THIS IS THE SECOND PART OF DUO'S JOURNAL. PLEASE READ THAT FIRST.
DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN ANYTHING. DON'T SUE ME. (This disclaimer stands for all the chapters in "Heero's Computer".)
Author's notes:
This part of the Trilogy is from Heero's point of view. Things said "on the computer" and Heero's thoughts are to represent his true feelings. Do not confuse this with the way he really acts
"Speaking" Thoughts Real life conversation and thoughts
Heero's Computer
Author: Heero Yuy Data Entry: HY0027 Date: December 11, PT001 Time: 0630
Computer, I don't know how to say this, but I think Duo, likes me. He's been throwing these hints. At least, I think they are hints. Maybe he's just being his uncanny self. I will figure it out eventually.
Last night, the strangest thing happened. I woke up to Duo yelling and screaming...
----Flash Back----
"DUO!!"
"AHH!!!"
"DUO!! Wake up!"
"STOP!!!"
"DUO, please open your eyes!!"
He woke up and looked around the room. I asked him if he was okay, but he just wrapped his arms around me and began shaking. He told me it was just a dream. I tried to calm him and told him to get some rest. Just as I was abut to walk out the door..."
"Heero..."
I turned and his eyes...his eyes...they were full of fear.
"Don't leave me."
"Duo, you need to get some sleep."
"Please..."
"Duo, I don't think that's a good idea."
"Heero, I don't care if you like guys, just don't leave me here, alone."
"Hn...fine, but only for tonight."
What am I doing, I can't...I shouldn't...Duo why are you doing this to me?
I went and lay on top of the blankets. At least that made the situation less awkward than it already was.
It was hard for me to sleep, with Duo being that close to me. I know he isn't...gay, but being that close to another guy war hard. I finally managed to calm myself enough to fall asleep.
When I awoke, it was a little before six. I was a bit started because I forgot that I was in Duo's bed. Sometime, during the night, I must have turned over on my other side and wrapped myself around Duo. It was odd, I felt so relaxed. He was so beautiful lying there. I could feel him breathing. I didn't want to let go. I just wanted to stay there with him. But, something kept telling me I shouldn't be there. I had to leave...he would hate me...hate me for being there...hate me for having myself around him. To have him hate me is something I couldn't bare.
I slowly got out of bed and quietly walked out of the room.
----End Flash Back----
Am I crazy? Should I be worried? Am I just trying to forget Trey? No...He has nothing to do with this. There is something about Duo...It's hard to explain. He's always been there. Sure, he's loud and can be annoying at times, but...I just get this feeling when I'm around him, and this morning...this morning was different. I felt...peacefull...like I didn't have to worry about anything. I...I have to get ready to go.
End Entry HY0027
God Duo. Why did you have to ask me to stay with you? If only you could be...NO, you shouldn't have to change. One with such beauty shouldn't have to change for another, especially not me.
"Pull yourself together Yuy. He's straight and you're gay. Leave it at that. He was scared and needed someone to comfort him. That's all nothing more."
But what if he is...I have to know the truth...You must find out if he is really straight.
"Mission Accepted"
To be continued . . .
Well this was meant to tie the two parts together. It's mostly from the last chapter of Duo Journal, with some subtle changes. Hopefully you like it. Next chapters will be longer.
For those of you that want more insight to this story, please read "Duo's Journal" It will give you insight to the dream Duo had and some other things that are going on in the story.
Please review/flame BOTH this and 'Duo's Journal'
