The mistake.

When I say her, I mean Spike's girlfriend. I didn't know he had a girlfriend until after he danced with me. I remember that night, I cried my eyes out. I really thought I had a chance with him, but what did I know? I was a stupid kid.

After that, I knew I'd have to find something to take my mind off him. I did, for a while. I started going out to this really cool club near my house, it was called the Bronze. There I met a few cute lads. The first one was Rick; he was sweet, but real geeky. The second was Stewart, he was also the last. After the second date with him he tried it on. I pushed him off straight away; I wasn't ready for that sort of thing, not yet anyway. After he tried it on with me in his car, he pushed me out and drove off. I was left there, humiliated, to walk alone.

That was when Spike drove past in his car.

"Hey, you okay?" he asked seeing my tear stained face. I couldn't answer him; I sat in his car and cried on him. He was very comforting. He assured me that everything would be okay and I did the right thing.

"I'll take you home." He said, his eyes were so blue. I loved to stare into them. I did, but when it got too intimate I looked away.

Soon Spike roared the engine up and we headed off to my house. I would never forget that night, and not just for the thing that happened next.

"You want me to help you inside? Explain everything to your father?" he asked turning the ignition off.

He didn't give me any time to answer the question, it wasn't really a question, and it was an order. He came in and told dad everything, I went upstairs when he did. I couldn't face dad, dad would have been on my side but I just couldn't face him.

I stood in my bedroom and began to undress. Suddenly there was a knock at my door, it was Spike.

"Hey." He said letting himself in.

"Hey." I said and sat down on the bed; he came and sat at the side of me. God he smelt so good, and looked it too. He was wearing his black t-shirt and leather jacket.

Not to forget his trousers, he wore tight black jeans that made his ass look real good.

I smiled at him and he returned it and shuffled on the bed to face me.

"Thanks for telling dad."

"It's okay," he paused. "You know you shouldn't just go in strange guys cars.

You don't know what these guys could be expecting." He said calmly, which made me feel really bad when I snapped at him.

"I got I your car didn't I?"

He stood up to go. "Wait." I said and stood up too. "I didn't mean that.

I guess I'm just a little tired and moody. Friends?" I pouted forcing him to laugh and nod.

"Good." I said and remained staring into his eyes. I don't know what happened then, I got a tingly feeling and he must of too, cause the next second he was kissing me.

He caressed my face and kissed me deeply moving towards my bed. He laid me on my back and started pulling my top over my head. That moment was the one

I had been waiting for forever, but when it happened

I felt real bad. All I could think about was his girlfriend.

Mellissa her name was, she wasn't real pretty but was intelligent.

When Spike's hands went down to my

body and to the zipper on my pants, I pushed him off.

He looked at me with a embarrassed

expression and bounced up and out of the door.

That night was another night I cried myself to sleep. I had almost got the thing

I had wanted for a long time, and when it almost happened I felt guilty as hell.