malik
burst out laughing, dream finally forgotten. "Oh my gosh!" He giggled.
"Yeeeaaaah,"
Ryou said. He waited by the phone ALL DAY, and you didn't call, and he
thought you were dead!" Ryou giggled. "So I made him go do something else,
and he sat in the den instead, by that phone, waiting for you to call."
Malik
heard Bakura in the background again.
"Oh!
I have to go! I have errands to run. Bye Malik!" Ryou said quickly.
Malik's
laughter echoed through the house. He heard a muffled struggle on the other
line, and a yelp, and then Bakura's voice again.
"Ryou
is a liar! I swear!" Bakura said happily. "Anywho, I'm glad you called."
"Yeah.."
Malik said. "Me too."
"So...what
did you do today?" Bakura asked.
"I cleaned,
and then I organized my stuff, and then I checked my email." Malik said.
"Oh.
That sounds..."
"Boring
as hell."
They
both started laughing again, and Malik felt more comfortable, and not quite
so nervous. They talked about random stuff, then settled into a more centered
converstaion. Malik lounged on the couch, comfortable and happy. Bakura
did the same.
Marik
wasn't on his way to the store.
On the
contrary, he was on his way to the park, the last place anybody would find
him. He headed to the same spot he always did, a secluded, lush, soft grassy
area, with a small pond and pretty ferns and flowers. It opened up the
the moonlit, starry sky above. He crawled through the small opening, then
covered his tracks. He sat against a soft tree trunk, waiting. He waited
for a long time, and started to worry when the person he was waiting for
didn't arrive. He closed his eyes, but opened them again when he heard
a rustling in the bush. He opened the branches to help the person through.
Once settled in, the branches were pushed closed again. Marik greeted his
visitor with a tight embrace and a passionate kiss.
"Hello
Ryou-love," Marik said, his voice soft. "I missed you."
"I missed
you too." Ryou snuggled into Marik.
"You...haven't
been around lately."
"It's
hard being around you and not being able to show anything," Ryou said quietly.
"I'm afraid I would accidently slip up."
"I understand."
Marik pulled Ryou closer. "I fear the same."
"It...gets
frustrating, having to stay so secret." Ryou felt a pang of shame at saying
those words.
"I know.
I feel the same." Marik moved to sit up, and Ryou followed. Marik crawled
around to face Ryou, cupped his pale face with a tanned, elegant hand.
"Ryou...I know that this isn't easy, sneaking off like this, but please
remember that I love you deeply, and someday we'll be able to love each
other openly, with no fear. I promise." He leaned in and kissed Ryou softly.
"I know.
I love you too. I've never felt such a fierce devotion to anyone."
They
both smiled.
"I know.
Now, let's enjoy this beautiful night."
They
lay back down, Ryou snuggling into Marik, and they spent the night gazing
up at the stars.
"Wow.
Do you realize we've been talking for almost three hours?" Malik asked.
"Are
you serious?" Bakura chuckled. "Time flies when you're having a blast."
"Yeah,
it does."
Silence.
"Malik,
I want to see you again, soon. There's a coffee house in downtown Domino
that's having at art exhibit tomorrow night. How about I pick you up at
six?"
"That
sounds great!"
"Good."
Bakura smiled, and stretched out on the small couch, long legs hanging
over the edge(2). "I'll pick you up then. So...it's getting pretty
late, I should let you go."
"Okay,"
Malik said. He didn't really want to hang up, Bakura's smooth voice was
intoxicating, and he couldn't get enough of it.
"So...good
night, Pretty." Bakura said softly. "I'll see you tomorrow."
"Yeah,
see you tomorrow," said Malik. "Good night Bakura."
They
both hung up.
Bakura
couldn't stop smiling. He got to see Malik again! He jumped up, and started
jumping around the living room.
"I got
another date with Maaaaalik! I got another date with Maaaaalik!" He cheered,
to nobody in particular. Then he realized it was almost one in the morning,
and Ryou still wasn't home. Bakura started to worry, Ryou hadn't taken
his cell phone. He stayed up to wait for his hikari, but eventually fell
asleep on the couch.
Malik was also worried. It had been hours since Marik had left, and there was no sign of him either. He figured that Marik could take care of himself, though, and so he went up to bed, hoping he didn't have that dream again. Within minutes he was asleep.
Ryou jerked
awake, realized he'd been sleeping, and let out a gasp.
"Marik!
Oh my god, what time is it?" He rubbed his eyes. If Bakura found out he'd
been sneaking around...
"It's
2:45 AM, love."
"Oh no!
I'm in so much trouble! And I didn't take my cell phone, because I didn't
want to get caught...oh no! I have to go, I love you Marik!" He placed
a chaste kiss on Marik's lips, and crawled forward to exit their spot,
but felt a hand on his shoulder.
"No,
It's late, Ryou. It's not safe for someone alone. I couldn't live with
myself if something happened to you. I love you more than that, and I care
about your welfare more than what others may think. Please...let me walk
you home."
Ryou
thought for a minute. "Okay."
They
crawled through the bushes, and out of the park. They walked to Ryou's
house, hand in hand. Once they reached the door Marik pulled Ryou to a
dark corner, out of sight, and gave Ryou a deep kiss, which Ryou happily
returned.
"Good
night, my love," Marik said. "Sweet dreams."
"Sweet
dreams," Ryou replied. "'Night Marik. I love you!" Ryou blew him a kiss.
Marik walked home, using the dark alleys and cover of night.
Ryou
stole around to the back of the house, completley silent. He crept up the
small ladder he'd put in place, that was easily hidden by creeping ivy.
Once he reached his bedroom window, he took a small piece of metal out
of his pocket, and used it to pop the window latch. He opened the window
and crawled inside. Bakura was none the wiser. He changed into pajamas
and stole to Bakura's room and opened the door. When he didn't find him
there he went downstairs, to the living room. Bakura was still fast alseep
on the couch. Ryou gently shook him awake. "Bakura!" he hissed.
"Mmmm...nnn...wha?
Ryou?" Bakura looked up at his hikari. "When did you get home?"
"Oh,
at one-thirty," Ryou lied. I didn't see you in the living room, and I thought
you had gone to bed, but then I woke up again, and had to get up, and looked
in your room, and I didn't see you. I found you down here."
"Oh...what
time is it?"
"3:15
AM."
"I should
get to bed. I have a date tomorrow with Malik."
"OoooOOOoh!
Where are you going?"
"Art
exhibit."
"Sounds
like fun," Ryou said. "Well, I'll let you get to bed. Goodnight!" He turned
to go back up the stairs.
"Hold
on," Bakura said. "Where were you?"
"Me?
Oh, I was watching movies at Yugi's house. It ran later than we thought."
"Oh,
okay." Bakura knew Ryou was safe at Yugi's house, and didn't give it another
thought. He changed, and went to bed, quickly falling asleep again.
Oooargh...that really didn't
go the way I wanted it too at all. But it just kind of formed itself. It
did for a good base for future chapters though.
(1) Johnny the Homicidal
Maniac is such a Bakura comic. I highly reccomend reading it,
and other works of Jhonen Vasqez as well. They can be found online, or
at your local Hot Topic. They seem to get copies of them on a regular basis,
at least where I live.
(2) Heehee...I just got
a cute mental picture with this one.
(3) I say their dad
because Bakura is part of Ryou, in a way. Ryou's dad really doesn't care
in this plotline, and Bakura has major issues with his their dad. It may
come out in later chapters and stories.
So why is Ryou hiding his
relationship with Marik? dun dun dun
Next chapter will have the
second date, as well as more fluffy goodness.
So, hopefully this chapter
didn't suck too much. Read and review. Ja ne!
-OtakuChild
